I am going to kill myself

[inceldqn]

Hi guys, i dont post much on this forum and i was never interested in doing so, but i have to share my horrible experience in the last few days and maybe my last bits of life to the ones who care. Before going any further, i’m 17 years old, 1.83cm tall, pretty chill, and i would consider myself an above average looking guy (mtn). One year ago i started to fall in love with this beautiful girl who was a friend of another friend of mine: She was really sweet and always treated me right, matched my vibe and made me feel comfortable around her and whoever was with us. One day we kissed and i was the happiest ive ever been in my life, because i’ve never had something serious with a girl. Also, being with her made me prone to leaving my house and socializing with other people, which really healed my social problems. 10 months passed and things were going great between us but all of a sudden, while we were in a call, she says her ex has texted her back. I trusted her with my life so i didn’t think much about it (worst mistake of my life) but that’s where everything started going downhill. The next day she told me he texted her again and that he only wanted to “make sure that they were still on good terms”. This kept going for about a month and it didn’t really affect the relationship until one day her ex boyfriend’s mom died out of an heart attack and a few days later the guy organized a funeral. I was going to school and when i got a message from her saying that she HAD to go to that funeral. I still didn’t think much about it but i noticed that when i got out of school she started acting cold and distant, so i asked what was wrong and she just said that she was just a little shook by the whole funeral situation. 3 days pass and, on a sunday morning, i get the message. “I don’t wanna do this anymore.” I asked for an explanation and she said she just “lost feeling for me” Fucking foid. I was heartbroken and i knew that she didn’t just lose feelings for me all of a sudden and that something else happened. Next thing i know 2 hours later is that she kissed her ex at the funeral and while she was texting me “at home” she was giving him a blowjob. I started to have serious headaches from all the crying. I told no one and kept it to myself like i always do since i never had a bestfriend in my entire life. Next day i leave my house to go to the gym and encounter my ex girlfriend with her new boyfriend (her old ex) and they were in a little group of people which, as soon as they noticed me, started to pressure me and make fun of me. Since there was 7-8 of them i just tried to ignore them and got into the gym. About 1 hour and a half later i get out of the gym happy, like i always do, but AS SOON as i step foot out the gym i get jumped by the group that was pressuring me before. 3 of them were filming and like 4-5 of them started punching me and kicking me in the nuts. At first i tought they didnt mean to seriously hurt me but then two of them started to hold my leg and then a random guy completely broke it. While i write this im sitting on a wheelchair, and it’ll be like this for the next 6-8 months. I went to school the past couple of days and i havent got a single interaction yet, my social life is ruined, my mental health is worse then it ever was. The few friends i had are now gone, and my parents are constantly worried about me and cry everyday. I can’t do this anymore, i was a bum before meeting her and i tought something changed but it really didn’t. If something doesn’t change for the better in the next 3 days i will kill myself and hopefully reincarnate in a normal NT average looking guy. It really is over

 

[registerfasterusing]

ok

 

[vux]

Did not read

 

[chud10282892]

Stopped reading the second I saw 183 cm

 

[vux]

Go CHO nigga

 

[Scandi.]

Why are you killing yourself over a girl?

 

[zirg]

Stopped reading the second I saw 183 cm mtn

 

[bantheundead]

are u retarded why kill yoursel over that?

 

[R3w_tard666]

Over a foid is stupid asf

 

[favela]

i want to help you but T L D N R

 

[bantheundead]

where r u from nga

 

[truedexy]

Bro fuck that foid and those guys please don’t rope it’s not over I know that many people would want to be ur friend including me and that u are loved bro don’t kill urself

 

[inceldqn]

are u retarded why kill yoursel over that?

because i have my parents are crying everyday seeing me rotting on a wheelchair and everything i had, a gf and friends are gone

 

[accinr]

Hi guys, i dont post much on this forum and i was never interested in doing so, but i have to share my horrible experience in the last few days and maybe my last bits of life to the ones who care. Before going any further, i’m 17 years old, 1.83cm tall, pretty chill, and i would consider myself an above average looking guy (mtn). One year ago i started to fall in love with this beautiful girl who was a friend of another friend of mine: She was really sweet and always treated me right, matched my vibe and made me feel comfortable around her and whoever was with us. One day we kissed and i was the happiest ive ever been in my life, because i’ve never had something serious with a girl. Also, being with her made me prone to leaving my house and socializing with other people, which really healed my social problems. 10 months passed and things were going great between us but all of a sudden, while we were in a call, she says her ex has texted her back. I trusted her with my life so i didn’t think much about it (worst mistake of my life) but that’s where everything started going downhill. The next day she told me he texted her again and that he only wanted to “make sure that they were still on good terms”. This kept going for about a month and it didn’t really affect the relationship until one day her ex boyfriend’s mom died out of an heart attack and a few days later the guy organized a funeral. I was going to school and when i got a message from her saying that she HAD to go to that funeral. I still didn’t think much about it but i noticed that when i got out of school she started acting cold and distant, so i asked what was wrong and she just said that she was just a little shook by the whole funeral situation. 3 days pass and, on a sunday morning, i get the message. “I don’t wanna do this anymore.” I asked for an explanation and she said she just “lost feeling for me” Fucking foid. I was heartbroken and i knew that she didn’t just lose feelings for me all of a sudden and that something else happened. Next thing i know 2 hours later is that she kissed her ex at the funeral and while she was texting me “at home” she was giving him a blowjob. I started to have serious headaches from all the crying. I told no one and kept it to myself like i always do since i never had a bestfriend in my entire life. Next day i leave my house to go to the gym and encounter my ex girlfriend with her new boyfriend (her old ex) and they were in a little group of people which, as soon as they noticed me, started to pressure me and make fun of me. Since there was 7-8 of them i just tried to ignore them and got into the gym. About 1 hour and a half later i get out of the gym happy, like i always do, but AS SOON as i step foot out the gym i get jumped by the group that was pressuring me before. 3 of them were filming and like 4-5 of them started punching me and kicking me in the nuts. At first i tought they didnt mean to seriously hurt me but then two of them started to hold my leg and then a random guy completely broke it. While i write this im sitting on a wheelchair, and it’ll be like this for the next 6-8 months. I went to school the past couple of days and i havent got a single interaction yet, my social life is ruined, my mental health is worse then it ever was. The few friends i had are now gone, and my parents are constantly worried about me and cry everyday. I can’t do this anymore, i was a bum before meeting her and i tought something changed but it really didn’t. If something doesn’t change for the better in the next 3 days i will kill myself and hopefully reincarnate in a normal NT average looking guy. It really is over

GILES COREY REFERENCE HE SAID THE THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[inceldqn]

Bro fuck that foid and those guys please don’t rope it’s not over I know that many people would want to be ur friend including me and that u are loved bro don’t kill urself

in my city, nobody. My status is ruined forever

 

[bantheundead]

because i have my parents are crying everyday seeing me rotting on a wheelchair and everything i had, a gf and friends are gone

im going to be honest youll get through this,ur friends are fake (99% of people are) ur girl was a dirty whore to begin with and hopefully she has worse coming get a new bitch and enjoy ur life

 

[truedexy]

in my city, nobody. My status is ruined forever

Bro your leg will heal soon, you can then ascend and regain your social life and find a new gf

 

[inceldqn]

im going to be honest youll get through this,ur friends are fake (99% of people are) ur girl was a dirty whore to begin with and hopefully she has worse coming get a new bitch and enjoy ur life

unfortunately knowing my friends are fake isnt helpful, im starving for social interactions which i havent had in weeks, my status is ruined forever unless i geomax

 

[fm30366]

bro these niggas in replies don’t listen to em, if this isn’t tales holy shit bro that would make me rope too, but it’s all a feeling in the moment, life realistically isn’t worth ending since there’s absolute nothing after death, and ur already above average than most of niggas that won’t have a chance to feel “love”, u can easily pull a real woman the small sum of them if u geomaxx in the future, but bro I 100% get why u feel this way rn that is the most fucked thing I’ve read if this is genuinely true, atleast try to do smth to the niggas that jumped u literally anything that shit would make me so pissed bro.

 

[j1gga]

tl dr?

 

[hate]

jesus christ

 

[hate]

tl dr?

Nigga got cheated on, saw ex and her friends at gym, they jumped him and turned him into a cripple.

 

[bantheundead]

unfortunately knowing my friends are fake isnt helpful, im starving for social interactions which i havent had in weeks, my status is ruined forever unless i geomax

no its not ur just anxious rn you should learn frim this and get better friends or build urself enough to not need them and i hope u hate that whore if she speaks to you again spit in her face

 

[britadeirajunior999]

see you tomorrow

 

[j1gga]

Nigga got cheated on, saw ex and her friends at gym, they jumped him and turned him into a cripple.

thanks
shit's really brutal! he did not deserve it

 

[inceldqn]

bro these niggas in replies don’t listen to em, if this isn’t tales holy shit bro that would make me rope too, but it’s all a feeling in the moment, life realistically isn’t worth ending since there’s absolute nothing after death, and ur already above average than most of niggas that won’t have a chance to feel “love”, u can easily pull a real woman the small sum of them if u geomaxx in the future, but bro I 100% get why u feel this way rn that is the most fucked thing I’ve read if this is genuinely true, atleast try to do smth to the niggas that jumped u literally anything that shit would make me so pissed bro.

if i decide to kill myself im js going to kill them before i do, but thanks for understanding and no unfortunately this isnt fake im really going trough it and this shit made me realize that it aint even all abt looks if ur status is shit

 

[mol_gts63]

Hi guys, i dont post much on this forum and i was never interested in doing so, but i have to share my horrible experience in the last few days and maybe my last bits of life to the ones who care. Before going any further, i’m 17 years old, 1.83cm tall, pretty chill, and i would consider myself an above average looking guy (mtn). One year ago i started to fall in love with this beautiful girl who was a friend of another friend of mine: She was really sweet and always treated me right, matched my vibe and made me feel comfortable around her and whoever was with us. One day we kissed and i was the happiest ive ever been in my life, because i’ve never had something serious with a girl. Also, being with her made me prone to leaving my house and socializing with other people, which really healed my social problems. 10 months passed and things were going great between us but all of a sudden, while we were in a call, she says her ex has texted her back. I trusted her with my life so i didn’t think much about it (worst mistake of my life) but that’s where everything started going downhill. The next day she told me he texted her again and that he only wanted to “make sure that they were still on good terms”. This kept going for about a month and it didn’t really affect the relationship until one day her ex boyfriend’s mom died out of an heart attack and a few days later the guy organized a funeral. I was going to school and when i got a message from her saying that she HAD to go to that funeral. I still didn’t think much about it but i noticed that when i got out of school she started acting cold and distant, so i asked what was wrong and she just said that she was just a little shook by the whole funeral situation. 3 days pass and, on a sunday morning, i get the message. “I don’t wanna do this anymore.” I asked for an explanation and she said she just “lost feeling for me” Fucking foid. I was heartbroken and i knew that she didn’t just lose feelings for me all of a sudden and that something else happened. Next thing i know 2 hours later is that she kissed her ex at the funeral and while she was texting me “at home” she was giving him a blowjob. I started to have serious headaches from all the crying. I told no one and kept it to myself like i always do since i never had a bestfriend in my entire life. Next day i leave my house to go to the gym and encounter my ex girlfriend with her new boyfriend (her old ex) and they were in a little group of people which, as soon as they noticed me, started to pressure me and make fun of me. Since there was 7-8 of them i just tried to ignore them and got into the gym. About 1 hour and a half later i get out of the gym happy, like i always do, but AS SOON as i step foot out the gym i get jumped by the group that was pressuring me before. 3 of them were filming and like 4-5 of them started punching me and kicking me in the nuts. At first i tought they didnt mean to seriously hurt me but then two of them started to hold my leg and then a random guy completely broke it. While i write this im sitting on a wheelchair, and it’ll be like this for the next 6-8 months. I went to school the past couple of days and i havent got a single interaction yet, my social life is ruined, my mental health is worse then it ever was. The few friends i had are now gone, and my parents are constantly worried about me and cry everyday. I can’t do this anymore, i was a bum before meeting her and i tought something changed but it really didn’t. If something doesn’t change for the better in the next 3 days i will kill myself and hopefully reincarnate in a normal NT average looking guy. It really is over

1. Don't commit suicide because of a whore, think about your mother, asshole
2. Pick them out one by one and smash their faces in

 

[fm30366]

if i decide to kill myself im js going to kill them before i do, but thanks for understanding and no unfortunately this isnt fake im really going trough it and this shit made me realize that it aint even all abt looks if ur status is shit

Bro it’s ur choice on to kill urself I can’t stop you, but listen, ending ur life short is stupid man, u can do any single thing u want if u view life has no point like I mean literally anything cuz u don’t care if u die anyway. Also this is all caused by the foid bro she’s a fucking whore slut this is why they don’t deserve anything man, I genuinely can’t blame u for wanting to rope, there’s only 2 reasons I say u shouldn’t, first i have already explained it’s the point that there’s no afterlife it will literally just be done, and second is roping like theres ofc methods to do it quickly and shit but they are hard to do, and u might js go in a vegetative state or be retarded, meaning life will be insanely terrible and u won’t be able to die, my advice is bro, wait 3 years after this situation, try to better ur life in those 3 years by a lot, or just do some shit u never had done, if u still wanna rope by then its your choice, im only saying this because most situations that happen don’t affect ur life over a prolonged period of time, so ur prolly js planning to kill yourself in the heat of all these emotions, but later on sure u will look back at it and be sad as shit and all, but u might realize after some time that roping is genuinely pointless, we all want to rope always say we want to and will, but realistically bro there’s no point in doing it, wish u the best brother.

 

[PostNutClariti]

Bro it’s ur choice on to kill urself I can’t stop you, but listen, ending ur life short is stupid man, u can do any single thing u want if u view life has no point like I mean literally anything cuz u don’t care if u die anyway. Also this is all caused by the foid bro she’s a fucking whore slut this is why they don’t deserve anything man, I genuinely can’t blame u for wanting to rope, there’s only 2 reasons I say u shouldn’t, first i have already explained it’s the point that there’s no afterlife it will literally just be done, and second is roping like theres ofc methods to do it quickly and shit but they are hard to do, and u might js go in a vegetative state or be retarded, meaning life will be insanely terrible and u won’t be able to die, my advice is bro, wait 3 years after this situation, try to better ur life in those 3 years by a lot, or just do some shit u never had done, if u still wanna rope by then its your choice, im only saying this because most situations that happen don’t affect ur life over a prolonged period of time, so ur prolly js planning to kill yourself in the heat of all these emotions, but later on sure u will look back at it and be sad as shit and all, but u might realize after some time that roping is genuinely pointless, we all want to rope always say we want to and will, but realistically bro there’s no point in doing it, wish u the best brother.

Emotions are really dangerous if your a man

 

[SachaJaat]

Hi guys, i dont post much on this forum and i was never interested in doing so, but i have to share my horrible experience in the last few days and maybe my last bits of life to the ones who care. Before going any further, i’m 17 years old, 1.83cm tall, pretty chill, and i would consider myself an above average looking guy (mtn). One year ago i started to fall in love with this beautiful girl who was a friend of another friend of mine: She was really sweet and always treated me right, matched my vibe and made me feel comfortable around her and whoever was with us. One day we kissed and i was the happiest ive ever been in my life, because i’ve never had something serious with a girl. Also, being with her made me prone to leaving my house and socializing with other people, which really healed my social problems. 10 months passed and things were going great between us but all of a sudden, while we were in a call, she says her ex has texted her back. I trusted her with my life so i didn’t think much about it (worst mistake of my life) but that’s where everything started going downhill. The next day she told me he texted her again and that he only wanted to “make sure that they were still on good terms”. This kept going for about a month and it didn’t really affect the relationship until one day her ex boyfriend’s mom died out of an heart attack and a few days later the guy organized a funeral. I was going to school and when i got a message from her saying that she HAD to go to that funeral. I still didn’t think much about it but i noticed that when i got out of school she started acting cold and distant, so i asked what was wrong and she just said that she was just a little shook by the whole funeral situation. 3 days pass and, on a sunday morning, i get the message. “I don’t wanna do this anymore.” I asked for an explanation and she said she just “lost feeling for me” Fucking foid. I was heartbroken and i knew that she didn’t just lose feelings for me all of a sudden and that something else happened. Next thing i know 2 hours later is that she kissed her ex at the funeral and while she was texting me “at home” she was giving him a blowjob. I started to have serious headaches from all the crying. I told no one and kept it to myself like i always do since i never had a bestfriend in my entire life. Next day i leave my house to go to the gym and encounter my ex girlfriend with her new boyfriend (her old ex) and they were in a little group of people which, as soon as they noticed me, started to pressure me and make fun of me. Since there was 7-8 of them i just tried to ignore them and got into the gym. About 1 hour and a half later i get out of the gym happy, like i always do, but AS SOON as i step foot out the gym i get jumped by the group that was pressuring me before. 3 of them were filming and like 4-5 of them started punching me and kicking me in the nuts. At first i tought they didnt mean to seriously hurt me but then two of them started to hold my leg and then a random guy completely broke it. While i write this im sitting on a wheelchair, and it’ll be like this for the next 6-8 months. I went to school the past couple of days and i havent got a single interaction yet, my social life is ruined, my mental health is worse then it ever was. The few friends i had are now gone, and my parents are constantly worried about me and cry everyday. I can’t do this anymore, i was a bum before meeting her and i tought something changed but it really didn’t. If something doesn’t change for the better in the next 3 days i will kill myself and hopefully reincarnate in a normal NT average looking guy. It really is over

dnr dont kys nigga

 

[PostNutClariti]

Advice for future relationship- set your boundaries, if she violates it go cold, if i was in your shoes and if my gf mentioned her ex like this i would have broken up with her

The day you get attached to anything, it will start moving away AND You should never put anything or anyone above you the day you put something above you, it will look down on you brother

So, Enjoy and appreciate things without being attached, the day you get attached things will start to go downhill fast.
this rule is not only for relationship but life in general