Venting I am chronically online

[Deleted member 85236]

I see my online life on this forum as my life .And my online friends as my first friends .I don#t see my real life as my main life anymore if that makes sense.Going to school is just a loading screen to rot on .org .I grew up with internet and video games from a very young age and i never really "touched grass" in contrary to my friends (and almost my whole school) .I am addicted to my pc .Once when my internet didn't work ,i got sad and took a nap cuz i couldn't tolerate me not having internet.I am also very non NT (just got worse the last months) .It may be over ,i am too addicted to even want to change my life right now

Thoughts? @wishIwasSalludon @Alias!

 

[Deleted member 85236]

Bump

 

[Deleted member 130748]

I see my online life on this forum as my life .And my online friends as my first friends .I don#t see my real life as my main life anymore if that makes sense.Going to school is just a loading screen to rot on .org .I grew up with internet and video games from a very young age and i never really "touched grass" in contrary to my friends (and almost my whole school) .I am addicted to my pc .Once when my internet didn't work ,i got sad and took a nap cuz i couldn't tolerate me not having internet.I am also very non NT (just got worse the last months) .It may be over ,i am too addicted to even want to change my life right now

Thoughts? @wishIwasSalludon @Alias!

What happened at home to make you this way ?

 

[Deleted member 85236]

What happened at home to make you this way ?

idk ,nothing bad ,but i have many siblings

 

[Enytraina]

I see my online life on this forum as my life .And my online friends as my first friends .I don#t see my real life as my main life anymore if that makes sense.Going to school is just a loading screen to rot on .org .I grew up with internet and video games from a very young age and i never really "touched grass" in contrary to my friends (and almost my whole school) .I am addicted to my pc .Once when my internet didn't work ,i got sad and took a nap cuz i couldn't tolerate me not having internet.I am also very non NT (just got worse the last months) .It may be over ,i am too addicted to even want to change my life right now

Thoughts? @wishIwasSalludon @Alias!

Are y khhv

 

[Deleted member 85236]

Are y khhv

yes ,ofc

 

[Deleted member 130748]

idk ,nothing bad ,but i have many siblings

Damn , if your still young you should try alot to change this , or you will be writing regret threads on .Org

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

Phone is abt to die bhai

 

[Deleted member 91663]

Once when my internet didn't work ,i got sad and took a nap cuz i couldn't tolerate me not having internet.

Hallmark addiction symptom.

 

[Deleted member 85236]

Phone is abt to die bhai

ok

Damn , if your still young you should try alot to change this , or you will be writing regret threads on .Org

i was thinking about this too,i need to ascend,only motivation for me to NT max is to look better /normal

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I see my online life on this forum as my life .And my online friends as my first friends .I don#t see my real life as my main life anymore if that makes sense.Going to school is just a loading screen to rot on .org .I grew up with internet and video games from a very young age and i never really "touched grass" in contrary to my friends (and almost my whole school) .I am addicted to my pc .Once when my internet didn't work ,i got sad and took a nap cuz i couldn't tolerate me not having internet.I am also very non NT (just got worse the last months) .It may be over ,i am too addicted to even want to change my life right now

Thoughts? @wishIwasSalludon @Alias!

Same but not on org

This is just my home base I hardly rot here

Like I can't actually sit on org and scroll, I watch videos

 

[Deleted member 85236]

Same but not on org

This is just my home base I hardly rot here

Like I can't actually sit on org and scroll, I watch videos

same ,but i am always thinking about .org even at school i am thinking about what threads i could make

 

[Deleted member 130748]

ok

i was thinking about this too,i need to ascend,only motivation for me to NT max is to look better /normal

I’m telling you it’s better to try and even if you fail you will be able to rot in peace. .Org will always be here.

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

Just got back from discomfort

I’m alright