I am near suicide and I don't know what to do

[kana]

I have gone my entire life not being loved or desired by a single person, not my parents, my lover, or anything else. If I died, there would be no funeral, as a naturally extraverted person I have been forced to live the life of a recluse. I am losing my mind, I am not even going to bother venting my issues out on .org, and I have vented so many times to receive nothing but torment. I want to be loved by someone, yet I can't, life as an autist is brutal Not to mention anyone who has tried loving me, I can't say tried, I don't believe them, I pushed them away

 

[ey88]

It will get better bro

 

[_MVP_]

get the fuck out u 16yo

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

Inject t tbh

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

get the fuck out u 16yo

Dont end up like this guy OP

 

[Aladin]

Go ER

 

[Aladin]

lover

?

 

[kana]

Inject t tbh

my t levels are 790 ng/dl and i already have abs

 

[asdvek]

Just DO IT

 

[kana]

get the fuck out u 16yo

17 and I have been through worse than most adults have

 

[kana]

I haven't cried in 5 years and for some reason I am now, I am a total faggot, but with just cause

 

[MrBossMan]

you once used to run a discord, is that you kana?

 

[kana]

you once used to run a discord, is that you kana?

that is me

 

[War_In_Chiraq]

You're a good person kana it'll get better

 

[futureashtray]

abused dog, learn to hate other and learn a skill, make money, and hate others once again

make your life something. you are projected to live more than 5 decades, so you have enough to time to start a war or commit a massacre