I am back on alcohol and drugs.

[MoggerGaston]

5 days of being completely sober and its pure hell.

There is no life quality for us subhumans.

 

[Magnus Ironblood]

Same. Only way to cope with UK winter. I've got plenty booze and Xbox gamepass. It's even too cold to fap. NGL it feels so good to be buzzed on booze and playing Resident Evil campaign.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Same. Only way to cope with UK winter. I've got plenty booze and Xbox gamepass. It's even too cold to fap. NGL it feels so good to be buzzed on booze and playing Resident Evil campaign.

waiting on new graphics card release in january and going all out on gaming again

fuck real life lmao

 

[Hernan]

5 days of being completely sober and its pure hell.

There is no life quality for us subhumans.

5 days strong, next time go for 6. You can do it gaston.

 

[꧁𓊈𒆜𝓟𝓻𝓸☑️𒆜𓊉꧂]

5 days of being completely sober and its pure hell.

There is no life quality for us subhumans.

jfl at lion pfp

 

[MoggerGaston]

jfl at lion pfp

its a gif of me

 

[MoggerGaston]

5 days strong, next time go for 6. You can do it gaston.

i need fun, motivating, purposeful stuff to do, otherwise this shit is impossible.

but there is nothing in this wretched world. date roasties-whores? studie for useless exams and degree? work slave-job?

jfl

 

[꧁𓊈𒆜𝓟𝓻𝓸☑️𒆜𓊉꧂]

its a gif of me

nigga go on bwc thread now

 

[Hernan]

i need fun, motivating, purposeful stuff to do, otherwise this shit is impossible.

but there is nothing in this wretched world. date roasties-whores? studie for useless exams and degree? work slave-job?

jfl

Let me tell you something, buy a dirt bike and ride it through a forest or dirt roads. Go to the beach with it. Peak life experience.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Let me tell you something, buy a dirt bike and ride it through a forest or dirt roads. Go to the beach with it. Peak life experience.

yeah I need to do more wild shit ngl.

life boring asf, cant believe I live this retarded existence.

 

[Hernan]

yeah I need to do more wild shit ngl.

life boring asf, cant believe I live this retarded existence.

Trust me you'll love it.

 

[Cronus]

I did this on mushrooms a few years back. Was some funny shit.

Let me tell you something, buy a dirt bike and ride it through a forest or dirt roads. Go to the beach with it. Peak life experien

 

[apocalypse]

I miss my beloved zolpies…

 

[lifeless]

y?

 

[MoggerGaston]

I miss my beloved zolpies…

zolpies?

 

[MoggerGaston]

y?

no family, friends, relationship, nothing. No fullfillment, no validation. Whatsoever, nothing.

Ive lost interest in life. I am merely surviving from day to day. I don't look forward to anything, don't have hope for the future.
My passive background emotion is dread, anxiet and strong depression+lethargy, which I try to avoid by distracting myself or using alcohol/drugs.

 

[MoggerGaston]

I did this on mushrooms a few years back. Was some funny shit.

mushrooms have been some of my most intense trips alone in my room. Absolutely insane the emotions you can feel.

Last year on shrooms on time was the first time I felt absolutely intense 'mourning'. I know of this emotion as in that others have it when they lose loved ones, etc. But I never experienced it myself.
The shrooms made me experience an incredibly heavy sense of mourning, I didn't know what I was feeling, the pain that I was going through, so intense. Only afterwards did I understand that it was the emotion of 'mourning' that I felt so strongly.

I felt very alive and I loved it, despited it feeling so bad. Normally I feel too dead inside in life. No emotion, no joy, no sorrow, no pain, nothing.

 

[apocalypse]

zolpies?

Zolpidem/Ambien pills

 

[Cronus]

mushrooms have been some of my most intense trips alone in my room. Absolutely insane the emotions you can feel.

Last year on shrooms on time was the first time I felt absolutely intense 'mourning'. I know of this emotion as in that others have it when they lose loved ones, etc. But I never experienced it myself.
The shrooms made me experience an incredibly heavy sense of mourning, I didn't know what I was feeling, the pain that I was going through, so intense. Only afterwards did I understand that it was the emotion of 'mourning' that I felt so strongly.

I felt very alive and I loved it, despited it feeling so bad. Normally I feel too dead inside in life. No emotion, no joy, no sorrow, no pain, nothing.

I can relate to that. I lose my ego to the point where I feel suicidal because I just see myself as one body out of billions. I'm very much in tune with my emotions anyway and feel the full spectrum when sober.

I prefer stimulants because It allows me to get shit done like chores.

 

[fukmylyf]

brocel try ritalin and alcohol

 

[Cronus]

Ritalin is ok , prefer meth to be honest. Way cheaper too. I am not someone who can efficiently function that well on alcohol. I take alcohol more for recreational purposes.

brocel try ritalin and alcohol