I added a bit more to my intellect — and received so much pain in return

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Recently, I had an epiphany. I realized that I am a real scoundrel.

I am a very gl - misanthrope, I find society boring, but, due to societal conventions, I remain in it.

Many girls were in love with me, and I didn’t appreciate it.

- I will especially remember one. She fell in love the moment she saw me and was obsessed with me for a long time.

I liked her too, but I played with her for fun. In the end, I hurt her so much that she disappeared from my life...

At the time, I was mostly upset because I lacked a source of dopamine, but now, as I remember everything,

- I realize that I became the very person I once hated — the one who plays with feelings.

I feel disgusted by how much of an idiot I was. I want to apologize to her, but she clearly made it clear that she’s tired of the pain and doesn’t want to see me..

Forgive me, Natalia... I am truly sorry.

We’ll both never forget each other, but it’s a shame it ended like this

in the pictures, a famous actress, I just wanted to share this with someone, and I don't care about dnr + tales

 

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Natalia

 

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