pharmagrade
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IM DRUNK ASF RN DONT MIND MY RAMBLINGS/ MISPELLING
List of surgeries i am planning to get:
Double jaw surgery
Le Fort
Zygo osteotomy
Genioplasty
Rhinoplasty
Leg lengthening
Craniofacial reconstruction
Orbital box osteotomy
The ones i am just thinking about getting is the rhino and the oribital osteotomy but the rest, i am 100% getting.
I will be in excrusiating pain but its alright because living as me i am already in pain.
My parents tried to send me back to mumbai when they found out i was planning getting these operations and they might completely disown me when i go through with them. I will look like ian somerhalder and i will bleach my skin. I will get 4 inches with leg lengthening surgery and fraud 5 more inches with height boosters and balenciagas to finally be 6 foot. I cant wait. My dad is friends with a doctor and im going to try to get the doctor to cut my medial canthal and i know its easy and i can do it myself but im just really scared and i dont play around with shit near my eyes. I bone smash every day and eat 500 grams of sugar with milk (not raw milk atm because it is very hard to get in canada, so pasteurised whole milk will have to do for now, Im scared of bone smashing so what ill do is play clash royale or fortnite and when i rage i get angry and i bonesmash myself. i made the mistake of doing this when my mom was near my pc (its in the basement living room because they never gave me a room because im the least loved child) and she called my dad and he came home and beat me to a pulp but its fine because that just more bone smashing for me. I also dont brace my head when i bone smash so I've gotten one confirmed concussion from it and definitely like 10 unconfirmed ones. Ahh also im dumb asf and u could probably just tell by the way i type buti cant even iqmaxx or anything. Cant moneymaxx either cuz im lazy and i smell like shit. No social skills either and i have a micro penis chode, I weigh 275 lbs and IM FIVE FOOT 3. i literally have disgusting pimples all over my face. Im thinking of getting hgh, reta, and ghk-cu. I sit alone at lunch and i;ve actually gotten milk dumped on my head by a popular girl, Im ashamed to say but i jerked off to the thought of it on the toilet while crying and eating tikka masala. It was one of the lowest points in my life. Also one time when we were on the bus together she got off to her stop and i went to the seat she was in and sat in it and when i got home i took my pants off and wrapped them around my face like a gas mask while inhaling the fumes of her asshole,. but i knew it was just the scent of my asshole but i still jerked off to it and just gaslit myself in to thinking it was hers. Yes i cried after. My dick is so small ts is a chode its 1 inch soft and looks like an acorn and its 2.5 inches hard and still looks disgusting. Ive never had a friend in my life and every day i come home from school (hell) and either binge eat and cry after, or jerk my little chode like joystick and cry after. Not joking about that, the way i jerk off is like its a joystick on a controller. If i somehow dont get the money for the surgeries im ACTUALLY killing myself like deadass and i dont even feel bad about it or sad about it at all ive never been happy in my life oh and also i have tourettes and randomly scream and i used to even say niggerr although i thankfully never got beat up for it by yns probably because im literally just subhuman and they dont gaf. Anyways i dont know how me listing my surgeries turned in to this rant about how shitty my "life" is but yea there ya go. Gonna go jerk off/eat/cry on the toilet now.
List of surgeries i am planning to get:
Double jaw surgery
Le Fort
Zygo osteotomy
Genioplasty
Rhinoplasty
Leg lengthening
Craniofacial reconstruction
Orbital box osteotomy
The ones i am just thinking about getting is the rhino and the oribital osteotomy but the rest, i am 100% getting.
I will be in excrusiating pain but its alright because living as me i am already in pain.
My parents tried to send me back to mumbai when they found out i was planning getting these operations and they might completely disown me when i go through with them. I will look like ian somerhalder and i will bleach my skin. I will get 4 inches with leg lengthening surgery and fraud 5 more inches with height boosters and balenciagas to finally be 6 foot. I cant wait. My dad is friends with a doctor and im going to try to get the doctor to cut my medial canthal and i know its easy and i can do it myself but im just really scared and i dont play around with shit near my eyes. I bone smash every day and eat 500 grams of sugar with milk (not raw milk atm because it is very hard to get in canada, so pasteurised whole milk will have to do for now, Im scared of bone smashing so what ill do is play clash royale or fortnite and when i rage i get angry and i bonesmash myself. i made the mistake of doing this when my mom was near my pc (its in the basement living room because they never gave me a room because im the least loved child) and she called my dad and he came home and beat me to a pulp but its fine because that just more bone smashing for me. I also dont brace my head when i bone smash so I've gotten one confirmed concussion from it and definitely like 10 unconfirmed ones. Ahh also im dumb asf and u could probably just tell by the way i type buti cant even iqmaxx or anything. Cant moneymaxx either cuz im lazy and i smell like shit. No social skills either and i have a micro penis chode, I weigh 275 lbs and IM FIVE FOOT 3. i literally have disgusting pimples all over my face. Im thinking of getting hgh, reta, and ghk-cu. I sit alone at lunch and i;ve actually gotten milk dumped on my head by a popular girl, Im ashamed to say but i jerked off to the thought of it on the toilet while crying and eating tikka masala. It was one of the lowest points in my life. Also one time when we were on the bus together she got off to her stop and i went to the seat she was in and sat in it and when i got home i took my pants off and wrapped them around my face like a gas mask while inhaling the fumes of her asshole,. but i knew it was just the scent of my asshole but i still jerked off to it and just gaslit myself in to thinking it was hers. Yes i cried after. My dick is so small ts is a chode its 1 inch soft and looks like an acorn and its 2.5 inches hard and still looks disgusting. Ive never had a friend in my life and every day i come home from school (hell) and either binge eat and cry after, or jerk my little chode like joystick and cry after. Not joking about that, the way i jerk off is like its a joystick on a controller. If i somehow dont get the money for the surgeries im ACTUALLY killing myself like deadass and i dont even feel bad about it or sad about it at all ive never been happy in my life oh and also i have tourettes and randomly scream and i used to even say niggerr although i thankfully never got beat up for it by yns probably because im literally just subhuman and they dont gaf. Anyways i dont know how me listing my surgeries turned in to this rant about how shitty my "life" is but yea there ya go. Gonna go jerk off/eat/cry on the toilet now.
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