I am a 38 year old worthless fucking incel

[J0RDN]

I have wasted 38 worthless years on this earth- almost 4 decades of agony. All I do all day is daydream what would happen if I wasn't an ugly fucking dork in hs and actually got shit done. And if I was a at least nt ltn maybe my life would be ok, but I am sub 1.5 and autistic. I have never touched a woman, kissed a woman, hugged, and I am still a Virgin to this day. My 4'10 mother never would even kiss me goodnight bc I could hear her talking to my 5'2 father about how ugly I was and how she said she wish there was a miscarriage. I ate slop every day which explains my low bone mass, recessed manilla, non existent chin, my ramus doesn't even appear, my eyelid exposure is horrid, my eyes are brown and are turned upwards, negative canthal tilt, recessed hairline, jew nose, terrifying chin to lip to philitrum ratio, my zygos are basically nothing, my eyebrows are blond and uneven-so they are impossible to see, my yellow teeth are crooked and jagged and messed up as fuck, I have a the worst over bite in existence, my eyes are spread far apart and bulge outwards like a fucking bug, my chin is recessed, I still can't grow facial hair, I have pimples all over my dry ass face, my symmetry is fucked, I have 34% bf, narrow clavicle, low hyoid, basically the worst face in the book. I am scared of cameras. Typing this from my shitty cracked up samsung with McDonald's wifi (I don't even have a job I'm just sitting on the curb in the parking lot) makes me nervous enough that I may accidentally take a pic of myself and post it onto social media to where I will get ridiculed and doxxed and people will find me and end my Incel life. I was never popular, even from daycare, I was shoved around as the ugly ass fat kid, and I wasn't even smart. I was corny asf and no one liked me. I did have a fish, named Jordan, who I have dedicated this account to bc he has been my only friend, as if I were to share my hideous name online, I would get doxxed and murdered. Anytime I made a joke, the class would go silent and the teacher would call me out and make me apologize. One time, I used the bathroom in middle school, and that was a big mistake I made. I have always had a micropenis, even from the beginning. They took pictures of my dick while I was peeing in the stall and spread it online. I saw the teachers laughing about it and I was about to kms, but I got arrested and was put on probation and was given some shitty "therapy" because the doctor didn't even want to be near me. Eventually, I got mad at my therapist and slapped tf out of her bc she always would remind me of how God made us all equal in his image. Fuck her, because I was sub 2 and fat, unlovable, and a walking micropenis Incel. God didn't even love me. Went to church and none of the grandmas would even bat an eye at me, God I'm so fucking ugly and insufferable. By the age of 13 I stopped going to school to do home schooling from all of the bullying, so the last time I talked to someone else my age was when I accidentally looked at one of my cousins at a family gathering when I was gathering some slop to consume, God I'm so fucking fat and obnoxious, but no words were exchanged. The last time I spoke to a female was either my mother or when the occasion of only female cashiers are at the checkout, but they almost never interact with me. Whenever I go out of the abandoned house I live in for free that has no ac, electricity, or plumbing, I cover my ugly ass face and bring a charger to charge my phone at circle k or something. God I hate being so fucking broke, I steal vapes from dumpsters and on the ground and sell them to cool middle schoolers who would have most likely bullied me if I was in school with them. I want to die. I'm so fucking braindead and surrounded by my retarded schizo thoughts I can't process shit. When I get out of my house rarely, I hide my face in my hood and bring my shitty cracked ass samsung wherever I go to look at models like Chico and slayers like drago and ehrens ascension to cope even harder. God I hate my fat fucking self. Looks are everything, personality is really just 1% of the equation and the normies who think otherwise are lucky and living in the bliss of their ignorance. Think abt it for a sex. Paul walkers allegation, were brushed off and hardly talked about. (To be fair she wasn't too much younger than the age of consent and it wasn't 100% verified) But it was still out there. And then ugly people like that one YouTuber that got exposed and everybody hated them. I can't even remember there name I hate my autistic ass self. And the guy who shot that ceo was claimed as a hero because he was attractive (ceo was still kinda a bad guy) (or was he just ugly) and other assassins are dangerous murderers because they are sub 5. The black pill is real and I had to be the living example of the bad side of it, life is so unfair. I would rope, but my recessed chin and jaw wouldn't even be able to hold up the rope to choke me out. Instead, the rope would slide up my midface to my jew nose and hang me from there. And my voice is so disgusting and high pitched like a foid but not even in an attractive way it just sounds like a dork. My fingers are so greasy and I feel so shitty all the time, I'm always passed off, and I can't seem to catch a break. I want to die so bad. This is probably hell from a past life I lived in sin and now I'm facing my brutal and cruel consequences. I'm a jackass addict and I need help but there's no point bc it's too late. No amount of looksmaxing could even save me. If I got 10k the very first and foremost thing I would do is get surgery to attempt living at a max of ltn to maybe get a job and a half normal life. I would burn at the stake, roasting my skin off for the chance at a day of being mtn, my dream. But there's no point. I hate stupid larpers who come on the internet and act like they are ND and an incel. Fuck off. I'm most likely gonna end my pissy fucking life when I hit the big 40. Why not post my miserable sorry ass pathetic life on a page about bettering my looks.

 

[NudeSelfiesTilliDie]

Can these children who know fuck all please shut the fuck up?

"chadlite"

 

[FiendFiend]

Least obvious larp+foid @Blackpillirony
If not then just subhuman ramblings
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ong u literally have to purposefully try to be a virgin neet at 38 , theres no way this shit is possible

 

[iblamexyz]

rehab room is hrorible advice

eh I disgree but it'll be relatable to him

 

[ybuyhgui]

rehab room is hrorible advice

The advice he gives is real not some ‘don’t give up’ bs Reddit advice I’m reading these 14 year old’s give in the replies

 

[KeepCopingLads]

I have wasted 38 worthless years on this earth- almost 4 decades of agony. All I do all day is daydream what would happen if I wasn't an ugly fucking dork in hs and actually got shit done. And if I was a at least nt ltn maybe my life would be ok, but I am sub 1.5 and autistic. I have never touched a woman, kissed a woman, hugged, and I am still a Virgin to this day. My 4'10 mother never would even kiss me goodnight bc I could hear her talking to my 5'2 father about how ugly I was and how she said she wish there was a miscarriage. I ate slop every day which explains my low bone mass, recessed manilla, non existent chin, my ramus doesn't even appear, my eyelid exposure is horrid, my eyes are brown and are turned upwards, negative canthal tilt, recessed hairline, jew nose, terrifying chin to lip to philitrum ratio, my zygos are basically nothing, my eyebrows are blond and uneven-so they are impossible to see, my yellow teeth are crooked and jagged and messed up as fuck, I have a the worst over bite in existence, my eyes are spread far apart and bulge outwards like a fucking bug, my chin is recessed, I still can't grow facial hair, I have pimples all over my dry ass face, my symmetry is fucked, I have 34% bf, narrow clavicle, low hyoid, basically the worst face in the book. I am scared of cameras. Typing this from my shitty cracked up samsung with McDonald's wifi (I don't even have a job I'm just sitting on the curb in the parking lot) makes me nervous enough that I may accidentally take a pic of myself and post it onto social media to where I will get ridiculed and doxxed and people will find me and end my Incel life. I was never popular, even from daycare, I was shoved around as the ugly ass fat kid, and I wasn't even smart. I was corny asf and no one liked me. I did have a fish, named Jordan, who I have dedicated this account to bc he has been my only friend, as if I were to share my hideous name online, I would get doxxed and murdered. Anytime I made a joke, the class would go silent and the teacher would call me out and make me apologize. One time, I used the bathroom in middle school, and that was a big mistake I made. I have always had a micropenis, even from the beginning. They took pictures of my dick while I was peeing in the stall and spread it online. I saw the teachers laughing about it and I was about to kms, but I got arrested and was put on probation and was given some shitty "therapy" because the doctor didn't even want to be near me. Eventually, I got mad at my therapist and slapped tf out of her bc she always would remind me of how God made us all equal in his image. Fuck her, because I was sub 2 and fat, unlovable, and a walking micropenis Incel. God didn't even love me. Went to church and none of the grandmas would even bat an eye at me, God I'm so fucking ugly and insufferable. By the age of 13 I stopped going to school to do home schooling from all of the bullying, so the last time I talked to someone else my age was when I accidentally looked at one of my cousins at a family gathering when I was gathering some slop to consume, God I'm so fucking fat and obnoxious, but no words were exchanged. The last time I spoke to a female was either my mother or when the occasion of only female cashiers are at the checkout, but they almost never interact with me. Whenever I go out of the abandoned house I live in for free that has no ac, electricity, or plumbing, I cover my ugly ass face and bring a charger to charge my phone at circle k or something. God I hate being so fucking broke, I steal vapes from dumpsters and on the ground and sell them to cool middle schoolers who would have most likely bullied me if I was in school with them. I want to die. I'm so fucking braindead and surrounded by my retarded schizo thoughts I can't process shit. When I get out of my house rarely, I hide my face in my hood and bring my shitty cracked ass samsung wherever I go to look at models like Chico and slayers like drago and ehrens ascension to cope even harder. God I hate my fat fucking self. Looks are everything, personality is really just 1% of the equation and the normies who think otherwise are lucky and living in the bliss of their ignorance. Think abt it for a sex. Paul walkers allegation, were brushed off and hardly talked about. (To be fair she wasn't too much younger than the age of consent and it wasn't 100% verified) But it was still out there. And then ugly people like that one YouTuber that got exposed and everybody hated them. I can't even remember there name I hate my autistic ass self. And the guy who shot that ceo was claimed as a hero because he was attractive (ceo was still kinda a bad guy) (or was he just ugly) and other assassins are dangerous murderers because they are sub 5. The black pill is real and I had to be the living example of the bad side of it, life is so unfair. I would rope, but my recessed chin and jaw wouldn't even be able to hold up the rope to choke me out. Instead, the rope would slide up my midface to my jew nose and hang me from there. And my voice is so disgusting and high pitched like a foid but not even in an attractive way it just sounds like a dork. My fingers are so greasy and I feel so shitty all the time, I'm always passed off, and I can't seem to catch a break. I want to die so bad. This is probably hell from a past life I lived in sin and now I'm facing my brutal and cruel consequences. I'm a jackass addict and I need help but there's no point bc it's too late. No amount of looksmaxing could even save me. If I got 10k the very first and foremost thing I would do is get surgery to attempt living at a max of ltn to maybe get a job and a half normal life. I would burn at the stake, roasting my skin off for the chance at a day of being mtn, my dream. But there's no point. I hate stupid larpers who come on the internet and act like they are ND and an incel. Fuck off. I'm most likely gonna end my pissy fucking life when I hit the big 40. Why not post my miserable sorry ass pathetic life on a page about bettering my looks.

There's so many ways to make money without showing your face
Money problem is entirely your fault
No money means no surgeries to fix your face
So you staying at subhuman is also entirely your fault
Being fat? Cmon, it's the bare minimum to NOT be fat and NOT have acne
In other words, it's mostly your fault
38 whole years to get your money up and you didn't....

 

[Vazelrr]

ong u literally have to purposefully try to be a virgin neet at 38 , theres no way this shit is possible

Foid or this nigga 100% trolling brah my father already had his life figured out by his 20s,no way you can possibly be 40 and have no direction in life

 

[ybuyhgui]

"chadlite"

Chudlite you sub 2 iq illiterate sperg

 

[ybuyhgui]

No money means no surgeries to fix your face

No surgeries are fixing this. It’s too late

 

[FiendFiend]

The advice he gives is real not some ‘don’t give up’ bs Reddit advice I’m reading these 14 year old’s give in the replies

oh no im not telling him to "never give up" nigga if he was in his 20s sure id tell him to go all in but nigga hes pushing 40. Its over bro. Hes clearly super low iq, autistic, never took matters in his own hands, he had opportunity to do that a long time ago im sure he saw roid forums and shit before but he didnt want to do shit, now he has to deal with the consequences.

Not everyone is born a millionaire, good looking or even average height, nigga u just deal with the cards ur dealt, if u cant do that nigga thats just on you bro.

 

[KeepCopingLads]

No surgeries are fixing this. It’s too late

Wdym

 

[IrishSlayer1483]

Ik but goyslop Def contributed to shortness

cope

 

[FiendFiend]

Foid or this nigga 100% trolling brah my father already had his life figured out by his 20s,no way you can possibly be 40 and have no direction in life

my uncle even roided and was on roid forums bro, worked dead end jobs, as this nigga is pushing 40 talking about his pet fish who died years ago. Has to be a troll no way its not

 

[FiendFiend]

I have wasted 38 worthless years on this earth- almost 4 decades of agony. All I do all day is daydream what would happen if I wasn't an ugly fucking dork in hs and actually got shit done. And if I was a at least nt ltn maybe my life would be ok, but I am sub 1.5 and autistic. I have never touched a woman, kissed a woman, hugged, and I am still a Virgin to this day. My 4'10 mother never would even kiss me goodnight bc I could hear her talking to my 5'2 father about how ugly I was and how she said she wish there was a miscarriage. I ate slop every day which explains my low bone mass, recessed manilla, non existent chin, my ramus doesn't even appear, my eyelid exposure is horrid, my eyes are brown and are turned upwards, negative canthal tilt, recessed hairline, jew nose, terrifying chin to lip to philitrum ratio, my zygos are basically nothing, my eyebrows are blond and uneven-so they are impossible to see, my yellow teeth are crooked and jagged and messed up as fuck, I have a the worst over bite in existence, my eyes are spread far apart and bulge outwards like a fucking bug, my chin is recessed, I still can't grow facial hair, I have pimples all over my dry ass face, my symmetry is fucked, I have 34% bf, narrow clavicle, low hyoid, basically the worst face in the book. I am scared of cameras. Typing this from my shitty cracked up samsung with McDonald's wifi (I don't even have a job I'm just sitting on the curb in the parking lot) makes me nervous enough that I may accidentally take a pic of myself and post it onto social media to where I will get ridiculed and doxxed and people will find me and end my Incel life. I was never popular, even from daycare, I was shoved around as the ugly ass fat kid, and I wasn't even smart. I was corny asf and no one liked me. I did have a fish, named Jordan, who I have dedicated this account to bc he has been my only friend, as if I were to share my hideous name online, I would get doxxed and murdered. Anytime I made a joke, the class would go silent and the teacher would call me out and make me apologize. One time, I used the bathroom in middle school, and that was a big mistake I made. I have always had a micropenis, even from the beginning. They took pictures of my dick while I was peeing in the stall and spread it online. I saw the teachers laughing about it and I was about to kms, but I got arrested and was put on probation and was given some shitty "therapy" because the doctor didn't even want to be near me. Eventually, I got mad at my therapist and slapped tf out of her bc she always would remind me of how God made us all equal in his image. Fuck her, because I was sub 2 and fat, unlovable, and a walking micropenis Incel. God didn't even love me. Went to church and none of the grandmas would even bat an eye at me, God I'm so fucking ugly and insufferable. By the age of 13 I stopped going to school to do home schooling from all of the bullying, so the last time I talked to someone else my age was when I accidentally looked at one of my cousins at a family gathering when I was gathering some slop to consume, God I'm so fucking fat and obnoxious, but no words were exchanged. The last time I spoke to a female was either my mother or when the occasion of only female cashiers are at the checkout, but they almost never interact with me. Whenever I go out of the abandoned house I live in for free that has no ac, electricity, or plumbing, I cover my ugly ass face and bring a charger to charge my phone at circle k or something. God I hate being so fucking broke, I steal vapes from dumpsters and on the ground and sell them to cool middle schoolers who would have most likely bullied me if I was in school with them. I want to die. I'm so fucking braindead and surrounded by my retarded schizo thoughts I can't process shit. When I get out of my house rarely, I hide my face in my hood and bring my shitty cracked ass samsung wherever I go to look at models like Chico and slayers like drago and ehrens ascension to cope even harder. God I hate my fat fucking self. Looks are everything, personality is really just 1% of the equation and the normies who think otherwise are lucky and living in the bliss of their ignorance. Think abt it for a sex. Paul walkers allegation, were brushed off and hardly talked about. (To be fair she wasn't too much younger than the age of consent and it wasn't 100% verified) But it was still out there. And then ugly people like that one YouTuber that got exposed and everybody hated them. I can't even remember there name I hate my autistic ass self. And the guy who shot that ceo was claimed as a hero because he was attractive (ceo was still kinda a bad guy) (or was he just ugly) and other assassins are dangerous murderers because they are sub 5. The black pill is real and I had to be the living example of the bad side of it, life is so unfair. I would rope, but my recessed chin and jaw wouldn't even be able to hold up the rope to choke me out. Instead, the rope would slide up my midface to my jew nose and hang me from there. And my voice is so disgusting and high pitched like a foid but not even in an attractive way it just sounds like a dork. My fingers are so greasy and I feel so shitty all the time, I'm always passed off, and I can't seem to catch a break. I want to die so bad. This is probably hell from a past life I lived in sin and now I'm facing my brutal and cruel consequences. I'm a jackass addict and I need help but there's no point bc it's too late. No amount of looksmaxing could even save me. If I got 10k the very first and foremost thing I would do is get surgery to attempt living at a max of ltn to maybe get a job and a half normal life. I would burn at the stake, roasting my skin off for the chance at a day of being mtn, my dream. But there's no point. I hate stupid larpers who come on the internet and act like they are ND and an incel. Fuck off. I'm most likely gonna end my pissy fucking life when I hit the big 40. Why not post my miserable sorry ass pathetic life on a page about bettering my looks.

lol so u lived thru roid forums, probably been on every niche side of the internet, and instead of taking a risk u rotted until ur 38 and talking to a bunch fo gen alpha children as a man pushing 40 about ur gold fish... no way nigga

 

[IrishSlayer1483]

Fuck.

i been doing this shit since primary school probably just the autism. i cant help but correct people

 

[IrishSlayer1483]

my uncle even roided and was on roid forums bro, worked dead end jobs, as this nigga is pushing 40 talking about his pet fish who died years ago. Has to be a troll no way its not

or he just a bitch

 

[ato]

you can hardmaxx to ltn/hltn, but if you're 5'2 its over man even with limb lengthening you'll be like 5'6

 

[ybuyhgui]

Wdym

hes pushing 40. Its over bro.

‘No surgery to fix the hole in your soul’

The reason it’s truly over is because he’s 40 years old, he’s not going to get back that lost time, any slaving away and grinding for surgery will be such little roi it’s simply not worth the effort. You’re also disregarding the fact that he claims to be nd, if he slaved away for 10 years perhaps (in some miracle world) he’d be able to reach mtn by 50 with 0 experience with women and literal autism. Stop giving people unrealistic solutions and give them reality - it’s over.

My advice would be either: rope, rot, or move abroad (not for geomaxxing but for living an easier life)

 

[Assymetry]

how are you 38 without 10k

Besides, it doesn’t matter anymore, getting surgery at 38 with only 10k and a shit base isn’t gonna change shit.

 

[ato]

lol so u lived thru roid forums, probably been on every niche side of the internet, and instead of taking a risk u rotted until ur 38 and talking to a bunch fo gen alpha children as a man pushing 40 about ur gold fish... no way nigga

i think hes trolling, either that or he has severe mental disorders

 

[FiendFiend]

eh I disgree but it'll be relatable to him

i mean i dont think he needs any advice idfk how u go until 40 doing literally fucking nothing. Ur mom literally calls u a subhuman and instead of being mad at ur hoe ass mom for fucking u over u just sit eating goy slop. Bro my dad is a deadbeat alcoholic and i refuse to talk to him and iterally dont go downstairs when hes awake. Tough shit.

Nigga thinks all of us didnt have it tough either as if we all arent recessed cucks, yeah we are but atleast we put our head down and rot and fix it not eat goy slop like retards

Natural selection, he made absolutely every wrong choice in life instead of owning up that he didnt play with the genetic hand he was dealt he is crying to us on the forum about his dead goldfish.

 

[FiendFiend]

i think hes trolling, either that or he has severe mental disorders

nigga u can put a down syndrome kid in his shoes he would still do better theres no way ts is real

 

[FiendFiend]

Besides, it doesn’t matter anymore, getting surgery at 38 with only 10k and a shit base isn’t gonna change shit.

its too late. His collagen is probably raped, he never took care of his acne, his health is dog shit bro i doubt he will make it 20 more years. Better to be a NEET whos normal weight than an obese pig neet crying about how the world is to blame for your issues when u didnt even try to stand up for urself

idc how hard ur mom or dad beat u or didnt love u, if u dont have a fire to fight back against it ur a pussy and a dog and u deserve ur fate

 

[Assymetry]

its too late. His collagen is probably raped, he never took care of his acne, his health is dog shit bro i doubt he will make it 20 more years. Better to be a NEET whos normal weight than an obese pig neet crying about how the world is to blame for your issues when u didnt even try to stand up for urself

idc how hard ur mom or dad beat u or didnt love u, if u dont have a fire to fight back against it ur a pussy and a dog and u deserve ur fate

I’d have to disagree, he’s been dealt a horrible hand. Yes, he could have done some things like hop on accutane, wear an spf, get in shape. But if you are extremely short, have bad genes and are autistic. Not even a million in hardmaxxes would save you. If I were in his situation I’d do the same. I have a very easy situation, MTN, 5’11, 19, stable living situation, barely have to spend any of my own money on food and shit. The only thing holding me back is being khhv and ND.

 

[FiendFiend]

I’d have to disagree, he’s been dealt a horrible hand. Yes, he could have done some things like hop on accutane, wear an spf, get in shape. But if you are extremely short, have bad genes and are autistic. Not even a million in hardmaxxes would save you. If I were in his situation I’d do the same. I have a very easy situation, MTN, 5’11, 19, stable living situation, barely have to spend any of my own money on food and shit. The only thing holding me back is being khhv and ND.

nigga he wasnt in shape ONCE in his life. Accutane has been around since 1982 nigga, it was talked about on roid forums i refuse to beleive he never saw the word accutane before he was 30. Also he didnt even contact anyone on the parenting thing, he just let it happen. Bro hes acting like he was raised in some weird 90s cult where he couldnt speak up against his mom or something or he would be castrated. Homie idgaf how abusive ur parents r if u dont even fight back thats genually a skill issue.

Nah bro if i was in his situation even if i was subhuman i would have worked, atleast took care of my health? Maybe tried roiding, also he grew up in a complete different period of dating and shit bro subhumans were getting buns. Nigga never took SSRI's. Bro all this shit im talking about was popular in the 80s, this shit was over the counter like candy.

Hell nah nigga i got 0 sympathy for him, he fully deserves to be in his spot idk why he thinks he deserves to be at some higher spot if hes not trolling which it looks like a troll he just made acc recently

 

[FiendFiend]

nigga he wasnt in shape ONCE in his life. Accutane has been around since 1982 nigga, it was talked about on roid forums i refuse to beleive he never saw the word accutane before he was 30. Also he didnt even contact anyone on the parenting thing, he just let it happen. Bro hes acting like he was raised in some weird 90s cult where he couldnt speak up against his mom or something or he would be castrated. Homie idgaf how abusive ur parents r if u dont even fight back thats genually a skill issue.

Nah bro if i was in his situation even if i was subhuman i would have worked, atleast took care of my health? Maybe tried roiding, also he grew up in a complete different period of dating and shit bro subhumans were getting buns. Nigga never took SSRI's. Bro all this shit im talking about was popular in the 80s, this shit was over the counter like candy.

Hell nah nigga i got 0 sympathy for him, he fully deserves to be in his spot idk why he thinks he deserves to be at some higher spot if hes not trolling which it looks like a troll he just made acc recently

not only that nigga doesnt have basic hygiene to brush his teeth, he slapped his therapist, this shit sounds like larp but in the 1% chance its ot, he deserves all the shit he got coming to him.

 

[Assymetry]

Foid or this nigga 100% trolling brah my father already had his life figured out by his 20s,no way you can possibly be 40 and have no direction in life

I am fearing that life, so currently I am dumping nearly all of my monthly salary into s&p 500 for surgery and the future. I don’t need surgery, but the BP is eating my brain like it’s cordyceps.

 

[FiendFiend]

I am fearing that life, so currently I am dumping nearly all of my monthly salary into s&p 500 for surgery and the future. I don’t need surgery, but the BP is eating my brain like it’s cordyceps.

good, as you should, u probably will find someway like 99% of men do into some womens pants before 30. Men are willing to lift heavy asf weights for years for some pussy and injevt random chemicals. U will just adapt to what u need to do to get pussy lol.

Even good looking guys to lose their virginity had to jump thru hoops of sneaking in a girls house at night when her parents werent home to crack and shit. That shit isnt handed on a silver platter to no one, not even chad

 

[Vazelrr]

Why's there so many greys in this thread

 

[Assymetry]

good, as you should, u probably will find someway like 99% of men do into some womens pants before 30. Men are willing to lift heavy asf weights for years for some pussy and injevt random chemicals. U will just adapt to what u need to do to get pussy lol.

Even good looking guys to lose their virginity had to jump thru hoops of sneaking in a girls house at night when her parents werent home to crack and shit. That shit isnt handed on a silver platter to no one, not even chad

It got handed on a silver platter multiple times this year and fucked it all up, there is something wrong with my brain chemistry. Probably going to therapy.

 

[shessonice]

Why's there so many greys in this thread
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takes a while to read, the nigga wrote a novel

 

[FiendFiend]

It got handed on a silver platter multiple times this year and fucked it all up, there is something wrong with my brain chemistry. Probably going to therapy.

i literally declined a foid b4 cuz i thought i was such a sigma lion for rejecting a girl or something

 

[FiendFiend]

It got handed on a silver platter multiple times this year and fucked it all up, there is something wrong with my brain chemistry. Probably going to therapy.

btw u should get masseter botox if u got clenching issue im getting it in 3 days. u dont need thousands...

 

[Assymetry]

btw u should get masseter botox if u got clenching issue im getting it in 3 days. u dont need thousands...

I should probably make an appointment soon, it will ascend me hard compared to the cost. Less masseter, means less bloat. My bizygomatic to bigonial will improve too. If I don’t get masseter Botox I will need too big zygo implants (I can’t go larger than 3mm on each side laterally, or my ESR will be fucked) I need to book a consultation with the clinic for the implants soon, I don’t have the money yet, but I will somewhere beginning q4 next year. Very interested about the cost of the implants themselves, for the surgery itself they only charge 3k with anaesthesia.

 

[Assymetry]

btw u should get masseter botox if u got clenching issue im getting it in 3 days. u dont need thousands...

I don’t have clenching issues or tmj, but the dentist said I do have bruxism, he said I am wearing my teeth down at night.

 

[FiendFiend]

I don’t have clenching issues or tmj, but the dentist said I do have bruxism, he said I am wearing my teeth down at night.

thats cuz of enlarged masseters dude get botox done so u stop clenching down at night nigga...

its dirt cheap too, also u look good bro, once u get botox masseter u will be mid htn u got very good base as it is

 

[FiendFiend]

I should probably make an appointment soon, it will ascend me hard compared to the cost. Less masseter, means less bloat. My bizygomatic to bigonial will improve too. If I don’t get masseter Botox I will need too big zygo implants (I can’t go larger than 3mm on each side laterally, or my ESR will be fucked) I need to book a consultation with the clinic for the implants soon, I don’t have the money yet, but I will somewhere beginning q4 next year. Very interested about the cost of the implants themselves, for the surgery itself they only charge 3k with anaesthesia.

i think u need ur ears tucked back and ur actively get botox in ur masseters and u will fix ur bruxism too, u look very good bhai are u estonian by chance u lowkey look similair to me

 

[Assymetry]

thats cuz of enlarged masseters dude get botox done so u stop clenching down at night nigga...

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its dirt cheap too, also u look good bro, once u get botox masseter u will be mid htn u got very good base as it is

How often do I need to get it? Every 6 months? €600 a year isn’t that crazy tbh. Ofc it is in the long run. But this isn’t a filler vs implant type of issue.

 

[Assymetry]

i think u need ur ears tucked back and ur actively get botox in ur masseters and u will fix ur bruxism too, u look very good bhai are u estonian by chance u lowkey look similair to me

I am Dutch, I am not bothered by my ears that much. I know otoplasty is only 3k, but it is low priority, just like my ptosis surgery (which is only €1k) bought some nose drops to put on my eyelids (same active ingredients as upneeq, except it’s dirt cheap).

 

[FiendFiend]

How often do I need to get it? Every 6 months? €600 a year isn’t that crazy tbh. Ofc it is in the long run. But this isn’t a filler vs implant type of issue.

prob once every year, botox isnt filler, botox is a chemical to make ur muscles more sterile and less active so it will fix ur bruxism and make ur jaw less bloated. Im getting filler done too but filler and botox are completely different , botox cant migrate jfl ur body flushes it out since its technically a snake poison.

 

[Assymetry]

prob once every year, botox isnt filler, botox is a chemical to make ur muscles more sterile and less active so it will fix ur bruxism and make ur jaw less bloated. Im getting filler done too but filler and botox are completely different , botox cant migrate jfl ur body flushes it out since its technically a snake poison.

I know the difference between botox and filler. I meant both botox and filler are a reoccurring cost. While implants are an alternative for filler on areas like jaw and zygo. There is no real one time payment option for masseter reduction.

 

[Assymetry]

prob once every year, botox isnt filler, botox is a chemical to make ur muscles more sterile and less active so it will fix ur bruxism and make ur jaw less bloated. Im getting filler done too but filler and botox are completely different , botox cant migrate jfl ur body flushes it out since its technically a snake poison.

It will even improve my fucked jaw frontal angle, holy benefits.

 

[bantheundead]

I have wasted 38 worthless years on this earth- almost 4 decades of agony. All I do all day is daydream what would happen if I wasn't an ugly fucking dork in hs and actually got shit done. And if I was a at least nt ltn maybe my life would be ok, but I am sub 1.5 and autistic. I have never touched a woman, kissed a woman, hugged, and I am still a Virgin to this day. My 4'10 mother never would even kiss me goodnight bc I could hear her talking to my 5'2 father about how ugly I was and how she said she wish there was a miscarriage. I ate slop every day which explains my low bone mass, recessed manilla, non existent chin, my ramus doesn't even appear, my eyelid exposure is horrid, my eyes are brown and are turned upwards, negative canthal tilt, recessed hairline, jew nose, terrifying chin to lip to philitrum ratio, my zygos are basically nothing, my eyebrows are blond and uneven-so they are impossible to see, my yellow teeth are crooked and jagged and messed up as fuck, I have a the worst over bite in existence, my eyes are spread far apart and bulge outwards like a fucking bug, my chin is recessed, I still can't grow facial hair, I have pimples all over my dry ass face, my symmetry is fucked, I have 34% bf, narrow clavicle, low hyoid, basically the worst face in the book. I am scared of cameras. Typing this from my shitty cracked up samsung with McDonald's wifi (I don't even have a job I'm just sitting on the curb in the parking lot) makes me nervous enough that I may accidentally take a pic of myself and post it onto social media to where I will get ridiculed and doxxed and people will find me and end my Incel life. I was never popular, even from daycare, I was shoved around as the ugly ass fat kid, and I wasn't even smart. I was corny asf and no one liked me. I did have a fish, named Jordan, who I have dedicated this account to bc he has been my only friend, as if I were to share my hideous name online, I would get doxxed and murdered. Anytime I made a joke, the class would go silent and the teacher would call me out and make me apologize. One time, I used the bathroom in middle school, and that was a big mistake I made. I have always had a micropenis, even from the beginning. They took pictures of my dick while I was peeing in the stall and spread it online. I saw the teachers laughing about it and I was about to kms, but I got arrested and was put on probation and was given some shitty "therapy" because the doctor didn't even want to be near me. Eventually, I got mad at my therapist and slapped tf out of her bc she always would remind me of how God made us all equal in his image. Fuck her, because I was sub 2 and fat, unlovable, and a walking micropenis Incel. God didn't even love me. Went to church and none of the grandmas would even bat an eye at me, God I'm so fucking ugly and insufferable. By the age of 13 I stopped going to school to do home schooling from all of the bullying, so the last time I talked to someone else my age was when I accidentally looked at one of my cousins at a family gathering when I was gathering some slop to consume, God I'm so fucking fat and obnoxious, but no words were exchanged. The last time I spoke to a female was either my mother or when the occasion of only female cashiers are at the checkout, but they almost never interact with me. Whenever I go out of the abandoned house I live in for free that has no ac, electricity, or plumbing, I cover my ugly ass face and bring a charger to charge my phone at circle k or something. God I hate being so fucking broke, I steal vapes from dumpsters and on the ground and sell them to cool middle schoolers who would have most likely bullied me if I was in school with them. I want to die. I'm so fucking braindead and surrounded by my retarded schizo thoughts I can't process shit. When I get out of my house rarely, I hide my face in my hood and bring my shitty cracked ass samsung wherever I go to look at models like Chico and slayers like drago and ehrens ascension to cope even harder. God I hate my fat fucking self. Looks are everything, personality is really just 1% of the equation and the normies who think otherwise are lucky and living in the bliss of their ignorance. Think abt it for a sex. Paul walkers allegation, were brushed off and hardly talked about. (To be fair she wasn't too much younger than the age of consent and it wasn't 100% verified) But it was still out there. And then ugly people like that one YouTuber that got exposed and everybody hated them. I can't even remember there name I hate my autistic ass self. And the guy who shot that ceo was claimed as a hero because he was attractive (ceo was still kinda a bad guy) (or was he just ugly) and other assassins are dangerous murderers because they are sub 5. The black pill is real and I had to be the living example of the bad side of it, life is so unfair. I would rope, but my recessed chin and jaw wouldn't even be able to hold up the rope to choke me out. Instead, the rope would slide up my midface to my jew nose and hang me from there. And my voice is so disgusting and high pitched like a foid but not even in an attractive way it just sounds like a dork. My fingers are so greasy and I feel so shitty all the time, I'm always passed off, and I can't seem to catch a break. I want to die so bad. This is probably hell from a past life I lived in sin and now I'm facing my brutal and cruel consequences. I'm a jackass addict and I need help but there's no point bc it's too late. No amount of looksmaxing could even save me. If I got 10k the very first and foremost thing I would do is get surgery to attempt living at a max of ltn to maybe get a job and a half normal life. I would burn at the stake, roasting my skin off for the chance at a day of being mtn, my dream. But there's no point. I hate stupid larpers who come on the internet and act like they are ND and an incel. Fuck off. I'm most likely gonna end my pissy fucking life when I hit the big 40. Why not post my miserable sorry ass pathetic life on a page about bettering my looks.

somebody give bro a hug

 

[m0ss26]

read carefully, this is ur future @shieldzz

generational beef

 

[xevuxia]

Brain dead nigga

Alexander the Great was 32 years old when he conquered the known world

 

[Cagern0]

Brutal

 

[ProBono]

never seen this copypasta before

 

[ProBono]

read every molecule, there is no advice anyone here can give you because it's fucking over and doomed and no amount of copes like "softmaxxing" are even close to relevant

give solution

 

[ForestRotter]

 

[OneCopDayKepRopAway]

DNR just pay an escort

Give solution

nigga don't think about escorts as people who lay with anyone, they can refuse you jfl Imagine getting refused by chinese 5$ whore id rope

 

[Soychadcell]

bro trust dont worry about stuff u cant control outside of ur mind. change what u can, softmax, get some surgeries if u can. ur life isnt over bro ur only halfway through. use this as a marker and see urself as a new person and change what u can. if u cant change ur looks, change ur mind. if u cant have kids and leave that on the earth, leave some other kind of legacy on the earth. i believe in u g.

He is 38, it’s over