
TheVoidInside
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its not that i lack the physical abilities, my heart is never into it. every time i have to speed up, i get depressed, thinking "why am i doing this? who cares? chad doesnt do this stuff. its over". i just keep a steady pace and finish at a mediocre place.
i literally cringe at myself and at the idea of putting effort into it. i porbbaly look cringe when running too lol. as i said, i have the speed and power but i dont "feel" it. guess races arent for me. a lot og things arent for me.
i literally cringe at myself and at the idea of putting effort into it. i porbbaly look cringe when running too lol. as i said, i have the speed and power but i dont "feel" it. guess races arent for me. a lot og things arent for me.