I am genuinely loosing hope for happiness.

[IzDrizSub5]

I havent been happy in so long, i dont remember what it feels like to live without worry or sadness or anger. every single day all I want to do is die, i have no interest in life, i have no interest in getting better. im tired and i want to to be done.
my parents have asked me what i wanted to do after highschool twice this year, and both times i started cryint because i dont want to do anything. i have no motivation for anything besides death and i cant even bring myself to that relief.
idek why im typing this out nothings gonna change im gonna go do the same shit i did the past 6 months tomorrow, and then im gonna smoke and contemplate suicide.
if i decide to take my life, how should i do it? and should i stream it or record it?

 

[overthefalls]

don't consider suicide until you've been on 500 test

 

[IzDrizSub5]

don't consider suicide until you've been on 500 test

 

[5_4]

just rot here brah

 

[FunnyVALENTINE]

Nigger it's "losing" not "loosing"

HHAHAHAHHAA RETARD NIGGER

 

[IzDrizSub5]

Nigger it's "losing" not "loosing"

HHAHAHAHHAA RETARD NIGGER

whoops

 

[crazyguy]

I havent been happy in so long, i dont remember what it feels like to live without worry or sadness or anger. every single day all I want to do is die, i have no interest in life, i have no interest in getting better. im tired and i want to to be done.
my parents have asked me what i wanted to do after highschool twice this year, and both times i started cryint because i dont want to do anything. i have no motivation for anything besides death and i cant even bring myself to that relief.
idek why im typing this out nothings gonna change im gonna go do the same shit i did the past 6 months tomorrow, and then im gonna smoke and contemplate suicide.
if i decide to take my life, how should i do it? and should i stream it or record it?

dont kill urself

 

[nazarX]

Dnr

 

[IzDrizSub5]

dont kill urself

trying not too

 

[drtrickle]

just do some bs

 

[stonecold trucel]

chill out bro suicide is a LOW T thing

 

[wingriddenincel]

ur not alone bud, this world is fucked up

 

[overthefalls]

like fr though i was suicidal for 3 years and then i started test and 4 weeks later i feel fucking amazing and have no desire to die

 

[IzDrizSub5]

chill out bro suicide is a LOW T thing

not if i live stream it, then its fucking primal

 

[IzDrizSub5]

like fr though i was suicidal for 3 years and then i started test and 4 weeks later i feel fucking amazing and have no desire to die

test or tren? those are the two im
deciding on

 

[Scars]

I havent been happy in so long, i dont remember what it feels like to live without worry or sadness or anger. every single day all I want to do is die, i have no interest in life, i have no interest in getting better. im tired and i want to to be done.
my parents have asked me what i wanted to do after highschool twice this year, and both times i started cryint because i dont want to do anything. i have no motivation for anything besides death and i cant even bring myself to that relief.
idek why im typing this out nothings gonna change im gonna go do the same shit i did the past 6 months tomorrow, and then im gonna smoke and contemplate suicide.
if i decide to take my life, how should i do it? and should i stream it or record it?

dont kys until you have tried a lot of stuff

do everything you are scared of beforehand atleast

 

[IzDrizSub5]

ur not alone bud, this world is fucked up

thanks for support bhai

 

[IzDrizSub5]

dont kys until you have tried a lot of stuff

do everything you are scared of beforehand atleast

wise words, and if im scared of death?

 

[Thxbz]

just rot here brah

Best thing to do

 

[overthefalls]

test or tren? those are the two im
deciding on

start with test, hold off on tren because theres a solid chance it'll make it worse. tren will just jack up every emotion you have by like 100x

 

[Scars]

wise words, and if im scared of death?

then you dont actually want to die

you want change, you are just scared of taking the step

 

[IzDrizSub5]

start with test, hold off on tren because theres a solid chance it'll make it worse. tren will just jack up every emotion you have by like 100x

thats what ive heard

 

[IzDrizSub5]

then you dont actually want to die

you want change, you are just scared of taking the step

its been like 4 years, idk if i know what step to take

 

[Scars]

its been like 4 years, idk if i know what step to take

no one knows besides you

 

[IzDrizSub5]

brutal truth