I AM FUCKING COOKED

[DrunkenSailor]

- fucking dogshit tier hair genes, noticed I might diffuse thinning despite me being on fucking Finasteride for years. My hairline is also fucked, I’m NW 2.5 or so
- shit tier body that will take years to fix, years I don’t have because I’m in my 30s
- zero fucking friends, like literally no fucking one
- average to below average height (177 cm)
- fried brain so I’m always in a PSTD-like trance, I literally shake at almost every sudden loud noise
- shit finances so I can’t afford to fucking buy products to attempt to fix my shit

I haven’t been blessed with one single fucking good thing in my life. Everything is fucking shit and I’m supposed to be fine and be confident bro? There is NOT A SINGLE FUCKING reason I shouldn’t kill myself right now.

 

[Deleted member 30845]

What have you done with the time you had in your 20s

 

[DrunkenSailor]

What have you done with the time you had in your 20s

Was in university then in a LTR.

 

[sub5outsider]

it will get only worse with time

 

[Deleted member 30845]

Was in university then in a LTR.

You had enough time to make friends and earn money.

 

[Insomnia]

- fucking dogshit tier hair genes, noticed I might diffuse thinning despite me being on fucking Finasteride for years. My hairline is also fucked, I’m NW 2.5 or so
- shit tier body that will take years to fix, years I don’t have because I’m in my 30s
- zero fucking friends, like literally no fucking one
- average to below average height (177 cm)
- fried brain so I’m always in a PSTD-like trance, I literally shake at almost every sudden loud noise
- shit finances so I can’t afford to fucking buy products to attempt to fix my shit

I haven’t been blessed with one single fucking good thing in my life. Everything is fucking shit and I’m supposed to be fine and be confident bro? There is NOT A SINGLE FUCKING reason I shouldn’t kill myself right now.

At least your maxilla isn’t recessed

 

[DrunkenSailor]

it will get only worse with time

Once my parents are gone I’m gonna kill myself. That’s literally the only thing holding me back rn.

 

[sub5outsider]

Once my parents are gone I’m gonna kill myself. That’s literally the only thing holding me back rn.

same im waiting for that moment too my father died im gonna lose a lot of important for me relatives in the next years bc they are getting old

 

[DrunkenSailor]

You had enough time to make friends and earn money.

I had friends they just left or got married.

I tried making money that’s why I learned programming, ended up getting a job then a raise and things were starting to look better then fucking Covid struck and I got laid off. Been struggling since then. Job market is dogshit and there is 0.0001% chances you get rich just by wOrKiNg HaRd boyo

 

[Deleted member 30845]

@Debetro Nigga why ru jfling give me advice lil bro

YOU should give me advice

 

[DrunkenSailor]

I don’t wanna end up like this nigga

Are you balding? Are you short? Are you a loner or find it hard to make friends or just socialize? If your answer is yes to all these, bad news.

If you catch balding early and you’re not a teen just jump on Finasteride. Go to the gym and build that body. Push yourself to do shit YOU’RE NOT comfortable with. No matter what it is. Obviously don’t be fucking dumb and get yourself beaten or killed, but do things and learn from them. This might seem cliche but it’s exactly what you need to keep your ass above the water so when life hits you, you can hit it back.

If you short idk what to tell you, condoleances.

 

[selfascender]

Really hope everything turns out good for you man

 

[maxximus]

- fucking dogshit tier hair genes, noticed I might diffuse thinning despite me being on fucking Finasteride for years. My hairline is also fucked, I’m NW 2.5 or so
- shit tier body that will take years to fix, years I don’t have because I’m in my 30s
- zero fucking friends, like literally no fucking one
- average to below average height (177 cm)
- fried brain so I’m always in a PSTD-like trance, I literally shake at almost every sudden loud noise
- shit finances so I can’t afford to fucking buy products to attempt to fix my shit

I haven’t been blessed with one single fucking good thing in my life. Everything is fucking shit and I’m supposed to be fine and be confident bro? There is NOT A SINGLE FUCKING reason I shouldn’t kill myself right now.

I can be your friend

 

[DrunkenSailor]

Really hope everything turns out good for you man

Thanks bro I am gonna do one last push for the next 5 years, jump on Minoxidil, maybe switch to Dutasteride if I can find it where I life. Don’t fucking care if I nuke my hormones at this point tbh.

Gonna work my ass in the gym and fix my scared little bitch brain. If I don’t turn my life around before I turn 35, at least to a point where I can be a bit happy, I’m gonna pull the trigger.

 

[DrunkenSailor]

What about my savings tho do i just keep it to buy a appartment or something i have no clue

No idea boyo, I am not educated enough to give you advice on that. If I can say one thing is that you should invest in yourself first and fix yourself, then take it up gradually. Think about a car, then think about an apartment.

A car might not be the best investment but it helps you get from point A to point B without wasting time with NPCs in public transport and later in life if you get a woman she won’t wanna use public transport to do her shit so you can drive her around etc.

 

[DrunkenSailor]

i was thinking about a car but not sure what amount i should spend on one

Are you a beginner driver? Spend ~5k to get used to driving so when/if you get in an accident you won’t cry for it.

If you’re an experienced driver, don’t know depends how much you willing/afford to spend and what car you wanna drive.

I can’t do a hair transplant because I have no money for it. All my savings were burned when I quit a job that was fucking me hard mentally and had to stay unemployed for almost a year.

And yes I am white but look kinda ethnic.

 

[DrunkenSailor]

One day closer to “God”