I am near suicide and I don't know what to do

[kana]

I have gone my entire life not being loved or desired by a single person, not my parents, my lover, or anything else. If I died, there would be no funeral, as a naturally extraverted person I have been forced to live the life of a recluse. I am losing my mind, I am not even going to bother venting my issues out on .org, and I have vented so many times to receive nothing but torment. I want to be loved by someone, yet I can't, life as an autist is brutal Not to mention anyone who has tried loving me, I can't say tried, I don't believe them, I pushed them away

 

[Deleted member 80562]

It will get better bro

 

[_MVP_]

get the fuck out u 16yo

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

Inject t tbh

 

[AlbinoMaxxer]

get the fuck out u 16yo

Dont end up like this guy OP

 

[Deleted member 20890]

Go ER

 

[Deleted member 20890]

lover

?

 

[kana]

Inject t tbh

my t levels are 790 ng/dl and i already have abs

 

[asdvek]

Just DO IT

 

[kana]

get the fuck out u 16yo

17 and I have been through worse than most adults have

 

[kana]

I haven't cried in 5 years and for some reason I am now, I am a total faggot, but with just cause

 

[MrBossMan]

you once used to run a discord, is that you kana?

 

[kana]

you once used to run a discord, is that you kana?

that is me

 

[Deleted member 109943]

You're a good person kana it'll get better

 

[futureashtray]

abused dog, learn to hate other and learn a skill, make money, and hate others once again

make your life something. you are projected to live more than 5 decades, so you have enough to time to start a war or commit a massacre

 

[Trujuan]

It will
get better if your not sub5 kuna.not talking about the fact the ur a autisticel because of that it MIGHT be over for you

 

[AX823]

17 and I have been through worse than most adults have

jfl why r u acting like yk what ppl go thru i guarantee ur better off than most ppl

I have gone my entire life not being loved or desired by a single person, not my parents, my lover, or anything else. If I died, there would be no funeral, as a naturally extraverted person I have been forced to live the life of a recluse. I am losing my mind, I am not even going to bother venting my issues out on .org, and I have vented so many times to receive nothing but torment. I want to be loved by someone, yet I can't, life as an autist is brutal Not to mention anyone who has tried loving me, I can't say tried, I don't believe them, I pushed them away

omg ur so dexter!!!!!!
stop w the victim mentality its repulsive

 

[Deleted member 76351]

Keep going

 

[Akira-vf]

it will all be alright in the end, push through it

 

[NarrowBoneMarrow]

you once used to run a discord, is that you kana?

Which discord

 

[kazama]

I have gone my entire life not being loved or desired by a single person, not my parents, my lover, or anything else. If I died, there would be no funeral, as a naturally extraverted person I have been forced to live the life of a recluse. I am losing my mind, I am not even going to bother venting my issues out on .org, and I have vented so many times to receive nothing but torment. I want to be loved by someone, yet I can't, life as an autist is brutal Not to mention anyone who has tried loving me, I can't say tried, I don't believe them, I pushed them away

U just another dude thinkin’ the same shit as every other dude ur age just live ur life, don’t stress love’s just hormones. Live it up, off yourself at 30, or take someone with u lol