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Arminius
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Good day guys I recently had my first sexual experience and I enjoyed it, but I still consider myself an autistic, my problem is in my autism levels, I got a pretty small social circle and they know me as a crazy guy who joined the gym due lack of confidence and started roiding, however I dont know how to do it, I dont drink at all I have never drink, and I just have smoked weed once in my life, so im not good talking or joining the game, im almost all the time thinking how to diet and blast roids to get tryst lee look alike physique, im close to his physique but I am taller and nordic, also corona literally closed clubs and other places, here in mexico im just going to the gym dieting and studying for next college, im 17, and I basically studied homeschooling all my life, I never went to a normal school, so I always studied on internet and with private teachers, I played professional chess since 10 yo to 16 yo, I decided to stop nerdy life a year ago, and I started playing chess at 5, I read anthropology book as a kid, history, economy, politics, watched ancient movies, like Pasolini and I developed a good mind, I literally destroyed every guy in the schools, but I never felt happy with that, im a manlet at 5 8 but im buff and shredded, however I feel a lot of lack f confidence, I know thats not the end of the world but I would like to change my life
