I am a piece of shit that never took care of himself or anything else a true born rotter

[Panzram]

Anyone else feel like they are just not capable of taking care of shit? Anything really, even the simplest things like brushing teeth or feeding the dogs or mowing the lawn I could never do like a man in time and without procrastination. I wish I had the balls to kill myself brutally, like slitting my throat or cutting by stomach open and die like a true piece of shit. But that takes too much resolve and guts, something I never had. No, seriously, I don't know if this is ADHD or executive function disorder, but I curse the day I was born. My whole life was spent rotting, a bigger rotter than me was never born.

 

[Deleted member 115294]

Anyone else feel like they are just not capable of taking care of shit? Anything really, even the simplest things like brushing teeth or feeding the dogs or mowing the lawn I could never do like a man in time and without procrastination. I wish I had the balls to kill myself brutally, like slitting my throat or cutting by stomach open and die like a true piece of shit. But that takes too much resolve and guts, something I never had. No, seriously, I don't know if this is ADHD or executive function disorder, but I curse the day I was born. My whole life was spent rotting, a bigger rotter than me was never born.

feel the same tbh, i've become a king of procrastrination, its over actually if i dont fix it when i start uni

 

[Deleted member 115294]

Anyone else feel like they are just not capable of taking care of shit? Anything really, even the simplest things like brushing teeth or feeding the dogs or mowing the lawn I could never do like a man in time and without procrastination. I wish I had the balls to kill myself brutally, like slitting my throat or cutting by stomach open and die like a true piece of shit. But that takes too much resolve and guts, something I never had. No, seriously, I don't know if this is ADHD or executive function disorder, but I curse the day I was born. My whole life was spent rotting, a bigger rotter than me was never born.

have u ever tried adderall?

 

[Panzram]

have u ever tried adderall?

I snorted speed, it's the same right? But found it too much for daily use.

 

[Deleted member 115294]

I snorted speed, it's the same right? But found it too much for daily use.

 

[Panzram]

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Nah bro, downers are my thing. I don't like my heart going 180 bpm while I am trying to chill. I did type SUPER fast while high on speed tho, it feels like a superpower.