I am a fucking failure I cant take this nomore

[aviar]

I am suffering from depression at just 15 years everyday my thoughts hit harder. My life is fucking miserable. I do anything against my depression, still nobody knows about it just my parents and selfharm is the only escape for me i have these fucking scars from the razor blade on my body. I fucking hate myself for that but it just helps me. In real life I am always happy and nobody gets suspicious but always when i laugh and do something i like i feel this kind of emptiness inside of me…

I just needed to talk about it

 

[alurmo]

all it takes is a good dose of mdma then ur good

 

[LTNUser]

Dude,you are just 15
You have enough time ahead so stop thinking about how miserable you are or what mistakes you've made in the past
If you keep thinking about the same thing everyday you'll never be able to make progress

If you don't have friends,go outside to a park or field and start playing with people of your age(like with 2 or 3 guys)and slowly build a good friendship with them
Start making little social connections now because if you miss out currently then you won't have the opportunity in the future ahead

Even,I was like you at 15 and wasted my day overthinking every single thing but when I started to go outside frequently,interact a bit with other people,
and focused on what I should've done at that time,I started to feel a lot more better and gained some hope back

 

[aviar]

Dude,you are just 15
You have enough time ahead so stop thinking about how miserable you are or what mistakes you've made in the past
If you keep thinking about the same thing everyday you'll never be able to make progress

If you don't have friends,go outside to a park or field and start playing with people of your age(like with 2 or 3 guys)and slowly build a good friendship with them
Start making little social connections now because if you miss out currently then you won't have the opportunity in the future ahead

Even,I was like you at 15 and wasted my day overthinking every single thing but when I started to go outside frequently,interact a bit with other people,
and focused on what I should've done at that time,I started to feel a lot more better and gained some hope back

I have many friends my life is acctually great but I am mentally ill i cant do anything about it thats what depression is i‘ve already when to therapists but I didnt really help

 

[aviar]

Dude,you are just 15
You have enough time ahead so stop thinking about how miserable you are or what mistakes you've made in the past
If you keep thinking about the same thing everyday you'll never be able to make progress

If you don't have friends,go outside to a park or field and start playing with people of your age(like with 2 or 3 guys)and slowly build a good friendship with them
Start making little social connections now because if you miss out currently then you won't have the opportunity in the future ahead

Even,I was like you at 15 and wasted my day overthinking every single thing but when I started to go outside frequently,interact a bit with other people,
and focused on what I should've done at that time,I started to feel a lot more better and gained some hope back

I am now just trying to talk about it with other people may it helps

 

[User28823]

all it takes is a good dose of mdma then ur good

my cousin did that then roped on the come down leaving his gf to find him

 

[alurmo]

my cousin did that then roped on the come down leaving his gf to find him

yeah its come down is shit bc u will miss the seratonin uptake on it
that's why u should only take it like a couple times a year at a festival or smt
but its good on its own too

 

[aviar]

my cousin did that then roped on the come down leaving his gf to find him

Drugs and alcohol is the only way for me

 

[User28823]

yeah its come down is shit bc u will miss the seratonin uptake on it
that's why u should only take it like a couple times a year at a festival or smt
but its good on its own too

thats what he did... brootal.