PseudoMaxxer
It’s over.
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I amount to 0.
I’m fat, broke, and work my ass off everyday all day for a work place that doesn’t give a fuck about me.
I wanna have money, be able to afford a place and a car and live a happy life with a family.
But I have 0 energy, no motivation nothing.
I can’t do any work after my job, I get home and i’m exhausted. I just wanna lay down and hope that I won’t wake up the next morning.
I’m never happy, I have always wanted to be stress free and happy, but this is my destiny as a sub 5 poor man.
I always told people i’d be rich, i’d be important and make everyone around me happy.
But here I am, planning my death again.
I cannot handle stress, I can’t control myself and my own life.
I’ve been fapping, smoking and eating shit.
And everytime I stop nothing changes, nothing.
I can’t do this anymore, I really can’t.
If I die, atleast all of these problems will fade away and i’ll be free, but I don’t even have the balls to take my own life.
I’m truly a burden to my family and everyone around me.
I’m a desperate kid with no money, no friends and no one that looks after me.
I’m done guys, this is it.
I can’t do this anymore, i’m quitting everything.
Tomorrow I won’t go to work, i’m rotting in my bedroom.
Even training and gymcelling doesn’t help me in anyway, I just really need money, that’s all I ever wanted and all I want.
I’m fat, broke, and work my ass off everyday all day for a work place that doesn’t give a fuck about me.
I wanna have money, be able to afford a place and a car and live a happy life with a family.
But I have 0 energy, no motivation nothing.
I can’t do any work after my job, I get home and i’m exhausted. I just wanna lay down and hope that I won’t wake up the next morning.
I’m never happy, I have always wanted to be stress free and happy, but this is my destiny as a sub 5 poor man.
I always told people i’d be rich, i’d be important and make everyone around me happy.
But here I am, planning my death again.
I cannot handle stress, I can’t control myself and my own life.
I’ve been fapping, smoking and eating shit.
And everytime I stop nothing changes, nothing.
I can’t do this anymore, I really can’t.
If I die, atleast all of these problems will fade away and i’ll be free, but I don’t even have the balls to take my own life.
I’m truly a burden to my family and everyone around me.
I’m a desperate kid with no money, no friends and no one that looks after me.
I’m done guys, this is it.
I can’t do this anymore, i’m quitting everything.
Tomorrow I won’t go to work, i’m rotting in my bedroom.
Even training and gymcelling doesn’t help me in anyway, I just really need money, that’s all I ever wanted and all I want.