hyperfixating is going to be my death

[hax]

i'm uncapable of escaping my own mind and obsessions

i'm uncapable of love / finding attractiveness in anyone on the long term

i'm uncapable of doing anything really, it's horrible

i need physical touch or something, maybe that would be enough

but even then, my soul will pull me back here eventually

 

[Glorious King]

Why tf is no one replying

 

[hax]

Why tf is no one replying

they can't grasp the understanding

 

[tallcel5]

Hang in there man cope with playing video games n watching movies

 

[snuggylion5]

G

Why tf is no one replying

Ay post

 

[hax]

Hang in there man cope with playing video games n watching movies

i have no capacity to enjoy any videogame, only in presence of some friends for a limited amount of time

 

[tallcel5]

i have no capacity to enjoy any videogame, only in presence of some friends for a limited amount of time

Okay watch movies or tv shows . I’m watching American dad rn

 

[puppyboy264]

i'm uncapable of escaping my own mind and obsessions

i'm uncapable of love / finding attractiveness in anyone on the long term

i'm uncapable of doing anything really, it's horrible

i need physical touch or something, maybe that would be enough

but even then, my soul will pull me back here eventually

ur so cool ^_^
idonthink ive ever interacted with u but i get u
ur so cool!

 

[hax]

ur so cool ^_^
idonthink ive ever interacted with u but i get u
ur so cool!

i like your name and avi and the way you type

 

[snuggylion5]

ur so cool ^_^
idonthink ive ever interacted with u but i get u
ur so cool!

Bro i hate you faggots

 

[hax]

Bro i hate you faggots

click of the thread you retard

 

[puppyboy264]

i like your name and avi and the way you type

thank u also i really like urs >
also back to your post i genuinely get what you mean so deeply
my biggest fear is myself
I think if i was locked in a room with no stimulation i would go full psycho in under 10 mins

 

[snuggylion5]

click of the thread you retard

You gay as hell

 

[snuggylion5]

Surely being this gay is bannable

 

[susisesi]

I don’t feel like I can ever enjoy stuff like I did in the past. Legit haven’t felt good in 2.5 yrs

 

[susisesi]

Surely being this gay is bannable

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[snuggylion5]

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[hax]

thank u also i really like urs >
also back to your post i genuinely get what you mean so deeply
my biggest fear is myself
I think if i was locked in a room with no stimulation i would go full psycho in under 10 mins

same, what i mean is i need to be locked in a room forever and go full psycho.

i hate when people contradict my views on life, i want to be stuck in loneliness forever.

i've come to enjoy my loneliness more than moving forward.

 

[puppyboy264]

same, what i mean is i need to be locked in a room forever and go full psycho.

i hate when people contradict my views on life, i want to be stuck in loneliness forever.

i've come to enjoy my loneliness more than moving forward.

I think im fighting that exact desire ewe

i think i desire so much attention just because if im not getting all of it i feel like im all alone in a room going full psycho

nothing is making this better
not instant dopamine hits, not instant oxy hits •~•

i genuinely don't know what to do anymore
i wanna isolate myself but im so dependent on validation UnU

atleast when i was with my ex i only needed and wanted hers no im just lost TwT

 

[hax]

i genuinely don't know what to do anymore
i wanna isolate myself but im so dependent on validation UnU

comrade

 

[HundredManSlayer]

i think i’ve already told you this but diet

fuck your mom, you need to do what’s best for you right now

 

[hax]

i think i’ve already told you this but diet

fuck your mom, you need to do what’s best for you right now

eating liver tomorrow

 

[HundredManSlayer]

eating liver tomorrow

good very nice

 

[zygosmasher]

Im pretty sure most successful people also hyperfixate you just need to hyperfixate on the good things not the bad things

 

[hax]

you just need to hyperfixate on the good things not the bad things

you can't if you already have a hyperfixation, that's the problem.

the so-called "successful people" just got lucky they had their focus on something greater.

 

[zygosmasher]

you can't if you already have a hyperfixation, that's the problem.

the so-called "successful people" just got lucky they had their focus on something greater.

Yeah I know that I hyperfixate aswell sometimes on good things sometimes on bad

Look at our post counts I wouldn’t say we’re not hyperfixated on this site for example

For me I found that finding good things first and then getting the hyperfixation on it after has worked instead of looking for bad/useless things to be fixated on

 

[Tenres]

Sounds brutal, try to anchor to something and then move on to a productive task, no matter how small, also calm down, it's very helpful to not be so invested

 

[hax]

Sounds brutal, try to anchor to something and then move on to a productive task, no matter how small, also calm down, it's very helpful to not be so invested

it feels like i build a prison for myself that i cannot escape, if i don't keep obsessing over looks, i have nothing left.

i'm borderline worse than hypergamous so relationships won't save me either. without those i'm nothing but a teenage retard.

 

[Tenres]

it feels like i build a prison for myself that i cannot escape, if i don't keep obsessing over looks, i have nothing left.

i'm borderline worse than hypergamous so relationships won't save me either. without those i'm nothing but a teenage retard.

Well it's a great obsession to have. Are you eating well, sleeping well, etc? Kindve rhetorical as I assume you aren't, point is it's an obsession that could lead you to much more healthy habits. To do it well you need to let yourself rest, but it will take a lot of conditoning and struggle to get out of that mind frame.

Your life is still what you value the most. So you should do what is beneficial and productive for your life. Good luck