i am jealous of people who have good relationships with their parents

[jai91002**]+jjs]

i wish i had this. I dont think ive had a true genuine conversation with them in my enitre life. I dont even talk to my mother and me and my father dont understand each other.

I take back the first sentance I dont think ive had a genuine open conversation with anyone irl about how I feel or shit. jfl I remember my 2nd closest "friend" made a joke about how Im the least real person hes ever met. Maybe when I was young I thought that would make me likable, didnt work, obviously but yk.


Any time i try to be honest with people or something, they think im weird (even my own parents)

I remember seeing the way my ex stepbrother and sister interacted with their mom and wish I had something like that. Ofc none of them even talk to me and they unadded me on all social media when our parents broke up.


ive made so many venting/depressing ass threads tonight im sorry yall have to see these jfl. I'd rather talk about my life to people on the internet where literally anyone could see this as opposed to people I know and am supposed to have a genuine connection with. There must be something in my brain that makes me want these relationships so badly but makes it impossible for me to have them.

 

[jai91002**]+jjs]

I dont even know what I am saying anymore. I should sleep, but I also dont want it to be tomorrow since I have to deal with all the stupid choices Ive made today.

 

[134applesauce456]

dont worry bro you will always have us

 

[Godera]

Same. I wish i had deeper feelings for my parents, but i cant genuinely connect with people

 

[jai91002**]+jjs]

Same. I wish i had deeper feelings for my parents, but i cant genuinely connect with people

I just wish I had a relationship with them. I see so many people with good relationships with their parents and it just makes me mad.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

i wish i had this. I dont think ive had a true genuine conversation with them in my enitre life. I dont even talk to my mother and me and my father dont understand each other.

I take back the first sentance I dont think ive had a genuine open conversation with anyone irl about how I feel or shit. jfl I remember my 2nd closest "friend" made a joke about how Im the least real person hes ever met. Maybe when I was young I thought that would make me likable, didnt work, obviously but yk.


Any time i try to be honest with people or something, they think im weird (even my own parents)

I remember seeing the way my ex stepbrother and sister interacted with their mom and wish I had something like that. Ofc none of them even talk to me and they unadded me on all social media when our parents broke up.


ive made so many venting/depressing ass threads tonight im sorry yall have to see these jfl. I'd rather talk about my life to people on the internet where literally anyone could see this as opposed to people I know and am supposed to have a genuine connection with. There must be something in my brain that makes me want these relationships so badly but makes it impossible for me to have them.

I'm chill asf with my parents because my brother relapses on weed and then just doesn't leave his room for days

I'm a nice considerate person, generally, so 100x better than him

It's honestly really sad to imagine being him and being in that mental and physical cocoon, quite fucking grim..

 

[jai91002**]+jjs]

I'm chill asf with my parents because my brother relapses on weed and then just doesn't leave his room for days

It's honestly really sad to imagine being him and being in that mental and physical cocoon, quite fucking grim..

I’m in a mental and physical cocoon but my mind is fucked without the drugs

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I’m in a mental and physical cocoon but my mind is fucked without the drugs

Cope the drugs fucked you and you know it

 

[jai91002**]+jjs]

Cope the drugs fucked you and you know it

I’ve not done drugs like that