I am just frustrated man, I just feel like a 'why me?' on almost everything; not just my looks.

[TimmyAshan1]

Seriously, it feels like I rolled snake eyes on almost everything.

* Born with an alar sidewall concavity and cleft lip.
* Forced to undergo like 20 surgeries over my entire life, most of which left me heavily traumatized so most cosmetic surgeries is a massive fear-factor for me
* Almost died like 10 times in my first year of life.
* Could never breath through my nose properly as a kid, fucked up my forward growth
* Balding at 21 years old; baited to 'just shave it off bro' when I could have restored it
* Lack of real motivation/drive to exercise for longer than 2 weeks straight
* Eating whenever I am stressed
* Random back pain at 29 years old
* Having the emotional age of a 10year-old child.
* Autism and ADHD
* Low IQ at almost everything except for math (and even then I just barely graduated college... after 6 years).

At least I have positive canthal tilt, have clear skin, mostly symmetrical face and I am 5'11, so it's not entirely doomed (probably lltn bordering subhuman).
But still though, this shit just fucking sucks. I feel like I am forced to fraudmax soooo fucking much (hair system, beard cope, shoe lifts, approaching girls at night when the smoke machines are active at a festival, ect) just to be barely viable for festival hookups.
I fucking blame the fact that I am from a sperm donor, that guy was probably a PSL2 80IQ brainlet at best, because my mom and uncle at least have all of the good genes.

 

[Incelforeever]

same. I’m coping but I got fucked by god or the universe

 

[vux]

It always feels like we have it worse than others, but at same point it's facts

 

[TimmyAshan1]

same. I’m coping but I got fucked by god or the universe

Yeah, shit just sucks. I really wish I could give you a hug man <3

 

[Incelforeever]

Yeah, shit just sucks. I really wish I could give you a hug man <3

I don’t hug but good luck in ur life or something ig

 

[Tayvion Cole]

Seriously, it feels like I rolled snake eyes on almost everything.

* Born with an alar sidewall concavity and cleft lip.
* Forced to undergo like 20 surgeries over my entire life, most of which left me heavily traumatized so most cosmetic surgeries is a massive fear-factor for me
* Almost died like 10 times in my first year of life.
* Could never breath through my nose properly as a kid, fucked up my forward growth
* Balding at 21 years old; baited to 'just shave it off bro' when I could have restored it
* Lack of real motivation/drive to exercise for longer than 2 weeks straight
* Eating whenever I am stressed
* Random back pain at 29 years old
* Having the emotional age of a 10year-old child.
* Autism and ADHD
* Low IQ at almost everything except for math (and even then I just barely graduated college... after 6 years).

At least I have positive canthal tilt, have clear skin, mostly symmetrical face and I am 5'11, so it's not entirely doomed (probably lltn bordering subhuman).
But still though, this shit just fucking sucks. I feel like I am forced to fraudmax soooo fucking much (hair system, beard cope, shoe lifts, approaching girls at night when the smoke machines are active at a festival, ect) just to be barely viable for festival hookups.
I fucking blame the fact that I am from a sperm donor, that guy was probably a PSL2 80IQ brainlet at best, because my mom and uncle at least have all of the good genes.

Though this was gonna be some retarded post about how your mtn so you're life sucks, But It's not and your life actually suck's. Hope it gets better G.

 

[mxl4chi1]

I don’t hug but good luck in ur life or something ig

u wouldnt say u dont hug if it was a stacy offering

 

[greycel]

That's not by accident.
That's God pulling you closer to him

If you had the streamer Marlon's luck in not just looks but regarding life as a whole: fame, connections, etc, you'd feel attached to that perception of personal identity - Ego
Because it constantly gets rewarded by life. By others, and by what people see as fortunate "luck" (which isn't actually the case)

You have hit the perfect intersection of:
1. multiple rolls on the dice that keep pushing you further and further into the extreme - just based off the chance that one of them could happen to somebody is already rare, but having them stacked should be next to impossible
2. the intellect and ability to introspect, to see the top bullet point. To realise how extreme all of these circumstances truly are

It's so astronomically rare, but that's because it isnt by chance.
It infact proves that it comes from intention. There is a driving force. It isn't luck

Look into Ego from Nondual Mystics across all the different religions.
Look into: Orthodox Christianity, Sufism, Sikhism, Advaita Vedanta.

 

[TimmyAshan1]

Though this was gonna be some retarded post about how your mtn so you're life sucks, But It's not and your life actually suck's. Hope it gets better G.

Tbh my only real hope is beard-frauding for my recessed chin, but IDK how much it actually helps IRL. I made another post about it at https://looksmax.org/threads/beard-frauding-for-recessed-chin.2391855

But yeah, my life isn't 'completely' fucked, I still have a roof over my head, I have loving parents who care about me and supportive friends; but I can't even tell them about my blackpill issues because if I do I'll just get labeled as 'insecure and self-conscious'