i am completely shit at everything i do and touch

[BigBallsLarry]

I've never been even close to above average at anything, and even when i do well at something i'm overwhelmed by the thought that i'm still doing it wrong. Just because that's what i'm used to.

What's even funnier is that whenever my mom or dad got mad at me in the past they'd ask me questions like "why x" "what are you x" etc. - and my anwser was always " i dont know". I would always get told even by my loving parents that i "never know anything" and that i'm "clueless at life". To this day i remember the day my father told me i'd end up nothing but a failure in the future, and he was right.

Tried picking up skating, didnt get past a BS 180 ollie in almost 3 years.

Tried drumming, im still doing it and i'm still completely shit at it despite playing for years.

Every single multiplayer game i played i do shit at and all i do is rage and hate myself because i'm completely useless to my team.

School is even worse, i am shit at every subject (don't understand a single topic in them), can't study, can't solve problems, too forgetful to do homework. I have NEVER had an above average grade by the end of the year - never in my entire life.

I am decent at best at the gym

At work i'm the most clueless person ever and i'm basically only holding everyone back

I can't talk with my friends at all and especially comfort them in time of need

I can't party, i can't be funny, i can't be nice/caring. I am a nobody at everything i do, everyone i know is better than me in atleast multiple things.

I got genetically blessed with above average looks and above average IQ but i am basically "by choice" a failure at everything i do (despite not actually wanting to)

the more i spend thinking of this the more miserable i am.

Spoiler: tagging the gang for my super great vent

@Orka @Luca_. @eon @Bryce @Daddy's Home

 

[Finnishmogger]

everyone has a purpose and you still have time to find yours.

 

[eon]

I've never been even close to above average at anything,

~ htn

 

[eon]

On a serious note i can help you with nootropics for your school

 

[BigBallsLarry]

~ htn

I got genetically blessed with above average looks and above average IQ but i am basically "by choice" a failure at everything i do (despite not actually wanting to)

ill dm you if i need help with anything nootropic-wise eon

 

[2vi]

larry youre a solid white HTN and grandmaster 500 lp peak in league and physique maxxed

while making very yummy looking food

youre worth more than you think

 

[NinjaRG9]

I got genetically blessed with above average looks and above average IQ

the more i spend thinking of this the more miserable i am.

Jfl

 

[Luca_.]

I've never been even close to above average at anything

Im above average at something and it’s not enough to get me anywhere so dont worry about it

What's even funnier is that whenever my mom or dad got mad at me in the past they'd ask me questions like "why x" "what are you x" etc. - and my anwser was always " i dont know". I would always get told even by my loving parents that i "never know anything" and that i'm "clueless at life". To this day i remember the day my father told me i'd end up nothing but a failure in the future, and he was right.

I realized that pretty much every kid wants to be like their parents, and when his parents shit on him, his confidence and self esteem will be pretty much nuked forever even if he doesn’t realize it

School is even worse, i am shit at every subject (don't understand a single topic in them), can't study, can't solve problems, too forgetful to do homework. I have NEVER had an above average grade by the end of the year - never in my entire life.

yeah it fucking sucks. I see niggas who dont study only get A’s meanwhile I need to spend all day learning just to get a B or a C. I know it doesn’t mean that much but it just makes me feel like a failure


You’re a cool and funny nigga bbl, you just haven’t found the right people irl

 

[Golden Axe II]

Ye ye your doing Allright

 

[NinjaRG9]

School is even worse, i am shit at every subject (don't understand a single topic in them), can't study, can't solve problems, too forgetful to do homework. I have NEVER had an above average grade by the end of the year - never in my entire life.

Can relate to this though

 

[heightmax]

I've never been even close to above average at anything, and even when i do well at something i'm overwhelmed by the thought that i'm still doing it wrong. Just because that's what i'm used to.

What's even funnier is that whenever my mom or dad got mad at me in the past they'd ask me questions like "why x" "what are you x" etc. - and my anwser was always " i dont know". I would always get told even by my loving parents that i "never know anything" and that i'm "clueless at life". To this day i remember the day my father told me i'd end up nothing but a failure in the future, and he was right.

Tried picking up skating, didnt get past a BS 180 ollie in almost 3 years.

Tried drumming, im still doing it and i'm still completely shit at it despite playing for years.

Every single multiplayer game i played i do shit at and all i do is rage and hate myself because i'm completely useless to my team.

School is even worse, i am shit at every subject (don't understand a single topic in them), can't study, can't solve problems, too forgetful to do homework. I have NEVER had an above average grade by the end of the year - never in my entire life.

I am decent at best at the gym

At work i'm the most clueless person ever and i'm basically only holding everyone back

I can't talk with my friends at all and especially comfort them in time of need

I can't party, i can't be funny, i can't be nice/caring. I am a nobody at everything i do, everyone i know is better than me in atleast multiple things.

I got genetically blessed with above average looks and above average IQ but i am basically "by choice" a failure at everything i do (despite not actually wanting to)

the more i spend thinking of this the more miserable i am.

Spoiler: tagging the gang for my super great vent

@Orka @Luca_. @eon @Bryce @Daddy's Home

is life less worthy of your time just because you have a harder time with it?
is it a worse life or a harder life?
who decide that an easy life is good

for what matters i think you’re goated keep your head up i won’t be here forever son

 

[BigBallsLarry]

larry youre a solid white HTN and grandmaster 500 lp peak in league and physique maxxed

while making very yummy looking food

youre worth more than you think

thank you, it means a lot. but in reality you're just used to seeing the side of me that i want everyone to see.

in reality i barely do anything all day than rotting and sleeping. i am lucky i still have a roof over my head.

You’re a cool and funny nigga bbl, you just haven’t found the right people irl

 

[2vi]

thank you, it means a lot. but in reality you're just used to seeing the side of me that i want everyone to see.

in reality i barely do anything all day than rotting and sleeping. i am lucky i still have a roof over my head.

You fucking fat nigger stop being so pessimistic youre a chill ass nigga and everyone likes you for you
Parents are just parents and will always put you down, youre doing good especially for a youngster

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Brutal bhai
I kinda get what you mean tho.
I have 136 iq, but im not as excellent as i could be. I have no real purpose, nothing tho show. I just know alot of things, that kinda interest me.

 

[2vi]

You fucking fat nigger stop being so pessimistic youre a chill ass nigga and everyone likes you for you
Parents are just parents and will always put you down, youre doing good especially for a youngster

You speak stuff into reality so watch what you say bout yourself or i may just have to stop you by pulling you in a deep passionate kiss

 

[BigBallsLarry]

You speak stuff into reality so watch what you say bout yourself or i may just have to stop you by pulling you in a deep passionate kiss

 

[MogsGymMaxx]

Practice makes it perfect ~ black khan

 

[NinjaRG9]

You speak stuff into reality so watch what you say bout yourself or i may just have to stop you by pulling you in a deep passionate kiss

And you call ME a faggot smh

 

[2vi]

And you call ME a faggot smh

Nigga whend i call you a faggy waggy

+ kissing HTN polish man isnt gay

 

[Luca_.]

thank you, it means a lot. but in reality you're just used to seeing the side of me that i want everyone to see.

in reality i barely do anything all day than rotting and sleeping. i am lucky i still have a roof over my head.

That’s what I do as well Im genuinely scared that procrastination will stop me from achieving my dreams. I know it’s a low iq problem but I need to change something before it becomes too late

 

[BigBallsLarry]

You fucking fat nigger stop being so pessimistic youre a chill ass nigga and everyone likes you for you
Parents are just parents and will always put you down, youre doing good especially for a youngster

"youre doing good especially for a youngster"

- 9.8k posts
- no achievements in real life
- no talents
- no money
- no real friends
- love of my life turned out to be mentally insane and left me
- aspergers
- bad grades

 

[NinjaRG9]

Nigga whend i call you a faggy waggy

On discord

+ kissing HTN polish man isnt gay

You're right nvm

 

[2vi]

"youre doing good especially for a youngster"

- 9.8k posts
- no achievements in real life
- no talents
- no money
- no real friends
- love of my life turned out to be mentally insane and left me
- aspergers
- bad grades

Well nigga youre jacked
and you have a job
and youre good at your job

this is more than 90% of people

 

[2vi]

Nothing of use will come out of hating yourself, just try to be better no one has to be perfect or even great

 

[Daddy's Home]

I'm sorry you feel that way, Larry..

in reality i barely do anything all day than rotting and sleeping

I noticed that you spend very long periods of time on the forum, sometimes unhealthily long (from my point of view)

My parents were also similar to me, it's probably an Eastern Europe/Balkans thing/ex communist countries/poor countries thing

Luckily I'm 6'1 HTN with an athletic body with good frame by default that looks good even without gym. At school I was slightly above average. When I played video games or sports, I was always and am among the best and among the ones that everyone admires / glaze, and wants to learn things from, so I can't relate to you from that point of view..

Regarding you, I think it's probably just a trauma and a mentality thing. When I was little, even if my parents said things like that to me, I knew they were just dumb and talking shit for free and they weren't right, and along the way I proved these things to them, so they started glazing me over as well..

I can't imagine my life without being good at something or not having confidence in myself that at least I can be a little above average

So I think it's just a matter of mentality and confidence that you get from the approval of those around you that you're doing a good job, so you have to get into that position where this happens to you, but it's hard, everyone's life is different..

 

[isis_Bleach]

I've never been even close to above average at anything, and even when i do well at something i'm overwhelmed by the thought that i'm still doing it wrong. Just because that's what i'm used to.

What's even funnier is that whenever my mom or dad got mad at me in the past they'd ask me questions like "why x" "what are you x" etc. - and my anwser was always " i dont know". I would always get told even by my loving parents that i "never know anything" and that i'm "clueless at life". To this day i remember the day my father told me i'd end up nothing but a failure in the future, and he was right.

Tried picking up skating, didnt get past a BS 180 ollie in almost 3 years.

Tried drumming, im still doing it and i'm still completely shit at it despite playing for years.

Every single multiplayer game i played i do shit at and all i do is rage and hate myself because i'm completely useless to my team.

School is even worse, i am shit at every subject (don't understand a single topic in them), can't study, can't solve problems, too forgetful to do homework. I have NEVER had an above average grade by the end of the year - never in my entire life.

I am decent at best at the gym

At work i'm the most clueless person ever and i'm basically only holding everyone back

I can't talk with my friends at all and especially comfort them in time of need

I can't party, i can't be funny, i can't be nice/caring. I am a nobody at everything i do, everyone i know is better than me in atleast multiple things.

I got genetically blessed with above average looks and above average IQ but i am basically "by choice" a failure at everything i do (despite not actually wanting to)

the more i spend thinking of this the more miserable i am.

Spoiler: tagging the gang for my super great vent

@Orka @Luca_. @eon @Bryce @Daddy's Home

ur good at finding elite tier latinas at least

 

[BigBallsLarry]

ur good at finding elite tier latinas at least

thank my labubu @Daddy's Home for that

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I noticed that you spend very long periods of time on the forum, sometimes unhealthily long (from my point of view)

I just find way too much comfort in it.. this is like the attention i've always needed.

I have been a rotter my entire life, even as a 12 year old i used to have hundreds of thousands of messages on discord, 20000+ tweets on twitter etc.

I got used to being an autistic outcast as a child and now i'm realizing its ruining my almost-adult life. Can't stay like that forever unfortunately. I just gotta do something with myself but i can't bring myself to for some reason.

My parents always thought i was depressed because i had no friends etc but in reality i just had my happy place on the internet which obviously isn't healthy. People were always suprised that a good looking charismatic guy wants nothing to do with other humans.

They sent me to therapy for years, but except aspergers and adhd diagnosis it never actually gave me anything.

 

[Daddy's Home]

My parents always thought i was depressed because i had no friends etc but in reality i just had my happy place on the internet which obviously isn't healthy. People were always suprised that a good looking charismatic guy wants nothing to do with other humans.

Luckily I wasn't into this whole ''internet'' thing until 5th grade, when I got my first PC, and even then from that point on, I knew how to balance things very well. In high school I didn't even bring my phone, just to be able to enjoy interacting with my classmates more

I was always careful to make sure I had this social balance, that I was out there, doing something, interacting with people, and not getting bogged down in this internet universe, which was very attractive

 

[traplord300]

On discord

You're right nvm

ur a bitch

@Blobmob can vouch

 

[AverageCurryEnjoyer]

Help people out. Focus on making the peoples lives arpund you better

 

[Mike456]

I've never been even close to above average at anything, and even when i do well at something i'm overwhelmed by the thought that i'm still doing it wrong. Just because that's what i'm used to.

What's even funnier is that whenever my mom or dad got mad at me in the past they'd ask me questions like "why x" "what are you x" etc. - and my anwser was always " i dont know". I would always get told even by my loving parents that i "never know anything" and that i'm "clueless at life". To this day i remember the day my father told me i'd end up nothing but a failure in the future, and he was right.

Tried picking up skating, didnt get past a BS 180 ollie in almost 3 years.

Tried drumming, im still doing it and i'm still completely shit at it despite playing for years.

Every single multiplayer game i played i do shit at and all i do is rage and hate myself because i'm completely useless to my team.

School is even worse, i am shit at every subject (don't understand a single topic in them), can't study, can't solve problems, too forgetful to do homework. I have NEVER had an above average grade by the end of the year - never in my entire life.

I am decent at best at the gym

At work i'm the most clueless person ever and i'm basically only holding everyone back

I can't talk with my friends at all and especially comfort them in time of need

I can't party, i can't be funny, i can't be nice/caring. I am a nobody at everything i do, everyone i know is better than me in atleast multiple things.

I got genetically blessed with above average looks and above average IQ but i am basically "by choice" a failure at everything i do (despite not actually wanting to)

the more i spend thinking of this the more miserable i am.

Spoiler: tagging the gang for my super great vent

@Orka @Luca_. @eon @Bryce @Daddy's Home

At least u have good looksmax knowledge and have a based account on .org so that’s something

Also leave your parents house