I am completely empty

[Luchie141]

It’s my 15th birthday today! I feel completely empty and have been depressed for months, I have been looksmaxing since 2022 and I have been obsessing over looks since I was 12. Growing up I was a mouth breather and I have had extremely bad mandibular recession, bad teeth and enflamed gums but I currently have braces, and the Herbst appliance which will give me much needed forward growth. I feel empty I crave for love and attention but I feel the need to become perfect to be worthy of love and friendship. Since I was 12 I have been hyper aware of people’s facial structures and body, and obsess over my flaws. It’s my 15th birthday, but instead of feeling excitement, I just feel older. Like time is moving, but my mind is frozen in this same empty state. And if I ascend I’ll look better in the mirror but will I actually feel any different?

 

[vincentzygo]

it gets worse

 

[User28823]

same

 

[marsgiela]

It’s my 15th birthday today! I feel completely empty and have been depressed for months, I have been looksmaxing since 2022 and I have been obsessing over looks since I was 12. Growing up I was a mouth breather and I have had extremely bad mandibular recession, bad teeth and enflamed gums but I currently have braces, and the Herbst appliance which will give me much needed forward growth. I feel empty I crave for love and attention but I feel the need to become perfect to be worthy of love and friendship. Since I was 12 I have been hyper aware of people’s facial structures and body, and obsess over my flaws. It’s my 15th birthday, but instead of feeling excitement, I just feel older. Like time is moving, but my mind is frozen in this same empty state. And if I ascend I’ll look better in the mirror but will I actually feel any different?

yes if u ascend to high htn minimum life would become infinitely better

 

[Luchie141]

yes if u ascend to high htn minimum life would become infinitely better

That’s the goal

 

[iblamemandible7]

I knew something was horribly wrong with my face since I was 5, I only learned to put it into words when I was around 11 or 12. I've always been afraid of mirrors and pictures and I know I'm worthless

 

[Zenis]

It’s my 15th birthday today! I feel completely empty and have been depressed for months, I have been looksmaxing since 2022 and I have been obsessing over looks since I was 12. Growing up I was a mouth breather and I have had extremely bad mandibular recession, bad teeth and enflamed gums but I currently have braces, and the Herbst appliance which will give me much needed forward growth. I feel empty I crave for love and attention but I feel the need to become perfect to be worthy of love and friendship. Since I was 12 I have been hyper aware of people’s facial structures and body, and obsess over my flaws. It’s my 15th birthday, but instead of feeling excitement, I just feel older. Like time is moving, but my mind is frozen in this same empty state. And if I ascend I’ll look better in the mirror but will I actually feel any different?

Atleast your only 15, but this is horrible to be feeling at 15 because it really doesn’t get any better

 

[marsgiela]

That’s the goal

same bro i wish i had chad potential though but it is what it is

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

It’s my 15th birthday today! I feel completely empty and have been depressed for months, I have been looksmaxing since 2022 and I have been obsessing over looks since I was 12. Growing up I was a mouth breather and I have had extremely bad mandibular recession, bad teeth and enflamed gums but I currently have braces, and the Herbst appliance which will give me much needed forward growth. I feel empty I crave for love and attention but I feel the need to become perfect to be worthy of love and friendship. Since I was 12 I have been hyper aware of people’s facial structures and body, and obsess over my flaws. It’s my 15th birthday, but instead of feeling excitement, I just feel older. Like time is moving, but my mind is frozen in this same empty state. And if I ascend I’ll look better in the mirror but will I actually feel any different?

Same but since I was 10 im still ugly genetics are brutal

 

[marsgiela]

I knew something was horribly wrong with my face since I was 5, I only learned to put it into words when I was around 11 or 12. I've always been afraid of mirrors and pictures and I know I'm worthless

do u have defect

 

[iblamemandible7]

do u have defect

Yes, born with severe lazy eye + extremely strong eye prescriptions + deep bite and jaw recession, it's so bad that I genuinely look sped sometimes

 

[Bryce]

it gets worse

 

[lastredeemer]

same

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Bro is EMPTY

 

[marsgiela]

Yes, born with severe lazy eye + extremely strong eye prescriptions + deep bite and jaw recession, it's so bad that I genuinely look sped sometimes

there is still a ltb out there so its not over just make sure to spread ur bloodline but i realized now that someone always have it worse even as a mtn

 

[Luchie141]

same bro i wish i had chad potential though but it is what it is

I believe i have chad potential but I definitely have CL potential. I just need mandibular projection.