Jesus_ist_König
ppl are happier when I'm not around
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I know that I should pray I don’t know why I haven’t done it yet
1. I opened up to my parents and one close friend about my voices and other stuff. My parents condemned me, my friend didn’t know how to help.
2. My therapist thinks I’m larping and doesn’t help me whatsoever. I’m applying for a new psychologist but I’m still on a waitlist
3. I’m on adhd medication and the voices aren’t really a toll on me. The meds do a good job to surpress them yet I feel this undescribable weight on my shoulders which I think comes from carrying this secret
4. I’m angry at myself. I self induced the voices. I started creating imaginary friend cuz I wanted friends and thought it was edgy but now I ended up with this shit.
I’m tired boss 5 months vro. It’s a mister to me how real schizos haven’t suicided after the first 6 month of experiencing voices.
I don’t know what to do.
@Nodal
1. I opened up to my parents and one close friend about my voices and other stuff. My parents condemned me, my friend didn’t know how to help.
2. My therapist thinks I’m larping and doesn’t help me whatsoever. I’m applying for a new psychologist but I’m still on a waitlist
3. I’m on adhd medication and the voices aren’t really a toll on me. The meds do a good job to surpress them yet I feel this undescribable weight on my shoulders which I think comes from carrying this secret
4. I’m angry at myself. I self induced the voices. I started creating imaginary friend cuz I wanted friends and thought it was edgy but now I ended up with this shit.
I’m tired boss 5 months vro. It’s a mister to me how real schizos haven’t suicided after the first 6 month of experiencing voices.
I don’t know what to do.
@Nodal