I am going to call the suicide hotline in few mins, maybe visit ward

[the MOUSE]

This current Candida die off herxheimer reaction is extremely painful. Coupled with my nihilistic anhedonic worldview, constant days of pain. I can easily end it all and go to peace. I've attained enough in life already. Only thing which has been deterring is pain to family but I'll just write fake note that I've moved to other country, tell them I love them. Might visit escort tn to lose virginity.

The things a nigga has to do just to get good meds like promethazine. I will try be smart with ward visit, come out better than ppl often looksminend thru ssri. Maybe can meet alt foids too who r ideal af

 

[Lynxress]

They don't care tbh

 

[the MOUSE]

Brutal thread fail, nobody here would care if I went S6 lol. I'm too nauseous heartrate 150 rn to call also. I'm just laying down on the floor, listening to bekhayali contemplating where it all went wrong. The culminaiton of all those butterfly effects. It is what it is

I just need to know I've done one thing right with my life @Ritalincel

 

[SubSigma]

I can tell with your drinking eyes

 

[the MOUSE]

Nvm took aspirin n subsided returned to baseline jfl. It's weird how can fluctuate so much in single day. Perhaps just sticking it out till time eventually heals is best

 

[shabby890]

Why did you come back