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neverbegan2007
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So i'm 17 and a half. I've been on SSRIs for almost 2 years. I tried to take my own life almost 3 years ago when i was 14. So i went to a psychiatrist and she put me on cipralex. I did feel better and it made me think less about suicide sure, but it also made me go completely numb. I didn't have any feelings, i could watch gore like it's normal because i was extremely emotionally numb. It also gave me erectile dysfunction. most of the time i can't get my dick up even when i look at porn. I don't have morning woods as often as well. It also made me feel less attracted to women somehow (maybe because i consumed a lot of femboy gooner content jfl) but i still think it's related. I stopped 5 months ago but it's too late. My dopamine receptors are fried, in fact they're probably just dead at this point. Obviously i feel depressed now, i have brain fog and tons of anxiety. I don't know what to do because i'm not taking any SSRIs again. this alone is just making me super suicidal besides my awful life and awful face. I might just end it this year because i need to get lefort 2. fuck my life.