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Like everytime I see foids rating me much lower than the other two guys, I can feel the exact moment that my brain releases a shit ton of dynorphins, and it feels just like the same burning sensation you get in your chest/heart area you get when you're a child and know you're in really big fucking trouble, it's the same fucking crushing feeling, with a bit of adrenaline mixed in too.
You'd think that being called ugly this much your eventually get used to it and it'd hurt less, but not for me, if anything each time I get rated lowest and called ugly or creepy it actually hurts more each time, probs cuz the dynorphin/k-opioid system has a reverse tolerance so whenever your brain releases dynorphins it gets more unpleasant each time.
It's ripping me to fucking pieces but I can't stop, because of this delusional hope I have that maybe, just maybe, some foid will actually prefer me over the other two, but no, whenever they do they turn out to be wearing thick ass glasses or are some Asian rice foid
You'd think that being called ugly this much your eventually get used to it and it'd hurt less, but not for me, if anything each time I get rated lowest and called ugly or creepy it actually hurts more each time, probs cuz the dynorphin/k-opioid system has a reverse tolerance so whenever your brain releases dynorphins it gets more unpleasant each time.
It's ripping me to fucking pieces but I can't stop, because of this delusional hope I have that maybe, just maybe, some foid will actually prefer me over the other two, but no, whenever they do they turn out to be wearing thick ass glasses or are some Asian rice foid