I am at my friend's place while he has gone outside to his workplace. He gave me the keys.

[Deleted member 279298]

sadly it’s one of the only escapes that i have.

even though im alone most of the day (we have 2 houses and my dad goes out to work and my mom goes to our other house) so I just live in peace.

This is after school btw, so yeah dats pretty much it

 

[pslturi]

even though im alone most of the day (we have 2 houses and my dad goes out to work and my mom goes to our other house) so I just live in peace.

This is after school btw, so yeah dats pretty much it

nah man my living situation is really bad and shitty

i don’t have many options.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

is it just an empty apatment?

It's a two room apartment. He does have furniture and stuff if that's what you meant. If I lived alone, I wouldn't even own any furniture. Just a mattress on the floor.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

yes when im old enough, best way to die is to live till 60 then pop some pills and lay down in the mountains and die alone, then let your corpse be untouched and let the nature absorb your energy

I imagine living in the mountains is difficult and yet beautiful.

 

[rawr]

I don't really have goals in my life anymore.

Why?

The only goal I have is to get my university degree and I'm working towards that. Hopefully by the time I'm 35 I will have achieved my goal.

Do you need your university degree to be a teacher?

 

[Deleted member 279298]

nah man my living situation is really bad and shitty

i don’t have many options.

I have many friends irl but they dont think the way I do so i prefer to be alone. I have 30 miscalls and my socials are disabled, its like i dissapeared

 

[Deleted member 246792]

It's a two room apartment. He does have furniture and stuff if that's what you meant. If I lived alone, I wouldn't even own any furniture. Just a mattress on the floor.

yeah I ment that,


also this is my future ngl

ill have something like this with a few things that cats enjoy so my cats have a good life

 

[Deleted member 279298]

I imagine living in the mountains is difficult and yet beautiful.

Yes here in kashmir it is

 

[rawr]

It's a two room apartment.

God bro that's the dream

 

[Deleted member 279298]

my future ngl
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ill have something like this with a few things that cats enjoy so my cats have a good life

if i dont become a succesful (redacted, @Gengar’s Ghost knows) I will move to the mountains permanently and live like a monk

 

[nigHT.143]

I imagine living in the mountains is difficult and yet beautiful.

how will u mod in the mountains? the internet must be quite slow there

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

So I stay in some rent place that I rent from some other family members(lowered price ofc but still jewish) and on summer breaks and breaks after exams I go and countrysidemaxx

You rent from your own family? Jeez. I have a house that's rented out, but we refuse to charge them because they are family. Plus he was also very generous when I was over there for a short time, years before we let them stay at our place.

 

[Deleted member 279298]

fuck dude I need to go to a conference tommorow and i need to prepare but im so tired and want to be alone but i know i can do it but i also cant what do i do

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Yeah of course, I wanna have the family I wish I had.
And I wanna give my kids the life that I wanted as-well

That's nice, bhai. I do not want kids myself.

 

[Deleted member 246792]

if i dont become a succesful (redacted, @Gengar’s Ghost knows) I will move to the mountains permanently and live like a monk

nice
I will live in the alps and kms when my cats die if my life dosent work out

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

fuck dude I need to go to a conference tommorow and i need to prepare but im so tired and want to be alone but i know i can do it but i also cant what do i do

Just go and prepare, and sleep on time so that you can do your best.

 

[Deleted member 279298]

Just go and prepare, and sleep on time so that you can do your best.

Cant, I already know sleep wont work, I am trying to calm myself right now, will pull an all nighter listening to music and prepariing

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

also how is everything going?

are you still doing the internship bhai

Everything is OK so far, thanks for asking. Yes, I am still doing my internship. I have to give an entire lesson this month, and so I needed a laptop to work on everything. It's why I am at my friend's place. I suggested I just do the work there instead of borrowing his laptop again. After a few replies, I will work on it. Lesson planning is quite extensive to say the least.

 

[pslturi]

Everything is OK so far, thanks for asking. Yes, I am still doing my internship. I have to give an entire lesson this month, and so I needed a laptop to work on everything. It's why I am at my friend's place. I suggested I just do the work there instead of borrowing his laptop again. After a few replies, I will work on it. Lesson planning is quite extensive to say the least.

sounds good.

glad ur doing okay and all
still wishing you luck on everything

hopefully all things go to plan

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Why?

Do you need your university degree to be a teacher?

Because I am a pessimistic nihilist. I don't see the meaning in things that others see meaning. Such as wanting to become a parent. And yes, you cannot be a teacher without a degree. It's different in other countries, you can even teach if you have another degree. But in order to teach here, you need to go through a teacher training program that is four years long. Without it, you cannot become a teacher.

 

[Deleted member 279298]

Im a volcel, I have been approached and im 100 percent sure ill be approached tommorow too, i dont know why talking to people doesnt interest me, they seem like such a hassle to talk to, even when its people admiring me and people whom i want to become like.

 

[Deleted member 279298]

Why is everybody so dumb

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

yeah I ment that,


also this is my future ngl
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ill have something like this with a few things that cats enjoy so my cats have a good life

I don't think I would even want a TV or even a couch, I would just own a mattress and a computer, I don't need anything else. I would heavily consider keeping a pet though, it's too lifeless otherwise. The

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

God bro that's the dream

Yeah, I see the appeal in apartments as well..

 

[Deleted member 279298]

nice
I will live in the alps and kms when my cats die if my life dosent work out

I dont want to have a companian, nobody, just me my thoughts and a recorder to listen to my thoughts later

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

how will u mod in the mountains? the internet must be quite slow there

Exactly. It's not doable.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

nice
I will live in the alps and kms when my cats die if my life dosent work out

Don't kys bhai but then again I can understand why men in situations like these do it. There's just no fucking point.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Cant, I already know sleep wont work, I am trying to calm myself right now, will pull an all nighter listening to music and prepariing

Alright then. Good luck bhai. I will be working on my uni stuff.

 

[Deleted member 246792]

I don't think I would even want a TV or even a couch, I would just own a mattress and a computer, I don't need anything else. I would heavily consider keeping a pet though, it's too lifeless otherwise. The

I think life would be unberable without a pet for 10+years just being alone
crazy thing is that people like that just used to live
pre internet 1600s farmers that never married and spent their lives after 14-18 just rotting in a small house without anyone

 

[Deleted member 246792]

Don't kys bhai but then again I can understand why men in situations like these do it. There's just no fucking point.

its only if everything I try to do fails

 

[nigHT.143]

Exactly. It's not doable.

unless u quit modding. hopefully u plan to at sm point

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

sounds good.

glad ur doing okay and all
still wishing you luck on everything

hopefully all things go to plan

Thank you bhaijaan! Wishing you the best as well.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Im a volcel, I have been approached and im 100 percent sure ill be approached tommorow too, i dont know why talking to people doesnt interest me, they seem like such a hassle to talk to, even when its people admiring me and people whom i want to become like.

Suffering from success. Can't relate.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I think life would be unberable without a pet for 10+years just being alone
crazy thing is that people like that just used to live
pre internet 1600s farmers that never married and spent their lives after 14-18 just rotting in a small house without anyone

You are right. I do not know how others do it. I do not know how I will do it. Did they really live completely alone back then? Seems horrible.

 

[Deleted member 279298]

Suffering from success. Can't relate.

I would much rather be an incel who rots than be a guy with expectations

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

its only if everything I try to do fails

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

unless u quit modding. hopefully u plan to at sm point

Why

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I would much rather be an incel who rots than be a guy with expectations

Okay bhai I'm gonna go now. Good luck tomorrow.

 

[Deleted member 279298]

You are right. I do not know how others do it. I do not know how I will do it. Did they really live completely alone back then? Seems horrible.

text me on whatsapp when youre free

 

[Deleted member 279298]

wqi

Okay bhai I'm gonna go now. Good luck tomorrow.

wait noooooo text me on whatsapp when free

 

[Deleted member 279298]

wqi

wait noooooo text me on whatsapp when free

NOOOO MISSED A MESSAGE

 

[nigHT.143]

Why

js like retirement. i wouldnt want to die of a heart attack while reading a ban appeal

 

[Deleted member 246792]

You are right. I do not know how others do it. I do not know how I will do it. Did they really live completely alone back then? Seems horrible.

yeah
I remember times where my parents/siblings left in the morning before I woke up (for a short trip or something) and waking up in the morning without anybody in the house was very weierd.

would be brutal ngl

 

[Deleted member 279298]

yeah
I remember times where my parents/siblings left in the morning before I woke up (for a short trip or something) and waking up in the morning without anybody in the house was very weierd.


would be brutal ngl

yo can you do me a favor, tell gengar whenever he comes online to text me on whatsapp. thanks

 

[Deleted member 246792]

yo can you do me a favor, tell gengar whenever he comes online to text me on whatsapp. thanks

will do

 

[Deleted member 279298]

will do

aight imma bounce and prepare for my conference tommorow, just check when hes online aight and thanks again

 

[Philalethes]

Man, this is absolutely fucking depressing. I don't know how single guys can live completely alone like this, and that too for many years. I wouldn't even have the energy to make food to eat. This is the future I am heading towards, a bleak reminder of what is to come.

I cooked five times in the last six years