I am 15, i lost my girlfriend to chad

[sick kunt31]

dnr and don't care

idk should have took gh at 4 years old

 

[luuk]

im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man

The lack of punctuation or formatting and the date this was posted along with the sheer length of this wordslop tells me this typed and fueled with pure incel rage
10/10 thread op

 

[anphamer]

Genuinely sorry. Very catchy title, but life goes beyond this. You will ascend, Yes she will leave him in a few days, months at most, Yes you are young and have a lot of time. Take this as an experience. Again, sorry and keep your head up

 

[asymmetricalMoid]

It’s not tldr you retarded reddit fag it’s dnr

You litteraly joined 10 days ago

 

[Htncel1]

GPT Summary:

You’ve liked Mia since middle school and finally got the courage to talk to her.

She knew your name, gave you her number, and you studied together. She flirted a little, touched your arm, and texted you with a heart emoji after you helped her with the test. You felt like it was finally your moment.

Then the next Monday, she was suddenly sitting with Jake — a tall, popular senior — laughing with him, choosing him for group work, and leaving class with him like they were already close. She basically ignored you.

That crushed you. You went home, replayed everything, deleted and blocked her number because it hurt too much, and cried.

After that, you started reading “blackpill” stuff online, convincing yourself that none of it was about personality or effort — just looks, height, and status — and that since you’re not like Jake, it’s already over for you. Now you’re keeping your head down at school and trying not to care because you feel like the game was rigged from the start.

 

[slogxER]

im 15 turning 16 in like 4 months and my life already feels so fucking over after what happened with mia this girl ive literally been obsessing over since middle school shes in my bio class second row from the front always wearing these big hoodies that swallow her up and she has this tiny dimple on her left cheek when she smiles at dumb jokes and her laugh is kinda quiet but real you know like it makes your stomach flip and i finally built up the courage after winter break to talk to her like i practiced in the mirror for weeks saying casual shit like hey you get the homework or that quiz was brutal and one day at her locker i just did it tapped her shoulder super light and she turned around smiled big and said oh hey alex like she actually knew my name which already had me shaking and we talked for a minute about bio and she was like youre good at this stuff wanna study sometime and i was like yeah sure text me and she put her number in my phone her fingers brushing mine for half a second and i almost died right there then we texted that night i asked if she wanted to study for the test friday library after school and she said yesss pls i need help with a crying emoji and then we met up wednesday in the back of the library just us at this little table and she was explaining stuff wrong on purpose i think just to make me laugh and she touched my arm once when i got a question right and said youre actually saving me and i was floating the whole time thinking this is how it happens this is how normal kids get girlfriends then friday after the test she texted thx again!! you saved me fr with a heart emoji like actual heart not the red one the pink one and i stared at my phone for an hour grinning like an idiot replaying every second then monday rolls around i walk into bio hyped as fuck ready to maybe sit closer or say something flirty but shes already there sitting right next to jake this senior basketball chad whos like 6 foot 3 blonde messy hair perfect jawline always smells like expensive cologne and deodorant mixed and girls literally turn their heads when he walks by and mia is giggling at whatever hes showing her on his phone leaning in super close hand on his forearm like theyve been doing this forever and she doesnt even glance my way when i walk past to my seat i sit there the whole class staring at the back of her head watching her whisper to him laugh head back dimple popping for him not me during group work she picks him instead of me even tho we literally studied together and i hear her say jake youre so good at this and he just smirks like its nothing bell rings i pack my bag slow hoping shell say something anything but she grabs her stuff links her arm through his like theyre already dating and they walk out together laughing about some inside joke i didnt get ethan my only real friend sees my face after and goes dude you good and i just shake my head and mumble she was texting me hearts friday and he looks down the hall where theyre disappearing and says yeah thats jake man he does that steals every girl without trying its just how it is i walked home in the rain didnt even put my hood up got soaked just replaying it all in my head got to my room slammed the door sat on the floor back against the bed staring at my phone our texts still there last one from her with that stupid heart i scrolled up read every message felt every little hope i had built up crash and burn deleted the whole thread blocked her number not cuz i hate her just cuz seeing it hurt too much then i cried like a little bitch quiet ugly tears into my pillow snot everywhere couldnt stop cuz i realized she didnt want the guy who helped her study or texted back fast or listened she wanted the tall confident pretty boy who didnt have to try she branch swung the second he showed interest and i was just the placeholder the safe option until chad appeared and now every time i see them in the halls her hand in his laughing at nothing i look away fast feel invisible like i dont even exist anymore found some blackpill threads on reddit that night read for hours about how its all looks height frame status how if youre not chad youre coping forever how girls hypergamy means they always upgrade the second they can and every post felt like it was written about me 5'8 skinny average face no jawline no glowup coming no nothing and it clicked hard like a slap this isnt fair its not personality its not being nice its not effort its just genetics and social hierarchy and at 15 im already blackpilled to death already know its over already know no amount of gym or skincare or mewing or confidence bullshit is gonna turn me into jake so now i just go to school keep my head down avoid looking at them avoid hoping avoid feeling anything really cuz whats the point when the games rigged from the start and the girl i thought liked me picked the better option like it was obvious and maybe it was i was just too stupid to see it coming fuck my life man

DNR kill Chad