I am a bad motherfucker

[Zeruel]

Im forced to see my own blood and the blood of other people at least once every two weeks.

To think that people are so pathetic that they would collapse from seeing a blood bag in person is so amusing to me since I’ve been forced to have my vein stabbed and had a contraption stuck to me so i can have blood transfused into me since i was a baby for at least twice a week for my entire life.

My life is so worthless and disposable that it would actually be a good thing if someone like me dies since then people won’t have to donate their blood pointlessly to a genetic dead end but instead to people who actually have healthy bodies.

Not to mention this anemic bullshit is hereditary, so even if i get married, if my wife happens to have anemic traits my kid will be forced to endure the same shitty existence as me.

But I’ve been alone my entire life anyway.

I just love it when my mother gives me examples of MARRIED women who happen to have the same condition as me but she coincidentally ignores the ugly incels (like her own son)

What makes you fuckers think i won’t be the first person from this forum to go ER and slash some fucking throats when i almost have every valid reason and almost even an obligation to do so?

 

[Deleted member 21628]

over for your thin blood genes

 

[Bashan]

Since when do you get iron injections twice a week? there are shots that would boost your ferritin like crazy after 1 injection, enough for a year. You literally can't store Iron even right to the vein? what do you have

 

[Zeruel]

Since when do you get iron injections twice a week? there are shots that would boost your ferritin like crazy after 1 injection, enough for a year. You literally can't store Iron even right to the vein? what do you have

Thallassemia beta major, I’m actually overloaded with iron so i take 5 pills a day so i can decrease the ferritin.

I’ve been getting blood transfusions when i was around 5 months old.

 

[Bashan]

Thallassemia beta major, I’m actually overloaded with iron so i take 5 pills a day so i can decrease the ferritin.

I’ve been getting blood transfusions when i was around 5 months old.

Why doesn't they give you less iron at each injection? what's the logic there? I'm sure there is, just asking. Like, why do you have to get overloaded?

What's your average hemoglobin with the injections

 

[Zeruel]

Why doesn't they give you less iron at each injection? what's the logic there? I'm sure there is, just asking. Like, why do you have to get overloaded?

What's your average hemoglobin with the injections

I don’t get iron injections. I take meds to reduce iron and receive two bags of blood.

My hemoglobin after a blood transfusion is around 125 and after 2 weeks it’s around 90.

 

[Bashan]

I don’t get iron injections. I take meds to reduce iron and receive two bags of blood.

My hemoglobin after a blood transfusion is around 125 and after 2 weeks it’s around 90.

Good lord this is so brutal. You're not planning on having kids I guess?

 

[Zeruel]

Good lord this is so brutal. You're not planning on having kids I guess?

My orthodox christian parents are trying to set me up with a girl for marriage but we have only been talking since September 1st via email since she’s across the Atlantic Ocean and has explicitly said “ i have to see you in-person to know if you’re the one for sure” which is natural but you can tell what that means probably.

 

[Bashan]

My orthodox christian parents are trying to set me up with a girl for marriage but we have only been talking since September 1st via email since she’s across the Atlantic Ocean and has explicitly said “ i have to see you in-person to know if you’re the one for sure” which is natural but you can tell what that means probably.

Don't do it ngl. I know, it's brutal. But you're not a guy to carry on his genes. You might bring serious suffering.

 

[Bashan]

Did it effect your face?
are you generally ''healthy''?
any serious complications?

 

[Zeruel]

Don't do it ngl. I know, it's brutal. But you're not a guy to carry on his genes. You might bring serious suffering.

I’ll keep looking for something that will console me and wipe my unwanted thoughts.

that’s all i can do.

 

[Zeruel]

Did it effect your face?
are you generally ''healthy''?
any serious complications?

No but for other people who have Thallassemia but didn’t receive blood transfusions in the span of months because there was less blood donors in the 70s and 80s in my communist Balkan country and those people have a 1 psl skull deformity with a massive massive forehead.

I guess I’m a slightly darker guy, like south Italian or Indian looking pheno and when i have a high hemoglobin I’m kinda dark looking and when it’s low it’s like this weird pale piss color.

I can’t do any serious gymmaxing since my heart is naturally weaker but that’s it.

 

[Bashan]

those people have a 1 psl skull deformity with a massive massive forehead.

Does it happen only during development or it can occur at any age?

 

[BearBoy]

Yeah whatever tough guy, you wanna come to Germany? maybe we can drink some beers and I can get you laid.

 

[Zeruel]

Does it happen only during development or it can occur at any age?

During development.

 

[Bashan]

During development.

Wish you luck Iron man. My hemoglobin is 16 (ideal) which is unfortunate since I feel like shit still. Wish I had ''natural Anemia'' so I would have something to fix.

 

[Zeruel]

Wish you luck Iron man. My hemoglobin is 16 (ideal) which is unfortunate since I feel like shit still. Wish I had ''natural Anemia'' so I would have something to fix.

16 or 160???? Cuz 16 is corpse tier, or are we using some kind of different measurements?

 

[Bashan]

16 or 160???? Cuz 16 is corpse tier, or are we using some kind of different measurements?

Different measurement.

The normal Hb level for males is 14 to 18 g/dl; that for females is 12 to 16 g/dl.

 

[Zeruel]

Different measurement.

The normal Hb level for males is 14 to 18 g/dl; that for females is 12 to 16 g/dl.

I use g/l . I see how it works now. 1 = 10

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[Bashan]

I use g/l . I see how it works now. 1 = 10

How's your folate and B12?

 

[Zeruel]

How's your folate and B12?

I actually don’t know but i don’t believe I’m deficient since the doctor hasn’t told me to take anything.

I’m gonna get it checked today anyway i’m pretty sure.

 

[Bashan]

I actually don’t know but i don’t believe I’m deficient since the doctor hasn’t told me to take anything.

I’m gonna get it checked today anyway i’m pretty sure.

They don't give a fuck. In your case I guess they pay more attention but you'd be surprise.

 

[Dystopian]

Dnrd but go ER, don’t be a faggot