How to fix this disgusting empty feeling inside?

[Dendoni]

DNRD: i feel empty and depressed, how to fix that? Not drugs, alcohol, roping or sex advice please

Hey guys, i have went to ayahuasca and 2 weeks after that i was truly happy and grateful, for the first time in my fucking life probably...

Then as of now i went to depressed, anxiety and almost panic attacks over existential fear and as of now i'm feeling empty, it sucks a shit and i hate it, my genes are shit, so i don't want to hear to fuck a girl to fix that, i feel that if i fuck a prostitute, i'd go even lower somehow...

I don't want to try other drugs, because if the existential fear comes back i'd truly be even more worse off than now

If anyone went thru similiar experience or feels the same shit inside, let me know how you fixed it, i'd be thankful

 

[Dendoni]

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[Deleted member 71411]

There is no way, you get used to the pain until you become insensitive, then you feel like a stone from head to toe.

 

[Deleted member 45794]

Fix sleep, diet and exercise first. Hard to be depressed when you have those dialed in unless you have external factors fucking you over.

 

[Zenis]

DNRD: i feel empty and depressed, how to fix that? Not drugs, alcohol, roping or sex advice please

Hey guys, i have went to ayahuasca and 2 weeks after that i was truly happy and grateful, for the first time in my fucking life probably...

Then as of now i went to depressed, anxiety and almost panic attacks over existential fear and as of now i'm feeling empty, it sucks a shit and i hate it, my genes are shit, so i don't want to hear to fuck a girl to fix that, i feel that if i fuck a prostitute, i'd go even lower somehow...

I don't want to try other drugs, because if the existential fear comes back i'd truly be even more worse off than now

If anyone went thru similiar experience or feels the same shit inside, let me know how you fixed it, i'd be thankful

Ain’t shit you can do but find a girlfriend

 

[Dendoni]

There is no way, you get used to the pain until you become insensitive, then you feel like a stone from head to toe.

Over...

 

[Deleted member 71411]

Over...

Once you become more numb and the pain begins to subside you can start to rebuild your life, I'm at that stage

before I felt horrible

 

[Dendoni]

Fix sleep, diet and exercise first. Hard to be depressed when you have those dialed in unless you have external factors fucking you over.

I do not feel capable of doing anything and i'm sometimes even tired of existing... It's brutal

 

[Deleted member 45794]

I do not feel capable of doing anything and i'm sometimes even tired of existing... It's brutal

baby steps

 

[Deleted member 71411]

I do not feel capable of doing anything and i'm sometimes even tired of existing... It's brutal

With age you heal, I suppose you are young, in your 20's or teenager

 

[futureashtray]

fill it with hate

 

[Dendoni]

Once you become more numb and the pain begins to subside you can start to rebuild your life, I'm at that stage

before I felt horrible

Brutal... Hope i won't have any more of panic anxiety, it would suck... Right now, i'm trying to do at least something, doing 5 push-ups a day, can't really bother with more...

 

[Dendoni]

fill it with hate

That would suck even more... Sometimes i get these feelings and thoughts about my disgust, tiredness and hate of existence itself...

 

[Deleted member 71411]

Brutal... Hope i won't have any more of panic anxiety, it would suck... Right now, i'm trying to do at least something, doing 5 push-ups a day, can't really bother with more...

I had my worst stage of rotting at 23-25, at night I couldn't sleep because of the horrible feelings of sadness that overcame me, I binged on porn and video games

Extreme loneliness is the most brutal

Just try not to do anything stupid while you go through that dark night of the soul

 

[Dendoni]

I had my worst stage of rotting at 23-25, at night I couldn't sleep because of the horrible feelings of sadness that overcame me, I binged on porn and video games

Extreme loneliness is the most brutal

Just try not to do anything stupid while you go through that dark night of the soul

Yes, i hope so, hope that this phase of life will pass and then i'll look back happy on this...

 

[Dendoni]

Embrace suffering. It is beautiful and truly has an artistic value of sorts. I cheer any incoming pain and accept it as yet another chapter of my life that will be overcome. You need to drop the faggotry, drugs and learn to live in your current environments lucid.
Start by treating unpleasant situations as nothing more than moments that will pass.

Good advice, harder to do that tho :/

 

[Deleted member 16288]

You need a girl
We all do
There is no other way or cope

 

[Bartenderofnashv]

DNRD: i feel empty and depressed, how to fix that? Not drugs, alcohol, roping or sex advice please

Hey guys, i have went to ayahuasca and 2 weeks after that i was truly happy and grateful, for the first time in my fucking life probably...

Then as of now i went to depressed, anxiety and almost panic attacks over existential fear and as of now i'm feeling empty, it sucks a shit and i hate it, my genes are shit, so i don't want to hear to fuck a girl to fix that, i feel that if i fuck a prostitute, i'd go even lower somehow...

I don't want to try other drugs, because if the existential fear comes back i'd truly be even more worse off than now

If anyone went thru similiar experience or feels the same shit inside, let me know how you fixed it, i'd be thankful

i have similar experience with pmaic attacks and shit... the only thing that could fix things from me of to be loved by the girl i love i only want her no one else i feel so empty on the inside

 

[Eriot Lodger]

I heard datura can fill your existence and intrigue your mind for years to come.