I accidentally let 3 tears come out

[Tealovingfool]

I cant get over this depression and its been getting way worse I hate my life I hate school I want to sleep forever and dream about a good life instead of this one where I get treated as a human and I dont have any trauma where I get girls and I dont feel the urge to intimidate or be violent because I dont have issues stemming from trauma which causes these issues thats what I want and I think lots of people could agree but it doesnt happen so I use any substances I can get my hands on so far I've only tried nicotine alcohol and weed so im not too far down a rabbit hole I honestly just want to escape everyday I feel like tearing up in half my classes sometimes I do but I hide it because me being mentally unwell isnt good for other people's lives and the last times ive told people ive ended up with no help I dont blame my friends but I had to tell my parents the last time I got caught drunk because they kept asking what was going on with me i know probably nobody is going to read this or some may react with laughing and I dont even know if I want help its confusing

 

[Dorogi]

Read every molecule. Sorry for you bhai i wish you the best

 

[Tealovingfool]

Read every molecule. Sorry for you bhai i wish you the best

Appreciate it man

 

[Asoka]

I cant get over this depression and its been getting way worse I hate my life I hate school I want to sleep forever and dream about a good life instead of this one where I get treated as a human and I dont have any trauma where I get girls and I dont feel the urge to intimidate or be violent because I dont have issues stemming from trauma which causes these issues thats what I want and I think lots of people could agree but it doesnt happen so I use any substances I can get my hands on so far I've only tried nicotine alcohol and weed so im not too far down a rabbit hole I honestly just want to escape everyday I feel like tearing up in half my classes sometimes I do but I hide it because me being mentally unwell isnt good for other people's lives and the last times ive told people ive ended up with no help I dont blame my friends but I had to tell my parents the last time I got caught drunk because they kept asking what was going on with me i know probably nobody is going to read this or some may react with laughing and I dont even know if I want help its confusing

I'm sorry bro, hope you get better, PM if you wanna talk

 

[Glorious King]

I cant get over this depression and its been getting way worse I hate my life I hate school I want to sleep forever and dream about a good life instead of this one where I get treated as a human and I dont have any trauma where I get girls and I dont feel the urge to intimidate or be violent because I dont have issues stemming from trauma which causes these issues thats what I want and I think lots of people could agree but it doesnt happen so I use any substances I can get my hands on so far I've only tried nicotine alcohol and weed so im not too far down a rabbit hole I honestly just want to escape everyday I feel like tearing up in half my classes sometimes I do but I hide it because me being mentally unwell isnt good for other people's lives and the last times ive told people ive ended up with no help I dont blame my friends but I had to tell my parents the last time I got caught drunk because they kept asking what was going on with me i know probably nobody is going to read this or some may react with laughing and I dont even know if I want help its confusing

IT WILL GET BETTER

TRUST

 

[Tealovingfool]

IT WILL GET BETTER

TRUST

I hope so

 

[Sacrimoon]

Just cry bro, it might not fix your problems, but it’s way better than hiding everything.
Humans are social creatures, we’re not meant to be alone with our problems.

 

[Tealovingfool]

Just cry bro, it might not fix your problems, but it’s way better than hiding everything.
Humans are social creatures, we’re not meant to be alone with our problems.

When I try I can let out maybe 2 tears thats it

 

[Sink]

I cant get over this depression and its been getting way worse I hate my life I hate school I want to sleep forever and dream about a good life instead of this one where I get treated as a human and I dont have any trauma where I get girls and I dont feel the urge to intimidate or be violent because I dont have issues stemming from trauma which causes these issues thats what I want and I think lots of people could agree but it doesnt happen so I use any substances I can get my hands on so far I've only tried nicotine alcohol and weed so im not too far down a rabbit hole I honestly just want to escape everyday I feel like tearing up in half my classes sometimes I do but I hide it because me being mentally unwell isnt good for other people's lives and the last times ive told people ive ended up with no help I dont blame my friends but I had to tell my parents the last time I got caught drunk because they kept asking what was going on with me i know probably nobody is going to read this or some may react with laughing and I dont even know if I want help its confusing

crying helps alot, we all go through times like this and hopefully we'll all make it out aswell.

Love u bhai

 

[Sacrimoon]

When I try I can let out maybe 2 tears thats it

Most of the time it’s like that for me aswell. But if you feel something coming up, just let it.
If you feel like you can’t open up to your parents or any of your friends, then consider getting a therapist, because letting someone know what you’re struggling with is actually quite a relieve.

 

[trueromanian]

I cant get over this depression and its been getting way worse I hate my life I hate school I want to sleep forever and dream about a good life instead of this one where I get treated as a human and I dont have any trauma where I get girls and I dont feel the urge to intimidate or be violent because I dont have issues stemming from trauma which causes these issues thats what I want and I think lots of people could agree but it doesnt happen so I use any substances I can get my hands on so far I've only tried nicotine alcohol and weed so im not too far down a rabbit hole I honestly just want to escape everyday I feel like tearing up in half my classes sometimes I do but I hide it because me being mentally unwell isnt good for other people's lives and the last times ive told people ive ended up with no help I dont blame my friends but I had to tell my parents the last time I got caught drunk because they kept asking what was going on with me i know probably nobody is going to read this or some may react with laughing and I dont even know i

From my experience one thing that helped was going out in nature
That is where u come from and your body craves it
Fuck the city and go out in nature it'll definitely help a lot
And most importantly do everything in your power to ascend

 

[lowiqmanlet]

Do mushrooms somewhere in nature, everytime i did them I cried like a baby and then felt brand new.