How to suicidemaxx when I can’t cope anymore?

[Preoximerianas]

I’ve been bedridden after getting the COVID-19 booster and spending all these hours with just my thoughts, it wasn’t great. Like all i’ve been thinking about today is…what’s the point? When I learned of the height blackpill, it genuinely killed apart of me. Only way i’ve been able to deal with it has been downplaying/ignoring reality but you can only do that so much. I’ve been optimistic about life but that optimistic light is fading away fast.

Even if I looksmaxx significantly, even getting LL how would that actually improve my situation? LL would put me max 5’4 which is still subhuman height and even with facial surgeries it wouldn’t really matter. A normie tall dude would be able to enjoy their life far better even with all of these looksmaxxes. Like i’d be able to pull a land whale that doesn’t even care about me, great. This isn’t even looking at the currytax even tho facially I mogg the average curry (I think) that doesn’t matter. Cause when a girl looks at me she’s remembering all of the degenerate South Asians in her life. The ones who are socially awkward, creepy, ugly as shit, garbage hygiene, etc.

Another cope was arranged marriage jfl. But reading the recent arranged marriage threads, even that idea has been murdered. Why would I want to betabuxx some girl from Bangladesh that will immediately leave me after getting citizenship? That’s basically being an advanced long winded cuck.

I don’t even want to slay, I just want to wake up next to a girl that cares about me. Shit is that too much to want?

So lads, if the height blackpill gets too much for me to cope, what would be the most painless but effective way to end it all? I don’t wanna go the gun route cause my parents are still alive and I don’t want them to see that. Even though the gun route would be high T.

 

[Preoximerianas]

TLDR: it might be over

 

[Deleted member 7725]

I am not a 5'2", but I have abnormally tall deformed height (6'7") with bad proportions so I can relate. My best advice would be to give up on women and dedicate your life to hacking. If you make enough money you might be able to get surgeries.

I started hacking a few years ago and was the one who recently found the Log4J exploit and made millions. I will be getting reverse LL and other surgeries to look more like Stallone soon.

 

[ROTTING]

I’ve been bedridden after getting the COVID-19 booster and spending all these hours with just my thoughts, it wasn’t great. Like all i’ve been thinking about today is…what’s the point? When I learned of the height blackpill, it genuinely killed apart of me. Only way i’ve been able to deal with it has been downplaying/ignoring reality but you can only do that so much. I’ve been optimistic about life but that optimistic light is fading away fast.

Even if I looksmaxx significantly, even getting LL how would that actually improve my situation? LL would put me max 5’4 which is still subhuman height and even with facial surgeries it wouldn’t really matter. A normie tall dude would be able to enjoy their life far better even with all of these looksmaxxes. Like i’d be able to pull a land whale that doesn’t even care about me, great. This isn’t even looking at the currytax even tho facially I mogg the average curry (I think) that doesn’t matter. Cause when a girl looks at me she’s remembering all of the degenerate South Asians in her life. The ones who are socially awkward, creepy, ugly as shit, garbage hygiene, etc.

Another cope was arranged marriage jfl. But reading the recent arranged marriage threads, even that idea has been murdered. Why would I want to betabuxx some girl from Bangladesh that will immediately leave me after getting citizenship? That’s basically being an advanced long winded cuck.

I don’t even want to slay, I just want to wake up next to a girl that cares about me. Shit is that too much to want?

So lads, if the height blackpill gets too much for me to cope, what would be the most painless but effective way to end it all? I don’t wanna go the gun route cause my parents are still alive and I don’t want them to see that. Even though the gun route would be high T.

Read every word. Sometimes you just can’t cope my friend. It’s over
DM me if you manage to find the way bhai

 

[PrisonBreakFan08]

I’ve been bedridden after getting the COVID-19 booster and spending all these hours with just my thoughts, it wasn’t great. Like all i’ve been thinking about today is…what’s the point? When I learned of the height blackpill, it genuinely killed apart of me. Only way i’ve been able to deal with it has been downplaying/ignoring reality but you can only do that so much. I’ve been optimistic about life but that optimistic light is fading away fast.

Even if I looksmaxx significantly, even getting LL how would that actually improve my situation? LL would put me max 5’4 which is still subhuman height and even with facial surgeries it wouldn’t really matter. A normie tall dude would be able to enjoy their life far better even with all of these looksmaxxes. Like i’d be able to pull a land whale that doesn’t even care about me, great. This isn’t even looking at the currytax even tho facially I mogg the average curry (I think) that doesn’t matter. Cause when a girl looks at me she’s remembering all of the degenerate South Asians in her life. The ones who are socially awkward, creepy, ugly as shit, garbage hygiene, etc.

Another cope was arranged marriage jfl. But reading the recent arranged marriage threads, even that idea has been murdered. Why would I want to betabuxx some girl from Bangladesh that will immediately leave me after getting citizenship? That’s basically being an advanced long winded cuck.

I don’t even want to slay, I just want to wake up next to a girl that cares about me. Shit is that too much to want?

So lads, if the height blackpill gets too much for me to cope, what would be the most painless but effective way to end it all? I don’t wanna go the gun route cause my parents are still alive and I don’t want them to see that. Even though the gun route would be high T.

the height pill is the biggest suicide fuel that exists in blackpill history

 

[PrisonBreakFan08]

Someone on here had a link to a trustable site for Nembutal which is what they use in hospitals for a peaceful death. Been tryna find it, I’ll pm u it whenever u feel like it’s too painful to deal with ur own subhumanity

God has abandoned us long ago

 

[Deleted member 9446]

I’ve been bedridden after getting the COVID-19 booster and spending all these hours with just my thoughts, it wasn’t great. Like all i’ve been thinking about today is…what’s the point? When I learned of the height blackpill, it genuinely killed apart of me. Only way i’ve been able to deal with it has been downplaying/ignoring reality but you can only do that so much. I’ve been optimistic about life but that optimistic light is fading away fast.

Even if I looksmaxx significantly, even getting LL how would that actually improve my situation? LL would put me max 5’4 which is still subhuman height and even with facial surgeries it wouldn’t really matter. A normie tall dude would be able to enjoy their life far better even with all of these looksmaxxes. Like i’d be able to pull a land whale that doesn’t even care about me, great. This isn’t even looking at the currytax even tho facially I mogg the average curry (I think) that doesn’t matter. Cause when a girl looks at me she’s remembering all of the degenerate South Asians in her life. The ones who are socially awkward, creepy, ugly as shit, garbage hygiene, etc.

Another cope was arranged marriage jfl. But reading the recent arranged marriage threads, even that idea has been murdered. Why would I want to betabuxx some girl from Bangladesh that will immediately leave me after getting citizenship? That’s basically being an advanced long winded cuck.

I don’t even want to slay, I just want to wake up next to a girl that cares about me. Shit is that too much to want?

So lads, if the height blackpill gets too much for me to cope, what would be the most painless but effective way to end it all? I don’t wanna go the gun route cause my parents are still alive and I don’t want them to see that. Even though the gun route would be high T.

It may not be over for you bro. I was still about to kill myself last night because of my face and now niggas are saying i have a mogger face in the pms. Maybe your just mentally fucked and need drugs

 

[khvirgin]

i would say focus on anything that isn't women but unfortunately that's cope, living alone isn't a life worth to live

 

[MostGLSlayer]

Damn... last time I was 5'2 in the 5th grade

 

[darkness97]

i understand your reasons for being suicidal. your pain speaks to me and its a pretty shit situation not going to lie. but this isn't really you, but your body's reactions overwhelming you. there is a tidal wave of bad emotions that are unbearable making you think that suicide is the escape.

you are not your emotions and like all things it will pass.

One time this guy fell and broke himself really badly at my workplace. i could tell by the sound of his voice and his cries that he was in a lot of pain and in a desperate situation. he probably felt like dying, as i could see the color leave his face and i could see him go into shock. but if he said that he wanted to die then you would understand how stupid that is? why end a life with potential just over something that can be treated, and for feelings that will pass?

the difference with you is you are experiencing pain from a wound that cannot be seen.

people will care for you, and will save your life no matter what you do. you are not your height, nor are you your race.

writing about it, listening to music, watching movies, working out are all things you can do to help you. consider that and hang in there.

the black pill isn't everything. it's a void that exists but is sometimes too engulfing and greedy. it takes all hope and feelings away. don't trust the black pill in its entirety and take care of yourself.

 

[thecel]

To be objective you have two options srs:
1-)Rope
2-)Transmaxx

 

[Copeful]

Another cope was arranged marriage jfl. But reading the recent arranged marriage threads, even that idea has been murdered. Why would I want to betabuxx some girl from Bangladesh that will immediately leave me after getting citizenship? That’s basically being an advanced long winded cuck.

nah thats tales written by autists here to drive you to suicide
most arrange marriages irl work out alright man
im in a similar position to you and plan on getting arrange marriage once i sort out my career etc

 

[thegoat]

Youve already been living 20+ years at that height and experienced the heightpill. You now learning it didnt actually change anything.

 

[Preoximerianas]

It may not be over for you bro. I was still about to kill myself last night because of my face and now niggas are saying i have a mogger face in the pms. Maybe your just mentally fucked and need drugs

Oh i’m definitely at least slightly fucked mentally but the only drugs given by doctors are SSRIs. Which are practically poison and even when I used them, they didn’t do anything for me.

i understand your reasons for being suicidal. your pain speaks to me and its a pretty shit situation not going to lie. but this isn't really you, but your body's reactions overwhelming you. there is a tidal wave of bad emotions that are unbearable making you think that suicide is the escape.

you are not your emotions and like all things it will pass.

One time this guy fell and broke himself really badly at my workplace. i could tell by the sound of his voice and his cries that he was in a lot of pain and in a desperate situation. he probably felt like dying, as i could see the color leave his face and i could see him go into shock. but if he said that he wanted to die then you would understand how stupid that is? why end a life with potential just over something that can be treated, and for feelings that will pass?

the difference with you is you are experiencing pain from a wound that cannot be seen.

people will care for you, and will save your life no matter what you do. you are not your height, nor are you your race.

writing about it, listening to music, watching movies, working out are all things you can do to help you. consider that and hang in there.

the black pill isn't everything. it's a void that exists but is sometimes too engulfing and greedy. it takes all hope and feelings away. don't trust the black pill in its entirety and take care of yourself.
Genuinely blessed comment.

Genuinely blessed comment.

But like I do workout, have a journal, listen to music, even socialise sorta. But even with all of that it doesn’t really stop the pain. All it feels like is a coping bandage that masks the pain, stops me from thinking about it. Which just isn’t healthy.

I don’t even trust the blackpill entirely but the amount that I do trust in it, it hurts.

nah thats tales written by autists here to drive you to suicide
most arrange marriages irl work out alright man
im in a similar position to you and plan on getting arrange marriage once i sort out my career etc

Even if arranged marriages irl work out alright, is that really the goal? Arranged marriages are basically a job application for a girl that relies on betabuxxing. How can you look at your arranged marriage wife and think “does she actually love me/would she have been with me if not for the arranged marriage”. And that really isn’t something you want to feel for the rest of your life.

 

[Preoximerianas]

Someone on here had a link to a trustable site for Nembutal which is what they use in hospitals for a peaceful death. Been tryna find it, I’ll pm u it whenever u feel like it’s too painful to deal with ur own subhumanity

God has abandoned us long ago

Look for the PM from me if or really when the cope can’t mask reality.

 

[ajq9q9wajka]

yeah it is over for you. u have no hope maybe u could barefoot banditmaxx and go on the run or something what else do u have to lose

 

[Preoximerianas]

I am not a 5'2", but I have abnormally tall deformed height (6'7") with bad proportions so I can relate. My best advice would be to give up on women and dedicate your life to hacking. If you make enough money you might be able to get surgeries.

I started hacking a few years ago and was the one who recently found the Log4J exploit and made millions. I will be getting reverse LL and other surgeries to look more like Stallone soon.

I would love if I could just ignore woman, go deep into stoicism and be content. But we aren’t really biologically made for that. Also hacking? Bruh.

 

[Deleted member 5786]

I would suggest Jack Ma or Danny de Vito maxxing

Both of them are turbo subhumans, just have some special mentality "idgaf". Being on this site for people like us is very depressing(i am deformed just like you), so try to take some break

You seem like a good guy and i hope you don't kill yourself. Keep fighting

 

[Entschuldigung]

Dont do it op

 

[Vermilioncore]

SUICIDE IS PAINLESS, IT BRINGS ON MANY CHANGES. AND I CAN TAKE OR LEAVE IT IF I PLEASE

AND YOU CAN DO THE SAME IF YOU PLEASE

 

[PrisonBreakFan08]

I would suggest Jack Ma or Danny de Vito maxxing

Both of them are turbo subhumans, just have some special mentality "idgaf". Being on this site for people like us is very depressing(i am deformed just like you), so try to take some break

You seem like a good guy and i hope you don't kill yourself. Keep fighting

I get so sad watching Apollo creed get fucked up

 

[Michael Myers]

But reading the recent arranged marriage threads, even that idea has been murdered.

@FailedNormieManlet look at what you have done, if he kills himself, his blood is on your hands

 

[Michael Myers]

. Sometimes you just can’t cope my friend. It’s over

I felt this way last year, it was absolutely horrible

 

[Michael Myers]

nah thats tales written by autists here to drive you to suicide
most arrange marriages irl work out alright man
im in a similar position to you and plan on getting arrange marriage once i sort out my career etc

Ma sha Allah brother, do go for an arranged marriage, they definitely work out. Some guys shitty experience isnt the standard.

 

[Paroxysm]

It may not be over for you bro. I was still about to kill myself last night because of my face and now niggas are saying i have a mogger face in the pms. Maybe your just mentally fucked and need drugs

not to put you down brother but it doesn't matter what men say, it matters what women do.

 

[Deleted member 16989]

I would love if I could just ignore woman, go deep into stoicism and be content. But we aren’t really biologically made for that. Also hacking? Bruh.

Have you tried? Did you have girlfriend in your life? My brother is 5.4 and he married good looking women.

 

[Zer0/∞]

If your parents never moved out of Bangladesh, you would've been able to cope by just being below average height.
They were traitors for making you a midget ethnic in the US.

 

[FailedNormieManlet]

I’ve been bedridden after getting the COVID-19 booster and spending all these hours with just my thoughts, it wasn’t great. Like all i’ve been thinking about today is…what’s the point? When I learned of the height blackpill, it genuinely killed apart of me. Only way i’ve been able to deal with it has been downplaying/ignoring reality but you can only do that so much. I’ve been optimistic about life but that optimistic light is fading away fast.

Even if I looksmaxx significantly, even getting LL how would that actually improve my situation? LL would put me max 5’4 which is still subhuman height and even with facial surgeries it wouldn’t really matter. A normie tall dude would be able to enjoy their life far better even with all of these looksmaxxes. Like i’d be able to pull a land whale that doesn’t even care about me, great. This isn’t even looking at the currytax even tho facially I mogg the average curry (I think) that doesn’t matter. Cause when a girl looks at me she’s remembering all of the degenerate South Asians in her life. The ones who are socially awkward, creepy, ugly as shit, garbage hygiene, etc.

Another cope was arranged marriage jfl. But reading the recent arranged marriage threads, even that idea has been murdered. Why would I want to betabuxx some girl from Bangladesh that will immediately leave me after getting citizenship? That’s basically being an advanced long winded cuck.

I don’t even want to slay, I just want to wake up next to a girl that cares about me. Shit is that too much to want?

So lads, if the height blackpill gets too much for me to cope, what would be the most painless but effective way to end it all? I don’t wanna go the gun route cause my parents are still alive and I don’t want them to see that. Even though the gun route would be high T.

how tall are you?

 

[Zer0/∞]

King of Manlets (5'2)​

how tall are you?

 

[FailedNormieManlet]

King of Manlets (5'2)​

Tbh man, all I can tell this guy to do is to move to SEA and seamaxx hard.

 

[somecel]

Honestly committing suicide with a gun seems ridiculously easy and painless. If I had a gun I would have already done it. I'm not a truecel but I'm still pretty much fucking done with trying to chase women. Everything else fucking sucks too.
The next best thing would probably be chugging down some drugs with vodka + slitting wrists, but even that has its own risks. I would be 100x more fucked if the poisoning left me retarded or some shit.

 

[Preoximerianas]

Tbh man, all I can tell this guy to do is to move to SEA and seamaxx hard.

> curry
> just move to SEA bro

 

[FailedNormieManlet]

> curry
> just move to SEA bro

if you're westernised you can do it tbh. I only say SEAmaxx because those countries will be more forgiving of your height. Tbh you can try it in the west, heck I've dated girls taller than me before.

 

[.👽.]

theres always hope my friend you could find a short girl and be happy

you only live once bro. one shot at life and then you will be gone FOREVER. enjoy every moment. good luck

 

[Copeful]

Even if arranged marriages irl work out alright, is that really the goal? Arranged marriages are basically a job application for a girl that relies on betabuxxing. How can you look at your arranged marriage wife and think “does she actually love me/would she have been with me if not for the arranged marriage”. And that really isn’t something you want to feel for the rest of your life.

man so what if its betabuxxing lol
not like love exists for sub-chads anyway so might as well take what you can get

 

[Deleted member 13370]

Nope, it’s more suicide fuel having height and not enjoying life at all, pulling, and doing every non nt thing instead in fucking CALIFORNIA

the height pill is the biggest suicide fuel that exists in blackpill history

 

[Deleted member 15827]

Bhai u must Buddhamaxx and Nietzschemaxx immediately

 

[Preoximerianas]

Bhai u must Buddhamaxx and Nietzschemaxx immediately

Buddhamaxx? Why would I spend my one chance at life trying to become some enlightened monk, unable to enjoy the pleasures that this life has to offer? Neitzchemaxx though is a quality suggestion.

 

[GamerCel]

Arranged marriagemaxx is a solution. If a girl from bangladesh divorces you for citizenship she will be looked down upon by her family and she would be alone in a country she doesnt know the language of.

If that isnt good enough just attack people in minecraft before you rope

 

[Deleted member 13332]

You are good hearted guy, im sorry bro

 

[n0rthface]

You are good hearted guy, im sorry bro

You too are good guy, I’m sorry I hurt you.

 

[Preoximerianas]

You are good hearted guy, im sorry bro

Gotta be less good hearted, this world has never valued that.

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Go out with a bang or dont kys at all.

Suicide by hanging yourself in your moms basement where no one will even realises youre dead untill one of your parents realize the house is starting to smell like shit is cringe.

You wanna go out with a bang. You wanna dive off a skyscraper in to a crowd of people and splatter blood everywhere, make a scene, and possibly end up in the newspaper.

Or at the very least stresm it on liveleak for the entire psl community to see

 

[Deleted member 15827]

Buddhamaxx? Why would I spend my one chance at life trying to become some enlightened monk, unable to enjoy the pleasures that this life has to offer? Neitzchemaxx though is a quality suggestion.

Bhai u have wrong perception of Buddha I suggest you read this:

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/22619704-nietzsche-and-buddhist-philosophy

 

[TeenAscender]

Youve already been living 20+ years at that height and experienced the heightpill. You now learning it didnt actually change anything.

 

[TeenAscender]

Nope, it’s more suicide fuel having height and not enjoying life at all, pulling, and doing every non nt thing instead in fucking CALIFORNIA

cope always be grateful about height

ive been heightpilled since 12 ded srs and everything in my life ive observed has confirmed it. EVERYTHING

the heightpill is the most tangibly true pill out there

 

[thegoat]

If i ever get close to the point of suicide, my last resort would be to do some high dose LSD trips, they might just fix ur brain or make u realise a lot of earthly shit is insignficant and not worth worrying about

 

[Preoximerianas]

If i ever get close to the point of suicide, my last resort would be to do some high dose LSD trips, they might just fix ur brain or make u realise a lot of earthly shit is insignficant and not worth worrying about

Yeah I wanna try shrooms, maybe that’ll fix the brain enough.