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I absorbed a lot of illogical feminine behaviours over the years. Unnecessary insecurities over appearance (tbh I did get mocked a lot for being skinnyfat and balding in school), weird flakey behaviours, passive aggressiveness (observed behaviour also I was weak cuck in school), caring too much about what other people think (due to constant cortisol spiking mockery at school?) etc etc.
As a result I ended up becoming kind of a faggot lmao. I think the worst thing I did was fuck up my self improvement. I could’ve fixed most of those problems easily if I just buhlieved in muhself. And not having hobbies/activities outside of school (even consistent quran school is better) clearly MESSED me up. Too much abhorrent shit absorbed from dodgy experiences at school and nothin to counteract it
As a result I ended up becoming kind of a faggot lmao. I think the worst thing I did was fuck up my self improvement. I could’ve fixed most of those problems easily if I just buhlieved in muhself. And not having hobbies/activities outside of school (even consistent quran school is better) clearly MESSED me up. Too much abhorrent shit absorbed from dodgy experiences at school and nothin to counteract it