I am hopeless. My life seems to be a reoccurring joke.

[getra]

Finally stepped outside of my rat dungeon house today into the real world. Went to a Walmart and never felt so much anxiety in my life just looking around for some fucking tires. I am ignored by everyone. The “greeters” just looked away from me at the entrance. Keep in my mind I even had a mask on, JFL. Went home and took a cope nap from feeling like shit. And then, to my surprise, I dreamt of being ignored and laughed at by a sales consultant for simply asking about a product. It’s now gone to the point where my brain is locked on just how people really feel about me. I’m like a monkey trapped in the observatory, looking cluelessly as people laugh and mock my baboon looking ass.

 

[W0KESTMOTHF]

Then fix your shit bro stop being a bitch inject t

 

[Deleted member 5583]

Then fix your shit bro stop being a bitch inject t

Imagine bitching about being ignored at walmart

 

[getra]

Imagine bitching about being ignored at walmart

When you’re never seen as a human being that shit gets to you. Walmart is an example.

 

[getra]

This all sound so fucking stupid but I can’t keep it in. Every fucking day.

 

[Deleted member 5583]

When you’re never seen as a human being that shit gets to you. Walmart is an example.

If it's not your looks it's probably in your head
What do you look like?

 

[getra]

If it's not your looks it's probably in your head
What do you look like?

Asian 2-3 psl. Framelet, 5’9, Estro build.

 

[Deleted member 5583]

Asian 2-3 psl.

DM pic and I'll tell you for sure if it's your looks
Height?

 

[Deleted member 7173]

Asian 2-3 psl. Framelet, 5’9, Estro build.

Atleast you are self aware

 

[getra]

Atleast you are self aware

To think I even thought I had a chance. Jestermaxxed my whole life just to get shit on regardless. My achievements mean nothing.

 

[Deleted member 7173]

To think I even thought I had a chance. Jestermaxxed my whole life just to get shit on regardless. My achievements mean nothing.

Same, I used to jestermaxx so hard in middleschool/highschool. It was pathetic.

 

[getra]

DM pic and I'll tell you for sure if it's your looks
Height?

Thanks but I’ve been rated here before

 

[Deleted member 10551]

Then fix your shit bro stop being a bitch inject t

Ngl, I ironically came here to say this.

 

[JawGuyFatFaceGuy]

Imagine bitching about being ignored at walmart

High estrogen

 

[JawGuyFatFaceGuy]

Thanks but I’ve been rated here before

Pic pls

 

[Mouthbreath]

pm me pics I can rate you

 

[getra]

Then fix your shit bro stop being a bitch inject t

Don’t have nearly enough money for that type of surgery rn.

 

[Deleted member 5061]

Asian 2-3 psl. Framelet, 5’9, Estro build.

See, its not your fault, prolly also not your parents fault. When they came to the country you live in (I assume NA), all this lookism shit didnt matter and in the worst case theyd find some partner for their kid via some other asian family they know.

I assume if you were in the asian country, youd blend in more with the population there.

Other than that, I think ppl dont pay attention to you, cause you look ethnic more than they think youre giga subhuman and usually there is that cliche that asians dont even speak english that well to begin with.

Imo you should consider seamaxxing at some point, like saving money and moving there. The west is hypergamous af to the point its actually comical.

 

[getra]

See, its not your fault, prolly also not your parents fault. When they came to the country you live in (I assume NA), all this lookism shit didnt matter and in the worst case theyd find some partner for their kid via some other asian family they know.

I assume if you were in the asian country, youd blend in more with the population there.

Other than that, I think ppl dont pay attention to you, cause you look ethnic more than they think youre giga subhuman and usually there is that cliche that asians dont even speak english that well to begin with.

Yeah, I’m not blaming anyone at this point. It is what it is. All the shits that happened to me, I let it all slide, regardless of how low on the social hierarchy I am.

 

[Deleted member 5061]

Yeah, I’m not blaming anyone at this point. It is what it is. All the shits that happened to me, I let it all slide, regardless of how low on the social hierarchy I am.

At least you owe to yourself to find out whether you can have a better life in sea. You could try to teach english for a year or so and see how things go.

 

[studiocel]

Asian 2-3 psl. Framelet, 5’9, Estro build.

I got pretty similar stats im asian 5'7 but I gymcel and my chest is fucked up. Maybe try going to the gym or increasing your test, wont help attract girls but may make you care less about what people think and make you less anxious.

 

[getra]

See, its not your fault, prolly also not your parents fault. When they came to the country you live in (I assume NA), all this lookism shit didnt matter and in the worst case theyd find some partner for their kid via some other asian family they know.

I assume if you were in the asian country, youd blend in more with the population there.

Other than that, I think ppl dont pay attention to you, cause you look ethnic more than they think youre giga subhuman and usually there is that cliche that asians dont even speak english that well to begin with.

Imo you should consider seamaxxing at some point, like saving money and moving there. The west is hypergamous af to the point its actually comical.

I hate this fucking place. Ty tho.

 

[Bewusst]

 

[AutismMaxing]

Finally stepped outside of my rat dungeon house today into the real world. Went to a Walmart and never felt so much anxiety in my life just looking around for some fucking tires. I am ignored by everyone. The “greeters” just looked away from me at the entrance. Keep in my mind I even had a mask on, JFL. Went home and took a cope nap from feeling like shit. And then, to my surprise, I dreamt of being ignored and laughed at by a sales consultant for simply asking about a product. It’s now gone to the point where my brain is locked on just how people really feel about me. I’m like a monkey trapped in the observatory, looking cluelessly as people laugh and mock my baboon looking ass.

The greeters don't greet everyone. I'm sure they get tired of getting ignored all day. They are ignored more than you ever will be.

Asian 2-3 psl. Framelet, 5’9, Estro build

You need to build muscle. You need to be eating lots of meat, and lifting enough but not too much, getting good sleep, taking Vitamin D supplement unless you get plenty of sun on your skin every day.

 

[Deleted member 6305]

You give me loser vibes
you want people who work 8 hours looking at people wanting to give you the best experience at wallmart?
shut the fuck up and stop crying

 

[getra]

You give me loser vibes
you want people who work 8 hours looking at people wanting to give you the best experience at wallmart?
shut the fuck up and stop crying

I don’t give a shit if they ignore me or not it’s the fact that they’re repulsed.

 

[getra]

You give me loser vibes
you want people who work 8 hours looking at people wanting to give you the best experience at wallmart?
shut the fuck up and stop crying

And yes I am a loser. Everyone tells me to shut the fuck up and stop crying but what would you do if you were in my position? Eat shit.

 

[Deleted member 6305]

And yes I am a loser. Everyone tells me to shut the fuck up and stop crying but what would you do if you were in my position? Eat shit.

Not acting like a loser is an option
you're a man act like one, no one likes soyboys

 

[getra]

Not acting like a loser is an option
you're a man act like one, no one likes soyboys

You think I’d be acting like a loser right now if everyone didn’t treat me like one? None of this came out no where you idiot. Please fuck off.

 

[RAITEIII]

Finally stepped outside of my rat dungeon house today into the real world. Went to a Walmart and never felt so much anxiety in my life just looking around for some fucking tires. I am ignored by everyone. The “greeters” just looked away from me at the entrance. Keep in my mind I even had a mask on, JFL. Went home and took a cope nap from feeling like shit. And then, to my surprise, I dreamt of being ignored and laughed at by a sales consultant for simply asking about a product. It’s now gone to the point where my brain is locked on just how people really feel about me. I’m like a monkey trapped in the observatory, looking cluelessly as people laugh and mock my baboon looking ass.

My social anxiety disappeared after I started to use lifts and became tallish. Still need frame tho

 

[Lasko123]

Asian 2-3 psl. Framelet, 5’9, Estro build.

 

[Deleted member 5189]

Tales from the basement

 

[Deleted member 10172]

Finally stepped outside of my rat dungeon house today into the real world. Went to a Walmart and never felt so much anxiety in my life just looking around for some fucking tires. I am ignored by everyone. The “greeters” just looked away from me at the entrance. Keep in my mind I even had a mask on, JFL. Went home and took a cope nap from feeling like shit. And then, to my surprise, I dreamt of being ignored and laughed at by a sales consultant for simply asking about a product. It’s now gone to the point where my brain is locked on just how people really feel about me. I’m like a monkey trapped in the observatory, looking cluelessly as people laugh and mock my baboon looking ass.