Preoximerianas
King of Manlets (5'2)
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I’ve been bedridden after getting the COVID-19 booster and spending all these hours with just my thoughts, it wasn’t great. Like all i’ve been thinking about today is…what’s the point? When I learned of the height blackpill, it genuinely killed apart of me. Only way i’ve been able to deal with it has been downplaying/ignoring reality but you can only do that so much. I’ve been optimistic about life but that optimistic light is fading away fast.
Even if I looksmaxx significantly, even getting LL how would that actually improve my situation? LL would put me max 5’4 which is still subhuman height and even with facial surgeries it wouldn’t really matter. A normie tall dude would be able to enjoy their life far better even with all of these looksmaxxes. Like i’d be able to pull a land whale that doesn’t even care about me, great. This isn’t even looking at the currytax even tho facially I mogg the average curry (I think) that doesn’t matter. Cause when a girl looks at me she’s remembering all of the degenerate South Asians in her life. The ones who are socially awkward, creepy, ugly as shit, garbage hygiene, etc.
Another cope was arranged marriage jfl. But reading the recent arranged marriage threads, even that idea has been murdered. Why would I want to betabuxx some girl from Bangladesh that will immediately leave me after getting citizenship? That’s basically being an advanced long winded cuck.
I don’t even want to slay, I just want to wake up next to a girl that cares about me. Shit is that too much to want?
So lads, if the height blackpill gets too much for me to cope, what would be the most painless but effective way to end it all? I don’t wanna go the gun route cause my parents are still alive and I don’t want them to see that. Even though the gun route would be high T.
Even if I looksmaxx significantly, even getting LL how would that actually improve my situation? LL would put me max 5’4 which is still subhuman height and even with facial surgeries it wouldn’t really matter. A normie tall dude would be able to enjoy their life far better even with all of these looksmaxxes. Like i’d be able to pull a land whale that doesn’t even care about me, great. This isn’t even looking at the currytax even tho facially I mogg the average curry (I think) that doesn’t matter. Cause when a girl looks at me she’s remembering all of the degenerate South Asians in her life. The ones who are socially awkward, creepy, ugly as shit, garbage hygiene, etc.
Another cope was arranged marriage jfl. But reading the recent arranged marriage threads, even that idea has been murdered. Why would I want to betabuxx some girl from Bangladesh that will immediately leave me after getting citizenship? That’s basically being an advanced long winded cuck.
I don’t even want to slay, I just want to wake up next to a girl that cares about me. Shit is that too much to want?
So lads, if the height blackpill gets too much for me to cope, what would be the most painless but effective way to end it all? I don’t wanna go the gun route cause my parents are still alive and I don’t want them to see that. Even though the gun route would be high T.