I am feeling terrible, give me strength

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Looksmax give me strength. I am feeling deeply depressed/suicidal.

Feeling like everything is rigged against me, like ''God'' set me up with a shit life and is taunting me, laughing at my face every day by giving me prospects just to have them explode in my face.

Feeling like i'll never get my oneitis to even give me the time of day ever again...

Feeling like i am delaying an inevitable suicide from all the mental pain, or delaying doing something terrible because i can't deal with my life destroying me to my core every time i try doing something just to end up directly getting reminded of my own worthlessness in the process. Despite me making compromises for everything i try to do in hopes of it maybe not being that bad of a failure, or even actually working out at best.

I don't want it to be this way. I've always tried to do things generously, and be a good person, but this life has done everything in it's power and a bit more to try and break me, and turn me into a resentful maniac seeking vengeance. God knows i have reasons.

All i want is to truly live. Not suffer. Please..

Please help me.
 
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bro i really cant read that shit i got adhd but keep your head up kang

also reincarnation is real trust me, don't be scared
 
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listen to death grips
 
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a life-saving band
i'm not really a music guy

sometimes i listen to the themes of children's shows to try to invoke some sort of energy/happiness
 
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i'm not really a music guy

sometimes i listen to the themes of children's shows to try to invoke some sort of energy/happiness
listen to this about 100 times and you'll be okay
 
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rebel against god
 
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the universe is indifferent to all of us if that makes you feel any better
 
hi rodeblur, i'm abcdd
 
Looksmax give me strength. I am feeling deeply depressed/suicidal.

Feeling like everything is rigged against me, like ''God'' set me up with a shit life and is taunting me, laughing at my face every day by giving me prospects just to have them explode in my face.

Feeling like i'll never get my oneitis to even give me the time of day ever again...

Feeling like i am delaying an inevitable suicide from all the mental pain, or delaying doing something terrible because i can't deal with my life destroying me to my core every time i try doing something just to end up directly getting reminded of my own worthlessness in the process. Despite me making compromises for everything i try to do in hopes of it maybe not being that bad of a failure, or even actually working out at best.

I don't want it to be this way. I've always tried to do things generously, and be a good person, but this life has done everything in it's power and a bit more to try and break me, and turn me into a resentful maniac seeking vengeance. God knows i have reasons.

All i want is to truly live. Not suffer. Please..

Please help me.
Learn a good skill that is payed good on market, get a job in that skill, earn money -> get surgery -> ascend. Thats bascially what I am doing at the moment. Im not even interested in girls at the moment.
 
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Learn a good skill that is payed good on market, get a job in that skill, earn money -> get surgery -> ascend. Thats bascially what I am doing at the moment. Im not even interested in girls at the moment.
I hate jobs and i have no need for surgeries, I have no features that stand out as ugly
 
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Can't keep track of all these faggot flags
 
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It's moyrasexuality
DaFuq is that. Can't find anything about it Online. Is this the new term kids use these days in school to feel special cause being a tranny wasn't good enough for them?
 
DaFuq is that. Can't find anything about it Online. Is this the new term kids use these days in school to feel special cause being a tranny wasn't good enough for them?
No my oneitis's name is Moyra and i am exclusively attracted to her (sexually) and thus i identify as Moyrasexual

The flag is a combination of her sexuality (Omnisexual) on the right and the colours from my profile photo (a pic of her) on the left

I made it myself
 
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Pray to mahatma gandy
 
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That's how onenitisism destroys you
It is a cancer that consumes you slowly and painfully

The only way to cure is interact with new girls and over the time realize there are better girls than her (but they need to give you the time of day, thats the main obstacle tho...)
 
I hate jobs and i have no need for surgeries, I have no features that stand out as ugly
Being normal is already bad. You still need them surgeries.
 
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If you are bellow htn and not status maxed, than you have 2 options.
Get a skill, get money—>surgery and softmaxing
Or go to sleep every night crying and embrace misery
Since u said u don’t have any bad features i assume that you are a lazy mental cell
 
Looksmax give me strength. I am feeling deeply depressed/suicidal.

Feeling like everything is rigged against me, like ''God'' set me up with a shit life and is taunting me, laughing at my face every day by giving me prospects just to have them explode in my face.

Feeling like i'll never get my oneitis to even give me the time of day ever again...

Feeling like i am delaying an inevitable suicide from all the mental pain, or delaying doing something terrible because i can't deal with my life destroying me to my core every time i try doing something just to end up directly getting reminded of my own worthlessness in the process. Despite me making compromises for everything i try to do in hopes of it maybe not being that bad of a failure, or even actually working out at best.

I don't want it to be this way. I've always tried to do things generously, and be a good person, but this life has done everything in it's power and a bit more to try and break me, and turn me into a resentful maniac seeking vengeance. God knows i have reasons.

All i want is to truly live. Not suffer. Please..

Please help me.
brother its only mental, I can argue 100 reasons for 100 different lifes points of view, but what i think you trully should focus on is on stop limiting yourself and start experiencing stuff, anyways ur going to die.
Dont cry saying muh im short muh bald muh canthal tilt, muh oneitis wont blow me.
Thats only another experience of lifes spectrum.
Fuck breeding and genetics.
 
That's how onenitisism destroys you
It is a cancer that consumes you slowly and painfully

The only way to cure is interact with new girls and over the time realize there are better girls than her (but they need to give you the time of day, thats the main obstacle tho...)
True but it's not about better than her, because i can't just pick anyone, i need to find someone i actually have a chance with
 
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Being normal is already bad. You still need them surgeries.
I don't think you understand. Nothing on my face qualifies for surgery. Every feature is how it should be
 
brother its only mental, I can argue 100 reasons for 100 different lifes points of view, but what i think you trully should focus on is on stop limiting yourself and start experiencing stuff, anyways ur going to die.
Dont cry saying muh im short muh bald muh canthal tilt, muh oneitis wont blow me.
Thats only another experience of lifes spectrum.
Fuck breeding and genetics.
i'm already doing that but as it turns out éverything ties into people and money and i have neither and people hate me by default so i have nothing
 
Looksmax give me strength. I am feeling deeply depressed/suicidal.

Feeling like everything is rigged against me, like ''God'' set me up with a shit life and is taunting me, laughing at my face every day by giving me prospects just to have them explode in my face.

Feeling like i'll never get my oneitis to even give me the time of day ever again...

Feeling like i am delaying an inevitable suicide from all the mental pain, or delaying doing something terrible because i can't deal with my life destroying me to my core every time i try doing something just to end up directly getting reminded of my own worthlessness in the process. Despite me making compromises for everything i try to do in hopes of it maybe not being that bad of a failure, or even actually working out at best.

I don't want it to be this way. I've always tried to do things generously, and be a good person, but this life has done everything in it's power and a bit more to try and break me, and turn me into a resentful maniac seeking vengeance. God knows i have reasons.

All i want is to truly live. Not suffer. Please..

Please help me.
Find Christ
 
suicide hurts a lot and what comes after might be terrible. don't risk it
 
Feeling like everything is rigged against me, like ''God'' set me up with a shit life and is taunting me, laughing at my face every day by giving me prospects just to have them explode in my face.
literally me

man i dont but what kind of a shitty hand is this. i would kill the fucking dealer if my life was a poker game.
 
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Learn a good skill that is payed good on market, get a job in that skill, earn money -> get surgery -> ascend. Thats bascially what I am doing at the moment. Im not even interested in girls at the moment.
this is the best advice we can give.

make money like crazy, adress your flaws objectively, get surgery from good docs, then repeat.
 
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this is the best advice we can give.

make money like crazy, adress your flaws objectively, get surgery from good docs, then repeat.
Making money would render the need to ascend useless
 
Get a job / make money
Go to the gym
Learn to cook and make your own meals
Hang out with friends
Maybe get a pet
 
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Head up g
 
Get a job / make money
Go to the gym
Learn to cook and make your own meals
Hang out with friends
Maybe get a pet
all of those sound boring, fucking hate jobs and the gym, i don't what kind of low iq retard you take me for thinking i couldn't cook if i wanted to, i prefer just eating raw meat idk why people cook seems so redundant my mom insists on wasting time on it instead of just instantly eating

i already hang out with friends

and if i had a pet i would just fuck it or eat it or both
 

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