How to keep myself entertained while starving

[Floou]

I watch anime, and then I see girls.. I get upset and turn it off. TikTok is for dumb niggas. YouTube, boring for the most part. PS5 and switch , boring. The games I have are Elden Ring, FF7 remake and rebirth, RDR2, persona 5. Other than apex legends (I suck and 2000+ hours) Persona was the only game I put hours into almost finishing it, rest 20+.
I only played it for the dating aspect BTW. So are dating sims for me? Sex sims?! I concluded all that and I bought a steam deck so hopefully windows isn’t necessary for the good porn games and dating sims? Also anime might’ve filled my satisfaction, but I hate watching the MC having a harem and fucking his sister. I want that to be me.. maybe not the sister part, but I would if I was reincarnated in a anime without my memories or anything.

 

[Floou]

Also my starving routine is drinking one water bottle at 8 am through 4 pm cause of school. So I drink 16 oz for 8 hours? I then drink 1 or two more back at home. I then drink a veggie smoothie consisting of 120-200 calories or a smoothie bowl if i want more calories. Well I’ve done it for 2 days only so that’s my plan. I’ve gotten dizzy and almost fell at the shower once.. any health benefits to drinking more water lmao? I want to starve not health benefits

 

[Floou]

BUMP. Please someone give me advice . I’m desperate..

 

[BeanletMogger]

Just find more shit/hobbies to help you waste time bru. Sleep, drawing, and doing classwork/studying are my go to's.

 

[Floou]

Just find more shit/hobbies to help you waste time bru. Sleep, drawing, and doing classwork/studying are my go to's.

I’ll find a way to properly lucid dream and fuck the loli I wanted to.. minor details aside it’s been great but shit always messes up because I can’t do it properly. Drawing school work? I’ll do it but I’d want to kms while doing it. Walking would be my only hobby cause it’s necessary for me to lose weight. No other hobbies other than porn sims and walking