i am incapable of trusting women anymore

[Vantablack]

girl wants to me to “open up”, “let my guard down”. i sat with this today. i don’t think it’s physically possible for me to do it anymore. shes beautiful, soft, funny, caring, and i am beyond the point of repair. i’ve stunted myself permanently, i cannot fall in love. it’s over

 

[lightswinning]

girl wants to me to “open up”, “let my guard down”. i sat with this today. i don’t think it’s physically possible for me to do it anymore. shes beautiful, soft, funny, caring, and i am beyond the point of repair. i’ve stunted myself permanently, i cannot fall in love. it’s over

Nigga you are way past the point of no return my friend. No one with your brain wiring and blackpilled thought-process is getting to fall in muh love jfl . Although, free will doesn't exist so it isn't your fault, you haven't stunted yourself voluntarily, you were destined to as you may have realised