How younger me thought my life would look now at 18 vs reality

[caleb555]

What I thought: be a cool guy people like, 6’2, girlfriend, have a summer job, go to parties like they show in movies jfllll

Reality: I have friends that tear me down and mock me, girls think I’m a joke, never had a relationship, 5’10, brain damage from drugs, feel like I have no purpose, I quit my job that took me months to find after working there for less than 3 weeks cause it’s pointless

 

[caleb555]

Bump

 

[polarpop]

nga half that shit is your fault

 

[caleb555]

Should I be ashamed of myself

 

[caleb555]

nga half that shit is your fault

How?

 

[iroh]

Should I be ashamed of myself

yes

 

[pfl]

 

[polarpop]

How?

brain damage, quitting your job.

how is that not your fault, you voluntarily did that.

 

[LeonardMariana]

Should I be ashamed of myself

Yeah

 

[horseman.]

nga half that shit is your fault

Facts

 

[caleb555]

brain damage, quitting your job.

how is that not your fault, you voluntarily did that.

A) I didn’t know I would mess up my brain/mental and b) I quit the job cause it sucked, but yeah ig it’s kinda my fault but some of the shit on there is hard to control