I am ashamed and feel worthless for not having decently young and cute kemonowaifu, and need therapy to help with it

[Napoleon de Geso]

Based therapy, to help with OCD and anxiety, so could be easier to do projects of EA/SEAmaxxing and search for cute (by my standards) and decently young (18-20, (or even below, if good circumstances) while I chronologically twice older) kemonowaifu of culture, not feminist-normtard indoctrination, morally castrating me into cuck who lowering standards and going for "women my age".

In my shame and sadness of not having kemonowaifu, I also stand in my honor and glory of standardcel who refusing to go for old ugly roasties