
RichmondBread
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I have tried several dating apps and I get some matches but I don't feel like paying for this. When I look at young attractive women, my mind goes to the dirty place. Then I feel like an old creep and I wish I had of met someone when I was a little younger. I wasted my time. But now it's all I am available for are women who are divorced with children. Even younger women who are baby makers who want to date men over 35 would not go for me because I have no prospects or real job. I am trying to get a job and support myself , but it's something like Publix, a grocery store chain. Yes, I am back in school and getting a degree, but what good would that do? Seminary student at my age? I can hope for the best and become a monk but as I write this tears are streaming down my face. I am a complete failure.