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During my sophomore year, when I was fat asf (240 lbs), I liked this girl who used to walk in the hallway after my 5th period. It was literally just me and her passing each other every day, barely anyone else around. I decided to tell my friend that I wanted to ask her out, and he told me that she liked me the year before (I was way leaner the year before).
When I heard this, I was very excited, and I spent the week coming up with a script and game-planning with my friends about what to say to her. I literally spent fucking hours planning this and wore my best outfit. When the day came (the last day of school), I walked up to her and was literally shaking. When I was about to speak, she made the most disgusted fucking face and speed-walked away.
THIS FUCKED ME UP BAD.
I then decided to make a change, so I became a gymcel and ate in an aggressive calorie deficit ALL SUMMER. I even tried picking up girls in public and found some success (bagged 5 out of about 60 girls total), all just to practice for this one girl!
Then, when school started, I was about 185 lbs with a bit of muscle. I bought Timbs, jeans, and other shit to dress better. As soon as school started, I was thinking about her, and TO MY SHOCK, we had the same 1st, 2nd, and 6th periods. And by the grace of God, we sat at the same table in 1st and 2nd.
I immediately struck up an awkward conversation on the first day, and it actually went well. I could tell she had some interest again. We talked that whole first day, and we started talking on Insta.
Everything was going good UNTIL THE NEW GUY (HTN).
We had a new guy come in from another class because he switched his schedule, and he sat at our table. He started joining in our conversations, and I noticed she would laugh at what he said a lot, even though I thought I was funnier and was making better conversation.
This continued for a week, and then they started getting closer. Eventually, I found out he asked her out and they were dating (I found all this out by seeing it on their IG stories). She eventually cut me off entirely and even unfollowed me on Insta not even 3 days later.
I HAD TO SIT THERE FOR THE WHOLE SEMESTER.
So I just watched this Htn take my fucking girl, then talk to her every day. MY LIFE WAS HELL. I trained hard asf in the gym, kept dieting, knowing nothing would change like a fucking loser, and this lingered in my mind my whole junior year.
Fast-forward to now: I’m going into my senior year, and I’m still thinking about this. My life fucking sucks. All I do is go to the gym 5 days a week and stick to my diet. I’m 168 lbs currently and in a cutting stage rn.
I’m gonna try to get back into the dating world and shit, so yeah, just wanted to share my story.
When I heard this, I was very excited, and I spent the week coming up with a script and game-planning with my friends about what to say to her. I literally spent fucking hours planning this and wore my best outfit. When the day came (the last day of school), I walked up to her and was literally shaking. When I was about to speak, she made the most disgusted fucking face and speed-walked away.
THIS FUCKED ME UP BAD.
I then decided to make a change, so I became a gymcel and ate in an aggressive calorie deficit ALL SUMMER. I even tried picking up girls in public and found some success (bagged 5 out of about 60 girls total), all just to practice for this one girl!
Then, when school started, I was about 185 lbs with a bit of muscle. I bought Timbs, jeans, and other shit to dress better. As soon as school started, I was thinking about her, and TO MY SHOCK, we had the same 1st, 2nd, and 6th periods. And by the grace of God, we sat at the same table in 1st and 2nd.
I immediately struck up an awkward conversation on the first day, and it actually went well. I could tell she had some interest again. We talked that whole first day, and we started talking on Insta.
Everything was going good UNTIL THE NEW GUY (HTN).
We had a new guy come in from another class because he switched his schedule, and he sat at our table. He started joining in our conversations, and I noticed she would laugh at what he said a lot, even though I thought I was funnier and was making better conversation.
This continued for a week, and then they started getting closer. Eventually, I found out he asked her out and they were dating (I found all this out by seeing it on their IG stories). She eventually cut me off entirely and even unfollowed me on Insta not even 3 days later.
I HAD TO SIT THERE FOR THE WHOLE SEMESTER.
So I just watched this Htn take my fucking girl, then talk to her every day. MY LIFE WAS HELL. I trained hard asf in the gym, kept dieting, knowing nothing would change like a fucking loser, and this lingered in my mind my whole junior year.
Fast-forward to now: I’m going into my senior year, and I’m still thinking about this. My life fucking sucks. All I do is go to the gym 5 days a week and stick to my diet. I’m 168 lbs currently and in a cutting stage rn.
I’m gonna try to get back into the dating world and shit, so yeah, just wanted to share my story.