DarkAscender
escaped from the looney bin
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Be prepared to cringe hard at the end, I'm pretty high inhib even on a boat load of drugs...
So there was this friend from my old school, haven’t seen him in years but we were close in primary school. Randomly we decided to kick it again and he invited me to go to a rave with him in another city. I thought cool, never been to a rave before could be fun. I assumed it was just me and him, maybe 1 other friend. I mentally prepare myself for how I’m gonna act once I’m there (cause im lowkey autistic). As always I leanmaxxed hard asf, did hours of cardio before and barely ate so I’d look good.
I meet up with him in the other city and we head over. He tells me his friends are already in the line.
We get there and holy fuck. It’s packed, like a whole crowd outside. Apparently it was some special event with a 360 camera and neon lights. I didn’t even check what music or DJs were gonna be there. I just went to maybe hook up with a rave girl at the end of the day.
We walk up and that’s where I meet up with my friend and he has this girl with him. She’s quite good looking.
We introduce ourselves.
She kind of looks like this. As close a picture I can get without her being reverse image searched through Yandex, bcs shes on TikTok..
The rave part is mostly a blur but it ends up basically just me and her ending up alone together. At some point my friend and the others go into a stall together and I’m just standing there thinking where the hell people are getting this stuff from. A bit later I end up taking some stuff too even though I had no idea what I was doing.
I randomly ask the guy if he's seeing anyone (not on some gay shit) but to figure out if he's with the girl. Kind of retarded way to go about it, but my autist ass thought that was the best way at the time. He replies "Nah". I knew it was game time.
After some mindless dancing to dumb loud music, we walk up to the rooftop where we go for a smoke break. We were sitting in a circle on the ground, as this girl almost passed out from walking steps to the top of this damn building. After chatting a bit she proceeds to tell me how she got sexually assaulted by guys at raves and clubs before, which made me way more careful around her for the rest of the night.
Some tall guy wearing a sleeveless shirt with a hood at the same time (looked like some sith lord JFL) randomly approaches the girl I was dancing with and asks for the IG.
I do nothing as I stand there seeing the whole interaction happen while she casually glances back at me, still she gives out her IG.
I then realize I'm being too passive and I ask for her IG, and she gives her snapchat aswell (she told me shes more active on there). Apparently shes also a model and she got like 1k followers..
Nothing remarkable happened besides me being alone dancing with her and some random jesters dapping me up. 2 blonde girls approach me but thats not for this story. Funny asf how ppl perceive you when you're dancing with a hot girl..
We end up at the afterparty at someone’s house because my friend had the brilliant idea to go there with an Uber. Couch, drinks, everyone chilling, more drugs..
At one point I notice a guy under the stairs doing some random pull-up competition thing and I joined in and managed to out pull-up him. Shortly after I cringed at wtf I was doing.
I also end up buying cigarettes off this guy, cause he was reselling them cheap (he bulk buys packs and flips them). Basically how I started smoking packs..
About every 15 minutes we go to the backyard area for a smoke break. I was surprised this girl could breathe properly after smoking so damn much cus she has Asthma. I wasn’t experienced with smoking at all and when I tried to put the ash tray back I dropped it like an idiot (luckily didn’t break it). The house owner got pissed at me...
The girl stayed nice to me though.
I boast about how I "didn't feel what I was taking" so this girl shifts really close to me proceeds to give me more of something called "meow meow". On some Breaking Bad, Jane and Jessie shit.
Even though my stupid ass didn't notice it, I started yapmaxxing even more and talked in a weird pitch, I was out of control on this drug..
At some point a friend next to me randomly asks me “do you eat pussy” out of nowhere and she sits right next to me giving me a sensual stare when I answer “if it has to be done then sure” (shitty translation from Dutch IK).
That’s basically where things shift into just me and her being more and more isolated from the group while everything else fades out in the background.
Later she randomly says “do you want to go see what's upstairs”.
IDK if it was bcs I was on too much stuff, or I didn't take her serious or something...
But I DNR'd this whole thing.. and switched the topic. Started talking about my interest in metal and guitars..
I was fine with just getting her snapchat and IG.
Next morning I wake up home in the midday, still half confused, trying to piece together how I even got there.
I grab my phone, see her there, and just sit for a second thinking wtf actually happened.
I can be so fucking dense...
Missed out on slaying a foid on drugs..
Next time I'm fukin...
TL;DR:
Met a cute HTB at a rave, spent the entire night with her, multiple chances to escalate, didn’t. Things got more intense at the afterparty, still didn’t act. Woke up at home the next day realizing that I fucked up.
So there was this friend from my old school, haven’t seen him in years but we were close in primary school. Randomly we decided to kick it again and he invited me to go to a rave with him in another city. I thought cool, never been to a rave before could be fun. I assumed it was just me and him, maybe 1 other friend. I mentally prepare myself for how I’m gonna act once I’m there (cause im lowkey autistic). As always I leanmaxxed hard asf, did hours of cardio before and barely ate so I’d look good.
I meet up with him in the other city and we head over. He tells me his friends are already in the line.
We get there and holy fuck. It’s packed, like a whole crowd outside. Apparently it was some special event with a 360 camera and neon lights. I didn’t even check what music or DJs were gonna be there. I just went to maybe hook up with a rave girl at the end of the day.
We walk up and that’s where I meet up with my friend and he has this girl with him. She’s quite good looking.
We introduce ourselves.
She kind of looks like this. As close a picture I can get without her being reverse image searched through Yandex, bcs shes on TikTok..
The rave part is mostly a blur but it ends up basically just me and her ending up alone together. At some point my friend and the others go into a stall together and I’m just standing there thinking where the hell people are getting this stuff from. A bit later I end up taking some stuff too even though I had no idea what I was doing.
I randomly ask the guy if he's seeing anyone (not on some gay shit) but to figure out if he's with the girl. Kind of retarded way to go about it, but my autist ass thought that was the best way at the time. He replies "Nah". I knew it was game time.
After some mindless dancing to dumb loud music, we walk up to the rooftop where we go for a smoke break. We were sitting in a circle on the ground, as this girl almost passed out from walking steps to the top of this damn building. After chatting a bit she proceeds to tell me how she got sexually assaulted by guys at raves and clubs before, which made me way more careful around her for the rest of the night.
Some tall guy wearing a sleeveless shirt with a hood at the same time (looked like some sith lord JFL
) randomly approaches the girl I was dancing with and asks for the IG.I do nothing as I stand there seeing the whole interaction happen while she casually glances back at me, still she gives out her IG.
I then realize I'm being too passive and I ask for her IG, and she gives her snapchat aswell (she told me shes more active on there). Apparently shes also a model and she got like 1k followers..
Nothing remarkable happened besides me being alone dancing with her and some random jesters dapping me up. 2 blonde girls approach me but thats not for this story. Funny asf how ppl perceive you when you're dancing with a hot girl..
We end up at the afterparty at someone’s house because my friend had the brilliant idea to go there with an Uber. Couch, drinks, everyone chilling, more drugs..
At one point I notice a guy under the stairs doing some random pull-up competition thing and I joined in and managed to out pull-up him. Shortly after I cringed at wtf I was doing.
I also end up buying cigarettes off this guy, cause he was reselling them cheap (he bulk buys packs and flips them). Basically how I started smoking packs..
About every 15 minutes we go to the backyard area for a smoke break. I was surprised this girl could breathe properly after smoking so damn much cus she has Asthma. I wasn’t experienced with smoking at all and when I tried to put the ash tray back I dropped it like an idiot (luckily didn’t break it). The house owner got pissed at me...
The girl stayed nice to me though.
I boast about how I "didn't feel what I was taking" so this girl shifts really close to me proceeds to give me more of something called "meow meow". On some Breaking Bad, Jane and Jessie shit.
Even though my stupid ass didn't notice it, I started yapmaxxing even more and talked in a weird pitch, I was out of control on this drug..
At some point a friend next to me randomly asks me “do you eat pussy” out of nowhere and she sits right next to me giving me a sensual stare when I answer “if it has to be done then sure” (shitty translation from Dutch IK).
That’s basically where things shift into just me and her being more and more isolated from the group while everything else fades out in the background.
Later she randomly says “do you want to go see what's upstairs”.
IDK if it was bcs I was on too much stuff, or I didn't take her serious or something...
But I DNR'd this whole thing.. and switched the topic. Started talking about my interest in metal and guitars..
I was fine with just getting her snapchat and IG.
Next morning I wake up home in the midday, still half confused, trying to piece together how I even got there.
I grab my phone, see her there, and just sit for a second thinking wtf actually happened.
I can be so fucking dense...
Missed out on slaying a foid on drugs..
Next time I'm fukin...
TL;DR:
Met a cute HTB at a rave, spent the entire night with her, multiple chances to escalate, didn’t. Things got more intense at the afterparty, still didn’t act. Woke up at home the next day realizing that I fucked up.
