How to medically lobotomize myself with drugs

[H72]

I know the usual shit like meth and all that other stuff but I dont want all the other adversary effects manly just the loss of mental attachment I hate being around other people I know im smarter then I can never have any true conversations because everything they say just disgusts me to a level were I cant decide if I want to kill myself vomit or kill them its a horrible feeling I just want to normal I dont want all this shit I hate being ND

 

[Banned User]

whatever clav took when he od'd

 

[Kurdishcoper]

psychedelics, either going to be the best day of ur life or ur gonna get depersonalization, basically making u feel like ur body isnt you