How to prevent hyperfixation and extreme looks obssession even after ascending

[i14bytes]

I can’t stop thinking about every tiny failo on my face, more of which I keep on discovering by the day. I’m what would be considered universally good looking to most normies I guess and have been stuck on this site ever since I was 13 and have just turned 17 as of last month. I am pretty sure I am fully maxed out facially( as in there are no softmaxxes) left for me to do. I’ve noticed especially since I started using adhd meds like Ritalin and elsvnse to study my insane obssession over my face has taken a turn for the worse where I spend almost multiple hours on end daily staring at my face in the mirror. When I was worse looking I used to get tons of dopamine from looking in the mirror, but as of current times I am extremely reliant on other people’s perception of my looks to get any sort of validation which If I fail to do so my day is completely ruined from the lack of dopamine that I am gaining from my looks - which are on my mind the only reason to exist. To back up my current claim of being good looking do people do not enter this thread saying Muh your probably ugly and so on . This is a TikTok of me lying down I bed in pretty unideal conditions. Now I have gotten this out of the way back to the original question of what the fuck am I meant to do to stop hyper obsessing over all sorts of failos. Currently my alar base width nostril exposure chin width and my upper lip shape is what has been bothering me very much. Originally the goal was to look good enough to get girls but I’m not even sure myself what exactly I am chasing anymore and it is making me feel extremely anxious and just full of despair. I am off Ritalin right now writing this thread so I am probably being quite chatty

 

[iLdar]

Dnr

 

[i14bytes]

Dnr

Kill yourself

 

[JDDD8]

Dnr but it's never enough

 

[iLdar]

Kill yourself

Dnr nigga ur indian

 

[i14bytes]

Dnr nigga ur indian

Nigga I mog you and your whole family to hell and back shut the fuck up

 

[iLdar]

Nigga I mog you and your whole family to hell and back shut the fuck up

Lmfaoo nigga u look underdeveloped and indian

I mog your short manlet ass to your hometown in new delhi

 

[BatemanNigga]

You are ugly

 

[i14bytes]

L

You are ugly

This might be the most bipolar site I have seen on the existence on the planet. If I make a thread claiming I’m good looking suddenly I’m ugly almost like I’m not supposed to acknowledge the fact that I am good looking?

 

[BatemanNigga]

L
This might be the most bipolar site I have seen on the existence on the planet. If I make a thread claiming I’m good looking suddenly I’m ugly almost like I’m not supposed to acknowledge the fact that I am good looking?

You need to bleach your skin to be attractive

 

[i14bytes]

Lmfaoo nigga u look underdeveloped and indian

I mog your short manlet ass to your hometown in new delhi

Facially it is unlikely that you do. I am 5 10 fraud to 6 foot and I am not underdeveloped in any means facially.

 

[i14bytes]

You need to bleach your skin to be attractive

In normal lighting conditions my skin is pretty light.

 

[BatemanNigga]

In normal lighting conditions my skin is pretty light.

Still indian like mtn

 

[iLdar]

Facially it is unlikely that you do. I am 5 10 fraud to 6 foot and I am not underdeveloped in any means facially.

Lets get the facts straight
1. you are indian and i am superior
2. you are 5'10 (muh im 6 foot), i am 6,7+
3. you are low iq, i have a Reported iq of over a 135

 

[i14bytes]

Still indian like mtn

Do you seriously think if I stood next to another person that would be rated mtn on this site that I wouldn’t terra them. You clearly aren’t capable of rating. It might sound like I’m coping if I am that is okay, but if your only argument is that you are Indian so Muh mtn, then that doesn’t exactly work

 

[BatemanNigga]

Do you seriously think if I stood next to another person that would be rated mtn on this site that I wouldn’t terra them. You clearly aren’t capable of rating. It might sound like I’m coping if I am that is okay, but if your only argument is that you are Indian so Muh mtn, then that doesn’t exactly work

Im a great rater

 

[i14bytes]

Lets get the facts straight
1. you are indian and i am superior
2. you are 5'10 (muh im 6 foot), i am 6,7+
3. you are low iq, i have a Reported iq of over a 135
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And ur an edgy satanist that followed the whole stupid trend after seeing Mehdi on TikTok who me and my friend met in real life and is literally a sub5 ogre

 

[i14bytes]

Im a great rater

Isn’t blackgymmax meant to be a Muh great rater too

 

[iLdar]

And ur an edgy satanist that followed the whole stupid trend after seeing Mehdi on TikTok who me and my friend met in real life and is literally a sub5 ogre

Just as i thought, you start assuming things about me that arent true

Another low iq indicator (ur brain isnt fully developed because youre indian)

And no ive been in this com for longer than you, no reason to look at my joindate as that isnt when i joined org

 

[BatemanNigga]

Isn’t blackgymmax meant to be a Muh great rater too

No he is ass at rating he says hes chadlite

 

[i14bytes]

No he is ass at rating he says hes chadlite

He is chadlite structurally? All his pillars fall into that range

 

[BatemanNigga]

He is chadlite structurally? All his pillars fall into that range

He is mtn facially

 

[i14bytes]

Just as i thought, you start assuming things about me that arent true

Another low iq indicator (ur brain isnt fully developed because youre indian)

And no ive been in this com for longer than you, no reason to look at my joindate as that isnt when i joined org

Pretty hyporcritical to say im assuming things then do the same thing a sentence later.

 

[i14bytes]

He is mtn facially

By what basis

 

[BatemanNigga]

By what basis

Look at him hes an average guy

 

[i14bytes]

Look at him hes an average guy

No he is not. You’re schizophrenic

 

[iLdar]

Pretty hyporcritical to say im assuming things then do the same thing a sentence later.

Youre indian doesnt have to mean youre specifically indian, its an online term people use to put deathnics like you into one basket

Indian, Paki it doesnt matter, you are brown and the least favorable race there is

 

[BatemanNigga]

No he is not. You’re schizophrenic

You dont go outside than

 

[i14bytes]

You dont go outside than

Youre indian doesnt have to mean youre specifically indian, its an online term people use to put deathnics like you into one basket

Indian, Paki it doesnt matter, you are brown and the least favorable race there is

https://jumpshare.com/s/Xl0tUdkx2HC6ULf6jADg This is how your white foids talk about the most unappealing race and Mtns then lol

 

[BatemanNigga]

https://jumpshare.com/s/Xl0tUdkx2HC6ULf6jADg This is how your white foids talk about the most unappealing race and Mtns then lol

Why would i care about a random whore every girl is one

 

[iLdar]

https://jumpshare.com/s/Xl0tUdkx2HC6ULf6jADg This is how your white foids talk about the most unappealing race and Mtns then lol

Talking to some random ltb doesnt disprove anything, you are disliked the most out of any race and ur a manlet too its actually over for you

 

[i14bytes]

Why would i care about a random whore every girl is one

So by what basis exactly are you rating then. You’re not rating by the pillars of looks which when I brought up previously you claimed he’s just average when he’s clearly not so I took a different stance and showed a girl giving literal chad treatment but then when that occurs that makes her a whore then suddenly. I very much doubt any girl would say these things about you lol

 

[i14bytes]

Talking to some random ltb doesnt disprove anything, you are disliked the most out of any race and ur a manlet too its actually over for you

Over for me how nigga I didn’t make this thread for that holy shit no way I’m getting told it’s over for me

 

[BatemanNigga]

So by what basis exactly are you rating then. You’re not rating by the pillars of looks which when I brought up previously you claimed he’s just average when he’s clearly not so I took a different stance and showed a girl giving literal chad treatment but then when that occurs that makes her a whore then suddenly. I very much doubt any girl would say these things about you lol

Girls say these things about me every day

 

[i14bytes]

Girls say these things about me every day

Then you must be either groomed onto this site ( like my case to some degree) , lying or be living in an alternate reality

 

[iLdar]

Over for me how nigga I didn’t make this thread for that holy shit no way I’m getting told it’s over for me

Ur literally objectively underdeveloped, i wouldnt have attacked you if you werent

 

[BatemanNigga]

Then you must be either groomed onto this site ( like my case to some degree) , lying or be living in an alternate reality

Idk what that means

 

[i14bytes]

Ur literally objectively underdeveloped, i wouldnt have attacked you if you werent

Underdeveloped how nigga. Explain in detail.

 

[iLdar]

Underdeveloped how nigga. Explain in detail.

I dont have time for you to go into Detail but what ill tell you is

Even if you bleached your skin white today itll still be obvious ur a deathnic, ur skull is narrow, obviously youve also told me ur height, ur probably 5'9 unfrauded in the evening, all the ratios in your face that would indicate masculinity are too narrow, we see this alot with ethnics but obviously there are some outliers

 

[i14bytes]

I dont have time for you to go into Detail but what ill tell you is

Even if you bleached your skin white today itll still be obvious ur a deathnic, ur skull is narrow, obviously youve also told me ur height, ur probably 5'9 unfrauded in the evening, all the ratios in your face that would indicate masculinity are too narrow, we see this alot with ethnics but obviously there are some outliers

My skull isn’t narrow. Measurement wise it is a deviation above average. I said I’m 5 10 not 5 9 although my height isn’t helping me in any way yes my height is a failo to some degree. And ratios are not what indicate masculinity you absolute dumb fuck. God all of you fucking new users are so braindead

 

[i14bytes]

I dont have time for you to go into Detail but what ill tell you is

Even if you bleached your skin white today itll still be obvious ur a deathnic, ur skull is narrow, obviously youve also told me ur height, ur probably 5'9 unfrauded in the evening, all the ratios in your face that would indicate masculinity are too narrow, we see this alot with ethnics but obviously there are some outliers

So you have time to say Muh Indian but not time to go into detail. Sounds like you have absolutely no clue what you are talking about

 

[iLdar]

"My skull isnt narrow saar i swear" You have a literal peanut skull lmfaooo

Also calling me a new user when if you used ur brain and wouldve been active on here youd know ive been in this com since 2022 is just laughable

Ur a deathnic (not even the good side of the ethnic pool) and have a peanut skull, ur a literal cuck

 

[iLdar]

Also, dnring you mid yap from you

Ur on ignore now, wont be talking to indians, you took too much of my time

Keep coping with ur small skull "saar i swear its big" 

Talk to a wall

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

In normal lighting conditions my skin is pretty light.

You look incredible, but having a south Asian phenotype makes you subhuman in the eyes of many here, I wouldn’t take it too seriously, in regards to obsessing less over your looks, please stop being online, try disconnecting from all looks related content for all while, hang out with friends, enjoy other hobbies, there’s no point to wasting your life on ascending when you’ve already ascended lol.

 

[i14bytes]

"My skull isnt narrow saar i swear" You have a literal peanut skull lmfaooo

Also calling me a new user when if you used ur brain and wouldve been active on here youd know ive been in this com since 2022 is just laughable

Ur a deathnic (not even the good side of the ethnic pool) and have a peanut skull, ur a literal cuck

This is what my skull looks like standing next to another human being. Still searching for the small skull.

 

[i14bytes]

Also, dnring you mid yap from you

Ur on ignore now, wont be talking to indians, you took too much of my time

Keep coping with ur small skull "saar i swear its big" 

Talk to a wall

You’re a complete idiot I would rather not talk to you. In real life just remember that you are an absolute joke standing next to someone like me

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

I can’t stop thinking about every tiny failo on my face, more of which I keep on discovering by the day. I’m what would be considered universally good looking to most normies I guess and have been stuck on this site ever since I was 13 and have just turned 17 as of last month. I am pretty sure I am fully maxed out facially( as in there are no softmaxxes) left for me to do. I’ve noticed especially since I started using adhd meds like Ritalin and elsvnse to study my insane obssession over my face has taken a turn for the worse where I spend almost multiple hours on end daily staring at my face in the mirror. When I was worse looking I used to get tons of dopamine from looking in the mirror, but as of current times I am extremely reliant on other people’s perception of my looks to get any sort of validation which If I fail to do so my day is completely ruined from the lack of dopamine that I am gaining from my looks - which are on my mind the only reason to exist. To back up my current claim of being good looking do people do not enter this thread saying Muh your probably ugly and so on . This is a TikTok of me lying down I bed in pretty unideal conditions. Now I have gotten this out of the way back to the original question of what the fuck am I meant to do to stop hyper obsessing over all sorts of failos. Currently my alar base width nostril exposure chin width and my upper lip shape is what has been bothering me very much. Originally the goal was to look good enough to get girls but I’m not even sure myself what exactly I am chasing anymore and it is making me feel extremely anxious and just full of despair. I am off Ritalin right now writing this thread so I am probably being quite chatty

And if you still can’t get rid of these thoughts, you likely have ocd and body dysmorphia like I do, you should pursue treatment, as both you and I know there’s no real reason for you to be engaged with looks related content or for you to care, regardless of what anyone on here says about your pheno capping you.

 

[accinr]

replies on this are just disgusting and hateful if im being honest

 

[i14bytes]

And if you still can’t get rid of these thoughts, you likely have ocd and body dysmorphia like I do, you should pursue treatment, as both you and I know there’s no real reason for you to be engaged with looks related content or for you to care, regardless of what anyone on here says about your pheno capping you.

This site doesn’t rate on looks but rather how you present them plus I wasn’t looking for a rating I am objectively like good looking by every standard that exists. If I claim I am I am suddenly ugly. If I just sned my face like in other threads suddenly it’s oh my god u mog so hard

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

This site doesn’t rate on looks but rather how you present them plus I wasn’t looking for a rating I am objectively like good looking by every standard that exists. If I claim I am I am suddenly ugly. If I just sned my face like in other threads suddenly it’s oh my god u mog so hard

All I’m saying is that this behavior strikes me as ocd, I have adhd as well and my BDD behaviors used to get worse on adhd meds as well, you most likely just have the mental tendency to be neurotic and obsessive