I am 20 years old, I have never kissed anyone in my life, and I am a virgin.

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I never thought I’d end up documenting this here, but I have no one else to vent to. It is what it is: I’m a loser. 20 years old, no girlfriend, and still a virgin. I know some might think I’m some kind of monster, but I’m actually decent looking. In my country, I easily outclass the average guy because genetics here are pretty bad.


The real problem is my brain. I’m a total Mentalcel. I’m neurodivergent, probably autistic, and my social skills are non-existent. Interacting with women gives me genuine panic; they feel like a different species to me.


The History of Wasted Chances:


I’ve been a loner since I was a kid. During high school, when hormones are flying, I had girls literally approaching me, and I blew every single chance because of my insecurity.


• 10th Grade: A girl literally sat on my lap and started asking me about my life. I got so nervous I couldn't even talk. She realized immediately I was a shy, insecure mess and never spoke to me again.


• The Stalker: Another girl was literally obsessed with my face and used to follow me around. I didn't even get why back then.


• The "Phone" Incident: A girl in my class asked for my number. I was so panicked that I told her I didn't have a phone—only a tablet for gaming. Absolute fail.


University and Current Situation:


In Uni, girls don't chase you anymore, they just give you signals. I’ve had plenty of them, but I ignore or reject them. Not because they aren't hot, but because I’m obsessed with my own flaws. I spend hours overthinking if my voice sounds weird or if my body language is off.


• Family Situation: My parents and relatives think I’m gay because I have a "pretty boy" face, a skinny body, and zero history with girls.


• My Standards: A year ago, a girl confessed to me and I rejected her. Another girl was obsessed with me because I "look Asian," but I found out she wasn't a virgin anymore. Next. I don’t care if she looks like a model; if she’s already been with someone else, she’s contaminated to me. I'm not settling for someone's leftovers.


The 2026 Goal:


I’m tired of this. I know more about grooming and looksmaxxing than most girls do. I’ve reached my limit physically, but I’m still a ghost socially.


My goal for next year is simple:


1. Social practice: I’m going to talk to any girl, I don't care if they are "sub5" or not. I just need to practice talking to these strange beings.


2. Lose my virginity: This is my main priority. I want a high-quality girl, but at this point, a win is a win.


2026 has to be the year I finally get at least one kiss. I’ve maxed out my looks as much as I could; now I have to force myself to act. Wish me luck.
 

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DNR

Pussy is law
 
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fashionmax bro holy what is that fit
 
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I never thought I’d end up documenting this here, but I have no one else to vent to. It is what it is: I’m a loser. 20 years old, no girlfriend, and still a virgin. I know some might think I’m some kind of monster, but I’m actually decent looking. In my country, I easily outclass the average guy because genetics here are pretty bad.


The real problem is my brain. I’m a total Mentalcel. I’m neurodivergent, probably autistic, and my social skills are non-existent. Interacting with women gives me genuine panic; they feel like a different species to me.


The History of Wasted Chances:


I’ve been a loner since I was a kid. During high school, when hormones are flying, I had girls literally approaching me, and I blew every single chance because of my insecurity.


• 10th Grade: A girl literally sat on my lap and started asking me about my life. I got so nervous I couldn't even talk. She realized immediately I was a shy, insecure mess and never spoke to me again.


• The Stalker: Another girl was literally obsessed with my face and used to follow me around. I didn't even get why back then.


• The "Phone" Incident: A girl in my class asked for my number. I was so panicked that I told her I didn't have a phone—only a tablet for gaming. Absolute fail.


University and Current Situation:


In Uni, girls don't chase you anymore, they just give you signals. I’ve had plenty of them, but I ignore or reject them. Not because they aren't hot, but because I’m obsessed with my own flaws. I spend hours overthinking if my voice sounds weird or if my body language is off.


• Family Situation: My parents and relatives think I’m gay because I have a "pretty boy" face, a skinny body, and zero history with girls.


• My Standards: A year ago, a girl confessed to me and I rejected her. Another girl was obsessed with me because I "look Asian," but I found out she wasn't a virgin anymore. Next. I don’t care if she looks like a model; if she’s already been with someone else, she’s contaminated to me. I'm not settling for someone's leftovers.


The 2026 Goal:


I’m tired of this. I know more about grooming and looksmaxxing than most girls do. I’ve reached my limit physically, but I’m still a ghost socially.


My goal for next year is simple:


1. Social practice: I’m going to talk to any girl, I don't care if they are "sub5" or not. I just need to practice talking to these strange beings.


2. Lose my virginity: This is my main priority. I want a high-quality girl, but at this point, a win is a win.


2026 has to be the year I finally get at least one kiss. I’ve maxed out my looks as much as I could; now I have to force myself to act. Wish me luck.
Ill kiss ya big boy!

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Just give me an address and get those lips ready.

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Patiently waiting for you.
 
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I never thought I’d end up documenting this here, but I have no one else to vent to. It is what it is: I’m a loser. 20 years old, no girlfriend, and still a virgin. I know some might think I’m some kind of monster, but I’m actually decent looking. In my country, I easily outclass the average guy because genetics here are pretty bad.


The real problem is my brain. I’m a total Mentalcel. I’m neurodivergent, probably autistic, and my social skills are non-existent. Interacting with women gives me genuine panic; they feel like a different species to me.


The History of Wasted Chances:


I’ve been a loner since I was a kid. During high school, when hormones are flying, I had girls literally approaching me, and I blew every single chance because of my insecurity.


• 10th Grade: A girl literally sat on my lap and started asking me about my life. I got so nervous I couldn't even talk. She realized immediately I was a shy, insecure mess and never spoke to me again.


• The Stalker: Another girl was literally obsessed with my face and used to follow me around. I didn't even get why back then.


• The "Phone" Incident: A girl in my class asked for my number. I was so panicked that I told her I didn't have a phone—only a tablet for gaming. Absolute fail.


University and Current Situation:


In Uni, girls don't chase you anymore, they just give you signals. I’ve had plenty of them, but I ignore or reject them. Not because they aren't hot, but because I’m obsessed with my own flaws. I spend hours overthinking if my voice sounds weird or if my body language is off.


• Family Situation: My parents and relatives think I’m gay because I have a "pretty boy" face, a skinny body, and zero history with girls.


• My Standards: A year ago, a girl confessed to me and I rejected her. Another girl was obsessed with me because I "look Asian," but I found out she wasn't a virgin anymore. Next. I don’t care if she looks like a model; if she’s already been with someone else, she’s contaminated to me. I'm not settling for someone's leftovers.


The 2026 Goal:


I’m tired of this. I know more about grooming and looksmaxxing than most girls do. I’ve reached my limit physically, but I’m still a ghost socially.


My goal for next year is simple:


1. Social practice: I’m going to talk to any girl, I don't care if they are "sub5" or not. I just need to practice talking to these strange beings.


2. Lose my virginity: This is my main priority. I want a high-quality girl, but at this point, a win is a win.


2026 has to be the year I finally get at least one kiss. I’ve maxed out my looks as much as I could; now I have to force myself to act. Wish me luck.
u need low inhib bruh start weedmaxxing
 
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Elliot rodger lite
 
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Fashion is cope, btw 🖕
jfl, fashion is one of the main things that attracts, no one will come up to you of u r wearing some nerdy ass fortnite shirt. fashion is cope if u are chad, which u r not
 
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I never thought I’d end up documenting this here, but I have no one else to vent to. It is what it is: I’m a loser. 20 years old, no girlfriend, and still a virgin. I know some might think I’m some kind of monster, but I’m actually decent looking. In my country, I easily outclass the average guy because genetics here are pretty bad.


The real problem is my brain. I’m a total Mentalcel. I’m neurodivergent, probably autistic, and my social skills are non-existent. Interacting with women gives me genuine panic; they feel like a different species to me.


The History of Wasted Chances:


I’ve been a loner since I was a kid. During high school, when hormones are flying, I had girls literally approaching me, and I blew every single chance because of my insecurity.


• 10th Grade: A girl literally sat on my lap and started asking me about my life. I got so nervous I couldn't even talk. She realized immediately I was a shy, insecure mess and never spoke to me again.


• The Stalker: Another girl was literally obsessed with my face and used to follow me around. I didn't even get why back then.


• The "Phone" Incident: A girl in my class asked for my number. I was so panicked that I told her I didn't have a phone—only a tablet for gaming. Absolute fail.


University and Current Situation:


In Uni, girls don't chase you anymore, they just give you signals. I’ve had plenty of them, but I ignore or reject them. Not because they aren't hot, but because I’m obsessed with my own flaws. I spend hours overthinking if my voice sounds weird or if my body language is off.


• Family Situation: My parents and relatives think I’m gay because I have a "pretty boy" face, a skinny body, and zero history with girls.


• My Standards: A year ago, a girl confessed to me and I rejected her. Another girl was obsessed with me because I "look Asian," but I found out she wasn't a virgin anymore. Next. I don’t care if she looks like a model; if she’s already been with someone else, she’s contaminated to me. I'm not settling for someone's leftovers.


The 2026 Goal:


I’m tired of this. I know more about grooming and looksmaxxing than most girls do. I’ve reached my limit physically, but I’m still a ghost socially.


My goal for next year is simple:


1. Social practice: I’m going to talk to any girl, I don't care if they are "sub5" or not. I just need to practice talking to these strange beings.


2. Lose my virginity: This is my main priority. I want a high-quality girl, but at this point, a win is a win.


2026 has to be the year I finally get at least one kiss. I’ve maxed out my looks as much as I could; now I have to force myself to act. Wish me luck.
You're good looking but a classic bumbler. Thinking about yourself during interactions.

Here's a good video to start with for gauging whether or not girls are attracted to you or not. Sounds like the girl in 10th grade was not very attracted to you.



Girls will naturally get stupid and nervous around you when they really like you.
 
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’m a loser. 20 years old, no girlfriend, and still a virgin.
Firstly being a virgin at 20 is not bad, like literally if you younger than 23 its just like a fact not a bad thing and fucking at 13 wouldnt make you any better nor bring any hapiness
Secondly you literally rejecting girl youself and having standarts, thats your choice, virgin loser type its when you cant get shit so, you arent
Its important to learn how to act what to do and etc, but honestly you def will be good and start socializing with girls from uni, easiest path
 
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I never thought I’d end up documenting this here, but I have no one else to vent to. It is what it is: I’m a loser. 20 years old, no girlfriend, and still a virgin. I know some might think I’m some kind of monster, but I’m actually decent looking. In my country, I easily outclass the average guy because genetics here are pretty bad.


The real problem is my brain. I’m a total Mentalcel. I’m neurodivergent, probably autistic, and my social skills are non-existent. Interacting with women gives me genuine panic; they feel like a different species to me.


The History of Wasted Chances:


I’ve been a loner since I was a kid. During high school, when hormones are flying, I had girls literally approaching me, and I blew every single chance because of my insecurity.


• 10th Grade: A girl literally sat on my lap and started asking me about my life. I got so nervous I couldn't even talk. She realized immediately I was a shy, insecure mess and never spoke to me again.


• The Stalker: Another girl was literally obsessed with my face and used to follow me around. I didn't even get why back then.


• The "Phone" Incident: A girl in my class asked for my number. I was so panicked that I told her I didn't have a phone—only a tablet for gaming. Absolute fail.


University and Current Situation:


In Uni, girls don't chase you anymore, they just give you signals. I’ve had plenty of them, but I ignore or reject them. Not because they aren't hot, but because I’m obsessed with my own flaws. I spend hours overthinking if my voice sounds weird or if my body language is off.


• Family Situation: My parents and relatives think I’m gay because I have a "pretty boy" face, a skinny body, and zero history with girls.


• My Standards: A year ago, a girl confessed to me and I rejected her. Another girl was obsessed with me because I "look Asian," but I found out she wasn't a virgin anymore. Next. I don’t care if she looks like a model; if she’s already been with someone else, she’s contaminated to me. I'm not settling for someone's leftovers.


The 2026 Goal:


I’m tired of this. I know more about grooming and looksmaxxing than most girls do. I’ve reached my limit physically, but I’m still a ghost socially.


My goal for next year is simple:


1. Social practice: I’m going to talk to any girl, I don't care if they are "sub5" or not. I just need to practice talking to these strange beings.


2. Lose my virginity: This is my main priority. I want a high-quality girl, but at this point, a win is a win.


2026 has to be the year I finally get at least one kiss. I’ve maxed out my looks as much as I could; now I have to force myself to act. Wish me luck.
"i rejected like 3 women who wanted me why dont women want me"
 
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• My Standards: A year ago, a girl confessed to me and I rejected her. Another girl was obsessed with me because I "look Asian," but I found out she wasn't a virgin anymore. Next. I don’t care if she looks like a model; if she’s already been with someone else, she’s contaminated to me. I'm not settling for someone's leftovers.
If you wanna wait until you find a virgin that you're actually attracted to + likes you back you're gonna go insane. What country do you live in?
 
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jfl, la moda es una de las principales cosas que atrae, nadie se acercará a ti si llevas una camiseta nerd de Fortnite. La moda es lo que hay si eres Chad, lo cual no eres.
Fuck fashion, the only thing that matters is the bones. What good is it for the average guy to dress well? Does that take away from his averageness?
 
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If you wanna wait until you find a virgin that you're actually attracted to + likes you back you're gonna go insane. What country do you live in?
Nah still posible, he is still young, relatively pedomaxx (17ish) and he is good
 
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Fuck fashion, the only thing that matters is the bones. What good is it for the average guy to dress well? Does that take away from his averageness?
What matter most is everything, every aspect of appearnce, including clothing, could slightly enhance or fuck up your looks
 
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baclofen pregab alc
 
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Ahh, I see. Now you can see how clumsy I am? I don't even understand sarcasm 🤦‍♂️
It's alright. You don't have to understand sarcasm or anything. All you gotta do with girls is be extremely self forgiving. Shameless even. It all starts when you're alone.

Whenever you're at home alone thinking of an interaction you recently had that makes you cringe you need to manually override what you're feeling and cast the thoughts down. Do it immediately every time, no matter what. "Fuck it. So what?", needs to be what you think of immediately. Then do not let yourself dwell on it anymore. Push the thoughts out every time as many times as you need to. If you do this I promise the thoughts will intrude on you less and less, and you'll begin to act more boldly in your daily interactions. Eventually that's how you'll feel whenever you're interacting with people face to face.
 
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If you wanna wait until you find a virgin that you're actually attracted to + likes you back you're gonna go insane. What country do you live in?
I’m not doxing myself, but I’m from a Latam shithole. You guys know the drill it’s a playground for passport bros who come here to geomax with their dollars and Juggernaut method the local foids just because they have a blue passport. Total suicide fuel for the locals.


As for my standards, I have them because I can afford them. In this dump, I get complimented on my looks and have a decent prettyboy halo, even if I’m just a sub5 or a plain normie in Europe. I’m not settling for crumbs when I know my worth here. In my country, you constantly see sub5 subhumans linked up with stacylites because the bar for men is underground—it’s all about money, social maxxing, or pure luck. I’m just trying to get what’s mine before the foreigners drain the pool.
 
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I never thought I’d end up documenting this here, but I have no one else to vent to. It is what it is: I’m a loser. 20 years old, no girlfriend, and still a virgin. I know some might think I’m some kind of monster, but I’m actually decent looking. In my country, I easily outclass the average guy because genetics here are pretty bad.


The real problem is my brain. I’m a total Mentalcel. I’m neurodivergent, probably autistic, and my social skills are non-existent. Interacting with women gives me genuine panic; they feel like a different species to me.


The History of Wasted Chances:


I’ve been a loner since I was a kid. During high school, when hormones are flying, I had girls literally approaching me, and I blew every single chance because of my insecurity.


• 10th Grade: A girl literally sat on my lap and started asking me about my life. I got so nervous I couldn't even talk. She realized immediately I was a shy, insecure mess and never spoke to me again.


• The Stalker: Another girl was literally obsessed with my face and used to follow me around. I didn't even get why back then.


• The "Phone" Incident: A girl in my class asked for my number. I was so panicked that I told her I didn't have a phone—only a tablet for gaming. Absolute fail.


University and Current Situation:


In Uni, girls don't chase you anymore, they just give you signals. I’ve had plenty of them, but I ignore or reject them. Not because they aren't hot, but because I’m obsessed with my own flaws. I spend hours overthinking if my voice sounds weird or if my body language is off.


• Family Situation: My parents and relatives think I’m gay because I have a "pretty boy" face, a skinny body, and zero history with girls.


• My Standards: A year ago, a girl confessed to me and I rejected her. Another girl was obsessed with me because I "look Asian," but I found out she wasn't a virgin anymore. Next. I don’t care if she looks like a model; if she’s already been with someone else, she’s contaminated to me. I'm not settling for someone's leftovers.


The 2026 Goal:


I’m tired of this. I know more about grooming and looksmaxxing than most girls do. I’ve reached my limit physically, but I’m still a ghost socially.


My goal for next year is simple:


1. Social practice: I’m going to talk to any girl, I don't care if they are "sub5" or not. I just need to practice talking to these strange beings.


2. Lose my virginity: This is my main priority. I want a high-quality girl, but at this point, a win is a win.


2026 has to be the year I finally get at least one kiss. I’ve maxed out my looks as much as I could; now I have to force myself to act. Wish me luck.
your face looks gay maybe women assume you swing that way, have you thought about that
 
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your face looks gay maybe women assume you swing that way, have you thought about that
Yes, man, of course I take that into account. In fact, I'm 100% sure that no girl older than me is attracted to me, but it's not my fault. It's my genetics, and I don't have the money to pay for surgery to make my face look more masculine.
 
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Yes, man, of course I take that into account. In fact, I'm 100% sure that no girl older than me is attracted to me, but it's not my fault. It's my genetics, and I don't have the money to pay for surgery to make my face look more masculine.
what surgeries would you get?
 
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I never thought I’d end up documenting this here, but I have no one else to vent to. It is what it is: I’m a loser. 20 years old, no girlfriend, and still a virgin. I know some might think I’m some kind of monster, but I’m actually decent looking. In my country, I easily outclass the average guy because genetics here are pretty bad.


The real problem is my brain. I’m a total Mentalcel. I’m neurodivergent, probably autistic, and my social skills are non-existent. Interacting with women gives me genuine panic; they feel like a different species to me.


The History of Wasted Chances:


I’ve been a loner since I was a kid. During high school, when hormones are flying, I had girls literally approaching me, and I blew every single chance because of my insecurity.


• 10th Grade: A girl literally sat on my lap and started asking me about my life. I got so nervous I couldn't even talk. She realized immediately I was a shy, insecure mess and never spoke to me again.


• The Stalker: Another girl was literally obsessed with my face and used to follow me around. I didn't even get why back then.


• The "Phone" Incident: A girl in my class asked for my number. I was so panicked that I told her I didn't have a phone—only a tablet for gaming. Absolute fail.


University and Current Situation:


In Uni, girls don't chase you anymore, they just give you signals. I’ve had plenty of them, but I ignore or reject them. Not because they aren't hot, but because I’m obsessed with my own flaws. I spend hours overthinking if my voice sounds weird or if my body language is off.


• Family Situation: My parents and relatives think I’m gay because I have a "pretty boy" face, a skinny body, and zero history with girls.


• My Standards: A year ago, a girl confessed to me and I rejected her. Another girl was obsessed with me because I "look Asian," but I found out she wasn't a virgin anymore. Next. I don’t care if she looks like a model; if she’s already been with someone else, she’s contaminated to me. I'm not settling for someone's leftovers.


The 2026 Goal:


I’m tired of this. I know more about grooming and looksmaxxing than most girls do. I’ve reached my limit physically, but I’m still a ghost socially.


My goal for next year is simple:


1. Social practice: I’m going to talk to any girl, I don't care if they are "sub5" or not. I just need to practice talking to these strange beings.


2. Lose my virginity: This is my main priority. I want a high-quality girl, but at this point, a win is a win.


2026 has to be the year I finally get at least one kiss. I’ve maxed out my looks as much as I could; now I have to force myself to act. Wish me luck.
Change the fit bro, you look like a american bully in 2016. It’s no stress with pussy, the more you stress about the more complicated It will be.
 
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what surgeries would you get?
I’m definitely considering bimaxillary surgery along with mentoplasty, and possibly titanium implants in the cheekbones and jaw. For now, these are just ambitious thoughts. I hope that once I finish university, I’ll be financially stable enough to make it a reality.
 
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I never thought I’d end up documenting this here, but I have no one else to vent to. It is what it is: I’m a loser. 20 years old, no girlfriend, and still a virgin. I know some might think I’m some kind of monster, but I’m actually decent looking. In my country, I easily outclass the average guy because genetics here are pretty bad.


The real problem is my brain. I’m a total Mentalcel. I’m neurodivergent, probably autistic, and my social skills are non-existent. Interacting with women gives me genuine panic; they feel like a different species to me.


The History of Wasted Chances:


I’ve been a loner since I was a kid. During high school, when hormones are flying, I had girls literally approaching me, and I blew every single chance because of my insecurity.


• 10th Grade: A girl literally sat on my lap and started asking me about my life. I got so nervous I couldn't even talk. She realized immediately I was a shy, insecure mess and never spoke to me again.


• The Stalker: Another girl was literally obsessed with my face and used to follow me around. I didn't even get why back then.


• The "Phone" Incident: A girl in my class asked for my number. I was so panicked that I told her I didn't have a phone—only a tablet for gaming. Absolute fail.


University and Current Situation:


In Uni, girls don't chase you anymore, they just give you signals. I’ve had plenty of them, but I ignore or reject them. Not because they aren't hot, but because I’m obsessed with my own flaws. I spend hours overthinking if my voice sounds weird or if my body language is off.


• Family Situation: My parents and relatives think I’m gay because I have a "pretty boy" face, a skinny body, and zero history with girls.


• My Standards: A year ago, a girl confessed to me and I rejected her. Another girl was obsessed with me because I "look Asian," but I found out she wasn't a virgin anymore. Next. I don’t care if she looks like a model; if she’s already been with someone else, she’s contaminated to me. I'm not settling for someone's leftovers.


The 2026 Goal:


I’m tired of this. I know more about grooming and looksmaxxing than most girls do. I’ve reached my limit physically, but I’m still a ghost socially.


My goal for next year is simple:


1. Social practice: I’m going to talk to any girl, I don't care if they are "sub5" or not. I just need to practice talking to these strange beings.


2. Lose my virginity: This is my main priority. I want a high-quality girl, but at this point, a win is a win.


2026 has to be the year I finally get at least one kiss. I’ve maxed out my looks as much as I could; now I have to force myself to act. Wish me luck.
Idk if I’m lucky but I kissed and felt the tits of a foid :lul:
 
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Idk if I’m lucky but I kissed and felt the tits of a foid :lul:
Damn, I can only feel envy. I swear to God that next year I'll pull out htb and make her suck my dick.
 
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I never thought I’d end up documenting this here, but I have no one else to vent to. It is what it is: I’m a loser. 20 years old, no girlfriend, and still a virgin. I know some might think I’m some kind of monster, but I’m actually decent looking. In my country, I easily outclass the average guy because genetics here are pretty bad.


The real problem is my brain. I’m a total Mentalcel. I’m neurodivergent, probably autistic, and my social skills are non-existent. Interacting with women gives me genuine panic; they feel like a different species to me.


The History of Wasted Chances:


I’ve been a loner since I was a kid. During high school, when hormones are flying, I had girls literally approaching me, and I blew every single chance because of my insecurity.


• 10th Grade: A girl literally sat on my lap and started asking me about my life. I got so nervous I couldn't even talk. She realized immediately I was a shy, insecure mess and never spoke to me again.


• The Stalker: Another girl was literally obsessed with my face and used to follow me around. I didn't even get why back then.


• The "Phone" Incident: A girl in my class asked for my number. I was so panicked that I told her I didn't have a phone—only a tablet for gaming. Absolute fail.

Very very relatable, I behaved in similar ways when girls showed interest.
 
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I'm 24 and KV, but I don't get attention from women.
 
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fashionmaxx nigga, you’re dressed like my 12 year old brother
 
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Looks aren't your issue dude. Literally just accept female advances like wtf is wrong with you. Go see a shrink, maybe that helps
 
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Nah did blud think this was old or something?:KEKW:
Most guys are kissless virgins at 20. Only by 25 does it become a bit unusual
 
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I feel like life got more brutal after the pandemic with dating cus there are so many cels from 16-20 here who are khhv and yet don't look like khhv
 
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prostitute
 
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high mtn from front and high htn from side
 
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good luck finding a virgin at 20 years old
 
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which stupid whore sits on a nigga lap and doesn’t expect them to be shy
 
jfl, fashion is one of the main things that attracts, no one will come up to you of u r wearing some nerdy ass fortnite shirt. fashion is cope if u are chad, which u r not
If Chad was wearing a goofy looking shirt, foids would think he's cute.


For a normie on the other hand, even then, fashion doesn't play a huge role.
 

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