" Í am absolutely consumed by sex and lust."

[Squidwardmaxx]

I've always been somewhat naturally alpha... dominant, aloof, cocky-funny. However the way I was raised in my family I wasnt raised to be outwardly confident and hold frame, so shedding that brainwashing has been an ongoing challenge. The inner me is strong and self assured and I sometimes dissociate into this fake weak person that I've been taught to be. Its weird, I am like the ultimate walking contradiction, the girls who really know the real me say im the one of the most dominant, cocky assholes theyve ever met, but I have been trained to not show that side of myself and I am trying to undo that. It's like i forget the rules of engagement and forget that I am allowed to show my masculinity. It's like my inner frame is incongruent with my outer frame.

 

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[Squidwardmaxx]

You may never live that down... But hang about, you might enjoy the banter