FakeEverything
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Terminally fucked. The only girls I have ever "talked" or even spoken a word of with were then LTRD (1 year and 3 years), and were the only 2 girls I ever had put on Snapchat. I am now single. And now, at the age of 22, for the first time been subjected to the real world; I had previously been serially straight-minded and would never even think about casual dating to Honour these women. I am 6.25 roughly in face.
But I found myself 1 year post-breakup with not a single woman to have ever messaged me, and I don't understand how i have been brainwashed to ever believe this was acceptable and normal to do. Nobody else is this seriously monogamous like me. There came a point where there was nothing left for me to do but to then experience pursuing dating, and it's disgusting.
It is not possible for any man to imagine the difference in SMV between the genders, and that women never have to even put themselves out there or "socialise" or do any of these other BULLSHIT things that we have to do find ourselves doing just to be around women. They just get to pick.
I hate that i have wasted so many of my years of my life in relationships, thinking i had escaped what I saw befalling out in front of my eyes and how women acted. i thought i was safe.
I am now truly experiencing the average male dating experience for the first time at 22 and feeling hopeless and stuck in my hyper-monogamy of trying to LTR these fucking foids who all sleep with multiple people and when youre trying to date them. and again, just the first and only foid you got your hands on. no other women just one foid. I cant get out of this mindset and let myself persue other people simulataneously. THEY ALL FUCKING DO THIS
But I found myself 1 year post-breakup with not a single woman to have ever messaged me, and I don't understand how i have been brainwashed to ever believe this was acceptable and normal to do. Nobody else is this seriously monogamous like me. There came a point where there was nothing left for me to do but to then experience pursuing dating, and it's disgusting.
It is not possible for any man to imagine the difference in SMV between the genders, and that women never have to even put themselves out there or "socialise" or do any of these other BULLSHIT things that we have to do find ourselves doing just to be around women. They just get to pick.
I hate that i have wasted so many of my years of my life in relationships, thinking i had escaped what I saw befalling out in front of my eyes and how women acted. i thought i was safe.
I am now truly experiencing the average male dating experience for the first time at 22 and feeling hopeless and stuck in my hyper-monogamy of trying to LTR these fucking foids who all sleep with multiple people and when youre trying to date them. and again, just the first and only foid you got your hands on. no other women just one foid. I cant get out of this mindset and let myself persue other people simulataneously. THEY ALL FUCKING DO THIS
