How to I deal with the concept of beauty?

Itsnotover77

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I would love to hear y‘all thoughts and experiences, maybe someone can relate to me or give me some advice.

I am 17 and with 14 I didn’t look bad.
I had a very clear skin and a solid face.

Now that I am 17 and about 173cm unfrauded without shoes, I get some pimples sometime and have a bit of pigments and now mild scars on my cheeks.
Thank god my skin got better, I did 2 microneedling sessions and I am using tretinoin 0.025%.
With 15 I had very strong ugly acne, yeah ugly as you can imagine, not a normal acne but literally a strong acne, but I don’t want to go deeper.

When I look at my face, I hope that after some years I will ascend naturally. My bones might grow more and my hormones may balance itself.

I hate it, I hate it that I am not so beautiful yet while I see very beautiful people.
And also my confidence is low because of that.
Almost every time I am writing with a beautiful girl, I am thinking about my apperance.
It is like literally a mental tortue, which I am doing to myself with the optimism, that I‘ll ascend someday.

Tbh I would love it to be 5.10 unfrauded.
I would love it to have very clean skin with a debloated face and prominent zygos.
With high appeal.

Maybe then someday people will treat me better and love me more.
Maybe then I will have the strength and pleasure to look at me at pictures.
Maybe then someday.
Maybe someday at my earliest twenties I‘ll get my fillers and buccal fat removal done.
Maybe someday my Voice will be beautiful.


And for every one, who has this experience, I wish y‘all success and love.

One day we may.
 
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