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But I have mixed feelings about it.
I have had women interested in me in the past, but I never did anything with them.
On one side, Im happy to have never had a relationship, to never have had that stress or worry about my girlfriend/mate, and to be my own person and worry about things that directly concern me, and for example not worry about if she's out cheating at a party and etc, and just to be able to focus on myself.

But on the other hand, love is all I long for, I long for a deep hearted connected relationship with someone decent (which is very hard to get nowadays).
Life is nothing without love, your entire purpose in life is to find a mate, be in love and in a deep connected relationship and to have children. Humans have the ability to perceive love in completely different ways to other animals and it's beautiful. As soon as you come out of your womb, you are surrounded with love, your mum and dad, grandparents even are there and love you from the second you are born, so what makes you think you can survive life without loving someone?
There are stories where millionaires cope and buy all of these materialistic things with zero value to them and they always say they have an empty void in their heart and its because they have never had a genuine deep loving connection with another human of the opposite se.x. When a baby is born and it doesn't get touched with love, the baby literally dies. Most people are incapable of loving anyway, not on a deep level, most only care about money etc... none actually care about you..
When I am on my bed at 3am, imagining someone I love deeply next to me, I feel like it would solve all of my problems. But honestly, I am loosing hope.

So yeah, but realistically, I wish I had someone I can love, someone to be in my bed with, someone to care for, to share happy moments with, to laugh together, to cry together, just to be together, and connect and understand one another on a whole different level.
Most of my friends are in relationships, I have also always been the third wheel in the friend group.
Honestly, when I think about it, it is probably over.

The last time I hugged or kissed a girl was well over 3 years ago now, I felt nothing with her anyway, so it does not even matter. I never think about her, and she's a dried out woman now, so who cares.

I think this is why when I rewatched Avatar yesterday, I have felt this deep connection to it due to Jake and Neytris love in nature, how pure and passionate it is. Call me a loser, I don't care, I have nothing to loose as you can see and I am just writing my thoughts right now. The movie writes love in a completely different way.

For example, I won two of the rarest blackjack hands in under 10 hands, it was suited trips and a straight flush, I won 1000 pounds from it from 40 pounds but it didn't make me feel a single thing, I wasn't even that happy. I won money, yay. That's not what I want. I want deep love....


Oh well.
 
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DNR STFU
 
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But I have mixed feelings about it.
I have had women interested in me in the past, but I never did anything with them.
On one side, Im happy to have never had a relationship, to never have had that stress or worry about my girlfriend/mate, and to be my own person and worry about things that directly concern me, and for example not worry about if she's out cheating at a party and etc, and just to be able to focus on myself.

But on the other hand, love is all I long for, I long for a deep hearted connected relationship with someone decent (which is very hard to get nowadays).
Life is nothing without love, your entire purpose in life is to find a mate, be in love and in a deep connected relationship and to have children. Humans have the ability to perceive love in completely different ways to other animals and it's beautiful. When I am on my bed at 3am, imagining someone I love deeply next to me, I feel like it would solve all of my problems. But honestly, I am loosing hope.

So yeah, but realistically, I wish I had someone I can love, someone to be in my bed with, someone to care for, to share happy moments with, to laugh together, to cry together, just to be together, and connect and understand one another on a whole different level.
Most of my friends are in relationships, I have also always been the third wheel in the friend group.
Honestly, when I think about it, it is probably over.

The last time I hugged or kissed a girl was well over 3 years ago now, I felt nothing with her anyway, so it does not even matter. I never think about her, and she's a dried out woman now, so who cares.

I think this is why when I rewatched Avatar yesterday, I have felt this deep connection to it due to Jake and Neytris love in nature, how pure and passionate it is. Call me a loser, I don't care, I have nothing to loose as you can see and I am just writing my thoughts right now.

Oh well.
Dnr
 
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No one cares fair enough.
 
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But I have mixed feelings about it.
I have had women interested in me in the past, but I never did anything with them.
On one side, Im happy to have never had a relationship, to never have had that stress or worry about my girlfriend/mate, and to be my own person and worry about things that directly concern me, and for example not worry about if she's out cheating at a party and etc, and just to be able to focus on myself.

But on the other hand, love is all I long for, I long for a deep hearted connected relationship with someone decent (which is very hard to get nowadays).
Life is nothing without love, your entire purpose in life is to find a mate, be in love and in a deep connected relationship and to have children. Humans have the ability to perceive love in completely different ways to other animals and it's beautiful. As soon as you come out of your womb, you are surrounded with love, your mum and dad, grandparents even are there and love you from the second you are born, so what makes you think you can survive life without loving someone?
There are stories where millionaires cope and buy all of these materialistic things with zero value to them and they always say they have an empty void in their heart and its because they have never had a genuine deep loving connection with another human of the opposite se.x. When a baby is born and it doesn't get touched with love, the baby literally dies. Most people are incapable of loving anyway, not on a deep level, most only care about money etc... none actually care about you..
When I am on my bed at 3am, imagining someone I love deeply next to me, I feel like it would solve all of my problems. But honestly, I am loosing hope.

So yeah, but realistically, I wish I had someone I can love, someone to be in my bed with, someone to care for, to share happy moments with, to laugh together, to cry together, just to be together, and connect and understand one another on a whole different level.
Most of my friends are in relationships, I have also always been the third wheel in the friend group.
Honestly, when I think about it, it is probably over.

The last time I hugged or kissed a girl was well over 3 years ago now, I felt nothing with her anyway, so it does not even matter. I never think about her, and she's a dried out woman now, so who cares.

I think this is why when I rewatched Avatar yesterday, I have felt this deep connection to it due to Jake and Neytris love in nature, how pure and passionate it is. Call me a loser, I don't care, I have nothing to loose as you can see and I am just writing my thoughts right now. The movie writes love in a completely different way.

For example, I won two of the rarest blackjack hands in under 10 hands, it was suited trips and a straight flush, I won 1000 pounds from it from 40 pounds but it didn't make me feel a single thing, I wasn't even that happy. I won money, yay. That's not what I want. I want deep love....


Oh well.
a man wearing a ny hat and a white shirt

whos posting this shit essays on this site
 
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a man wearing a ny hat and a white shirt

whos posting this shit essays on this site
Just writing my thoughts I knew no one was actually gonna read it and produce a thoughtful response but.
 
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Just writing my thoughts I knew no one was actually gonna read it and produce a thoughtful response but.
muh thoughtful response
nigga this is a shtipost forum, go to .se muh ainsteine
 
No one cares fair enough.
Well your situation is unfortunate, but you do have to make an effort. Not only to improve your appearance but also to actually go out and talk to girls. I don’t think love will ever come and find you if you don’t make yourself visible in the first place
 
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But I have mixed feelings about it.
I have had women interested in me in the past, but I never did anything with them.
On one side, Im happy to have never had a relationship, to never have had that stress or worry about my girlfriend/mate, and to be my own person and worry about things that directly concern me, and for example not worry about if she's out cheating at a party and etc, and just to be able to focus on myself.

But on the other hand, love is all I long for, I long for a deep hearted connected relationship with someone decent (which is very hard to get nowadays).
Life is nothing without love, your entire purpose in life is to find a mate, be in love and in a deep connected relationship and to have children. Humans have the ability to perceive love in completely different ways to other animals and it's beautiful. As soon as you come out of your womb, you are surrounded with love, your mum and dad, grandparents even are there and love you from the second you are born, so what makes you think you can survive life without loving someone?
There are stories where millionaires cope and buy all of these materialistic things with zero value to them and they always say they have an empty void in their heart and its because they have never had a genuine deep loving connection with another human of the opposite se.x. When a baby is born and it doesn't get touched with love, the baby literally dies. Most people are incapable of loving anyway, not on a deep level, most only care about money etc... none actually care about you..
When I am on my bed at 3am, imagining someone I love deeply next to me, I feel like it would solve all of my problems. But honestly, I am loosing hope.

So yeah, but realistically, I wish I had someone I can love, someone to be in my bed with, someone to care for, to share happy moments with, to laugh together, to cry together, just to be together, and connect and understand one another on a whole different level.
Most of my friends are in relationships, I have also always been the third wheel in the friend group.
Honestly, when I think about it, it is probably over.

The last time I hugged or kissed a girl was well over 3 years ago now, I felt nothing with her anyway, so it does not even matter. I never think about her, and she's a dried out woman now, so who cares.

I think this is why when I rewatched Avatar yesterday, I have felt this deep connection to it due to Jake and Neytris love in nature, how pure and passionate it is. Call me a loser, I don't care, I have nothing to loose as you can see and I am just writing my thoughts right now. The movie writes love in a completely different way.

For example, I won two of the rarest blackjack hands in under 10 hands, it was suited trips and a straight flush, I won 1000 pounds from it from 40 pounds but it didn't make me feel a single thing, I wasn't even that happy. I won money, yay. That's not what I want. I want deep love....


Oh well.
Dnr I’m 16 tho and khhv
 
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Well your situation is unfortunate, but you do have to make an effort. Not only to improve your appearance but also to actually go out and talk to girls. I don’t think love will ever come and find you if you don’t make yourself visible in the first place
Yes of course thats true, Im not sure if my looks are the problem, I mean all irl experiences and stuff does point to yes, but the only thing I have left to do is get lean, Im like 16% bf. But I get complimented on my looks by guys not girls, maybe I am too ogre. I don't like cold approaching as well, its more the fact that there is literally no one decent left in the world anymore, everyone is worn through whores who can't concept genuine love anymore.
i understand you very well. I am 19yo khhv :feelswhy:
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Yes of course thats true, Im not sure if my looks are the problem, I mean all irl experiences and stuff does point to yes, but the only thing I have left to do is get lean, Im like 16% bf. But I get complimented on my looks by guys not girls, maybe I am too ogre. I don't like cold approaching as well, its more the fact that there is literally no one decent left in the world anymore, everyone is worth through whores who can't concept genuine love anymore.

:(
Nigga holy fuck I’m in the same case my friend keeps dick riding me and saying I’m allthat
 
its more the fact that there is literally no one decent left in the world anymore
Completely untrue unless the only place you’re looking is nightclubs or insanely superficial places. No clue why you think that
 
Nigga holy fuck I’m in the same case my friend keeps dick riding me and saying I’m allthat
Same, my friend rates me a 6.7 (complete overrate im at max 6 flat) and etc, my friends are coming aware of the BP and one said what do you rate yourself, I said MTN, he laughed and said nice joke implying that I was higher, one even said CL. Bunch of bs, I am at max low htn.
Anyway, if I was really that good looking, I wouldn't 1. Be on this site 2. Making this post.
My life is shambles right now, If I don't pass my driving test for the third time, that might be the final straw.
 
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Same, my friend rates me a 6.7 (complete overrate im at max 6 flat) and etc, my friends are coming aware of the BP and one said what do you rate yourself, I said MTN, he laughed and said nice joke implying that I was higher, one even said CL. Bunch of bs, I am at max low htn.
Anyway, if I was really that good looking, I wouldn't 1. Be on this site 2. Making this post.
My life is shambles right now, If I don't pass my driving test for the third time, that might be the final straw.
Bruh I got my friend to get girls he talks to , to rate me and they mostly gave me a 6-7 😭
 
Completely untrue unless the only place you’re looking is nightclubs or insanely superficial places. No clue why you think that
Because its just obvious, no one looks at each other anymore, glued to their phones on the street, no one cares for a genuine relationship with their looksmatch (hypergamy), all women have literal TikTok knowledge on relationships and how their 'man' should act, buy their gf all these expensive clothes and stuff, expect the man to behave in a completely different way in what he would do, most girls are on the pill which means they are completely hormonally off balance.
It is very rare to find a girl who genuinely cares and wants to form a deep bond with you, and does not care about your superficial status and money etccc. This is how humans are supposed to love each other man, a nice big happy family with one another, but rn its completely unrealistic, most marriages aren't happy.
 
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Because its just obvious, no one looks at each other anymore, glued to their phones on the street, no one cares for a genuine relationship with their looksmatch (hypergamy), all women have literal TikTok knowledge on relationships and how their 'man' should act, buy their gf all these expensive clothes and stuff, expect the man to behave in a completely different way in what he would do, most girls are on the pill which means they are completely hormonally off balance.
It is very rare to find a girl who genuinely cares and wants to form a deep bond with you, and does not care about your superficial status and money etccc. This is how humans are supposed to love each other man.
Get off the internet, delete socials for a while, go outside, and you’ll see how wrong you are.

Sorry you feel this way, but your perception of love and relationships is being distorted by the internet.
 
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But I have mixed feelings about it.
I have had women interested in me in the past, but I never did anything with them.
On one side, Im happy to have never had a relationship, to never have had that stress or worry about my girlfriend/mate, and to be my own person and worry about things that directly concern me, and for example not worry about if she's out cheating at a party and etc, and just to be able to focus on myself.

But on the other hand, love is all I long for, I long for a deep hearted connected relationship with someone decent (which is very hard to get nowadays).
Life is nothing without love, your entire purpose in life is to find a mate, be in love and in a deep connected relationship and to have children. Humans have the ability to perceive love in completely different ways to other animals and it's beautiful. As soon as you come out of your womb, you are surrounded with love, your mum and dad, grandparents even are there and love you from the second you are born, so what makes you think you can survive life without loving someone?
There are stories where millionaires cope and buy all of these materialistic things with zero value to them and they always say they have an empty void in their heart and its because they have never had a genuine deep loving connection with another human of the opposite se.x. When a baby is born and it doesn't get touched with love, the baby literally dies. Most people are incapable of loving anyway, not on a deep level, most only care about money etc... none actually care about you..
When I am on my bed at 3am, imagining someone I love deeply next to me, I feel like it would solve all of my problems. But honestly, I am loosing hope.

So yeah, but realistically, I wish I had someone I can love, someone to be in my bed with, someone to care for, to share happy moments with, to laugh together, to cry together, just to be together, and connect and understand one another on a whole different level.
Most of my friends are in relationships, I have also always been the third wheel in the friend group.
Honestly, when I think about it, it is probably over.

The last time I hugged or kissed a girl was well over 3 years ago now, I felt nothing with her anyway, so it does not even matter. I never think about her, and she's a dried out woman now, so who cares.

I think this is why when I rewatched Avatar yesterday, I have felt this deep connection to it due to Jake and Neytris love in nature, how pure and passionate it is. Call me a loser, I don't care, I have nothing to loose as you can see and I am just writing my thoughts right now. The movie writes love in a completely different way.

For example, I won two of the rarest blackjack hands in under 10 hands, it was suited trips and a straight flush, I won 1000 pounds from it from 40 pounds but it didn't make me feel a single thing, I wasn't even that happy. I won money, yay. That's not what I want. I want deep love....


Oh well.
Love and sex are important, and it makes sense to want them. You have a pretty good mindset right now. Just keep working on yourself and focus on what you can do. Don’t obsess over fucking or foids. They should make your life better, not fuck it up.
 
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Love and sex are important, and it makes sense to want them. You have a pretty good mindset right now. Just keep working on yourself and focus on what you can do. Don’t obsess over fucking or foids. They should make your life better, not fuck it up.
Sex only because it forms the strongest biochemical bond you can have with one another (unprotected, genuine love sex not a one night stand etc).
If you have genuine sex with someone, not fake sex when they are on the pill and are totally hormonally off balance, you are that person are literally mated for life, thats it. Thats what sex is, not one night stand shit, its meant for one human to be completely in love with another one and create life from their love, its fucking beautiful if you deep it man, its such a shame most days this doesn't happen. Most girls are scared of getting pregnant and on top of that are ran through with at least 10 bodies.
Its a fucking shame man.

But yea I suppose.
 
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Get off the internet, delete socials for a while, go outside, and you’ll see how wrong you are.

Sorry you feel this way, but your perception of love and relationships is being distorted by the internet.
It is not.
It is literally true.

Being totally in love with another human and them feeling the same way (only if both are biochemically good) is the highest purpose in life, falling short of pregnancy and birth.
Most love now a days is completely fake, they don't form a real, deep connective bond with each other as 9/10 times the woman is on the pill which throws her hormones completely off balance.
This is why most relationships don't last.
 
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It is not.
It is literally true.
Your claim is partly true but it does NOT apply to everyone. If you don’t want to consider other perspectives, you can continue making threads on incel forums about how you can’t get any women when you don’t even want to accept other perspectives & make an effort.

How are we the same age dude… we’re so young. We cannot just be complaining about these things on forums when there’s so many other things we could be doing

I hope you learn to accept / consider other perspectives and possibly even see that love still exists, and there are many women who you could be in love with.

I feel like you’re trolling because of some of the things you’re saying but you’re putting so much effort into write all this, I’m starting to think it’s true
 
Your claim is partly true but it does NOT apply to everyone. If you don’t want to consider other perspectives, you can continue making threads on incel forums about how you can’t get any women when you don’t even want to accept other perspectives & make an effort.

How are we the same age dude… we’re so young. We cannot just be complaining about these things on forums when there’s so many other things we could be doing

I hope you learn to accept / consider other perspectives and possibly even see that love still exists, and there are many women who you could be in love with.

I feel like you’re trolling because of some of the things you’re saying but you’re putting so much effort into write all this, I’m starting to think it’s true
Unfortunately I wish I was trolling.
I mean your right in the fact were young but ever since I was like 15 third wheeling with my friend and his gf seeing them have fun ever since then all I have wanted is to love someone and they love me.
Im only stating what I think, but unfortunately what im saying is true.
Of course there are the exceptions, but as I said, they are incredibly rare. Finding a genuine woman, who is a virgin, is like winning the lottery.
Love exists, how we are meant to love, it's just very rare man. Most people are too shallow to even conceptualise deep love, again, how we are meant to be.
 
Unfortunately I wish I was trolling.
I mean your right in the fact were young but ever since I was like 15 third wheeling with my friend and his gf seeing them have fun ever since then all I have wanted is to love someone and they love me.
Im only stating what I think, but unfortunately what im saying is true.
Of course there are the exceptions, but as I said, they are incredibly rare. Finding a genuine woman, who is a virgin, is like winning the lottery.
Love exists, how we are meant to love, it's just very rare man. Most people are too shallow to even conceptualise deep love, again, how we are meant to be.
Listen man I don’t want to waste my time any longer, but truly just consider what I said. It is not “incredibly rare”, I’m not sure where on earth you live lol. Regardless, hope you find what you’re looking for.
 
Listen man I don’t want to waste my time any longer, but truly just consider what I said. It is not “incredibly rare”, I’m not sure where on earth you live lol. Regardless, hope you find what you’re looking for.
Likewise.
 
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Sex only because it forms the strongest biochemical bond you can have with one another (unprotected, genuine love sex not a one night stand etc).
If you have genuine sex with someone, not fake sex when they are on the pill and are totally hormonally off balance, you are that person are literally mated for life, thats it. Thats what sex is, not one night stand shit, its meant for one human to be completely in love with another one and create life from their love, its fucking beautiful if you deep it man, its such a shame most days this doesn't happen. Most girls are scared of getting pregnant and on top of that are ran through with at least 10 bodies.
Its a fucking shame man.

But yea I suppose.
Excessive hypergamy exacerbated by modern-day feminism and dating apps have created a fucked up hookup-culture that is bad for everyone involved.
 

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