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Hello everyone. I am currently back for a few days because I have my phone temporarily.
I experienced some of the most brutal blackpilling moments in the past few days, and some of them set my perspective straight on women.
For starters, I was forced into a group to go to an airport with 2 foids, one who was my looksmatch and the other who was an indian skinny normie girl.
During this entire time, I am completely bald with a shaved head, remember that. I have also never been to an airport and had 0 clue how to even get on an airplane.
The 2 foids completely and utterly ignored me the entire fucking time. They essentially made absolutely zero effort to even acknowledge I was supposed to be a functioning member of their group, and they essentially were completely content with not saying a single fucking word to me the entire time we were there. I was fucking seething inside because the foids made absolutely zero effort to even make shit less awkward. All they had to say was "hey there" or literally ANYTHING to make it less weird. Instead, they sat there in silence and just ignored me the entire time. Any time I tried to talk they brushed it off. I was fucking enraged. What made me even more angry was when I saw these 2 white normies, from another group, get simped on by the 2 foids. That shit had me angry. I was completely isolated and the only one who wanted to talk to me was a low tier normie and a trucel dude.
After reading I believe it was @Blackout.xl 's thread about how you should connect with popular people ASAP, I tried to avoid the trucel because I didn't want to be associated with him. But in the end, I said fuck it because everyone else was completely and utterly ignoring me. It had me pissed and I started talking to the trucel when a low tier normie girl started trying to talk to me on the other side of him.
The girl was very easy to talk to. At one point on time she started virtue signalling to me telling me how men have it so difficult. I simply agreed and didn't expand on it to not reveal too much of my knowledge. I kept reading her body language and determined that she was leaning past the one dude in between us in order to look at me to talk. This girl mentioned height like every 10 min and casually talked about how short she is. She's 5'3" and I know she liked the fact that I was 6'3". At one point in time she asks "do you guys have any weirdly large body parts, some people do" and I was thinking "that's an extremely random and extremely specific question" and so I just laughed and didn't say anything.
She gave me a ton of signs otherwise to show interest, if I didn't know any better I would absolutely 100% say she was into me. The only thing is, I've seen this same girl talking to like 100 subhumans before me so I didn't want to be just another one of her simps, because I wasn't sure of she saw me that way. She asked me like 3 times to go walk around the airport with her, and every time I said "ahaha I'm too tired to walk". The last time she got mad a little.
I just really wasn't about to be just another one of her simps that she gives attention to just so they follow her around and keep her entertained. I was afraid that's how she saw me, so I was careful to try and not be that person.
It might be that that is all she saw me as, and the girl was just insane and flirts with everyone. It's hard to tell honestly.
But yes, after being treated like shit by essentially my looksmatch, I was fucking furious and mad that the only people who accepted me were literal subhumans and low tier normie girls. The girl literally had cuck tilted eyes, by the way. She did have a really fat ass which was good I guess.
Anyway, there was literally no difference between me and the white normies other than the way we look. But the girls treated them completely different. Fuck this gay shit man. It's so fucking gay.
I'm bald now but I'm growing back my hair. Hopefully in the next 6 months I can have hair again. Anyways, thanks for not reading my first post lmao.
I experienced some of the most brutal blackpilling moments in the past few days, and some of them set my perspective straight on women.
For starters, I was forced into a group to go to an airport with 2 foids, one who was my looksmatch and the other who was an indian skinny normie girl.
During this entire time, I am completely bald with a shaved head, remember that. I have also never been to an airport and had 0 clue how to even get on an airplane.
The 2 foids completely and utterly ignored me the entire fucking time. They essentially made absolutely zero effort to even acknowledge I was supposed to be a functioning member of their group, and they essentially were completely content with not saying a single fucking word to me the entire time we were there. I was fucking seething inside because the foids made absolutely zero effort to even make shit less awkward. All they had to say was "hey there" or literally ANYTHING to make it less weird. Instead, they sat there in silence and just ignored me the entire time. Any time I tried to talk they brushed it off. I was fucking enraged. What made me even more angry was when I saw these 2 white normies, from another group, get simped on by the 2 foids. That shit had me angry. I was completely isolated and the only one who wanted to talk to me was a low tier normie and a trucel dude.
After reading I believe it was @Blackout.xl 's thread about how you should connect with popular people ASAP, I tried to avoid the trucel because I didn't want to be associated with him. But in the end, I said fuck it because everyone else was completely and utterly ignoring me. It had me pissed and I started talking to the trucel when a low tier normie girl started trying to talk to me on the other side of him.
The girl was very easy to talk to. At one point on time she started virtue signalling to me telling me how men have it so difficult. I simply agreed and didn't expand on it to not reveal too much of my knowledge. I kept reading her body language and determined that she was leaning past the one dude in between us in order to look at me to talk. This girl mentioned height like every 10 min and casually talked about how short she is. She's 5'3" and I know she liked the fact that I was 6'3". At one point in time she asks "do you guys have any weirdly large body parts, some people do" and I was thinking "that's an extremely random and extremely specific question" and so I just laughed and didn't say anything.
She gave me a ton of signs otherwise to show interest, if I didn't know any better I would absolutely 100% say she was into me. The only thing is, I've seen this same girl talking to like 100 subhumans before me so I didn't want to be just another one of her simps, because I wasn't sure of she saw me that way. She asked me like 3 times to go walk around the airport with her, and every time I said "ahaha I'm too tired to walk". The last time she got mad a little.
I just really wasn't about to be just another one of her simps that she gives attention to just so they follow her around and keep her entertained. I was afraid that's how she saw me, so I was careful to try and not be that person.
It might be that that is all she saw me as, and the girl was just insane and flirts with everyone. It's hard to tell honestly.
But yes, after being treated like shit by essentially my looksmatch, I was fucking furious and mad that the only people who accepted me were literal subhumans and low tier normie girls. The girl literally had cuck tilted eyes, by the way. She did have a really fat ass which was good I guess.
Anyway, there was literally no difference between me and the white normies other than the way we look. But the girls treated them completely different. Fuck this gay shit man. It's so fucking gay.
I'm bald now but I'm growing back my hair. Hopefully in the next 6 months I can have hair again. Anyways, thanks for not reading my first post lmao.
