I am nothing, but a Failure.

PseudoMaxxer

PseudoMaxxer

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I amount to 0.

I’m fat, broke, and work my ass off everyday all day for a work place that doesn’t give a fuck about me.

I wanna have money, be able to afford a place and a car and live a happy life with a family.

But I have 0 energy, no motivation nothing.

I can’t do any work after my job, I get home and i’m exhausted. I just wanna lay down and hope that I won’t wake up the next morning.

I’m never happy, I have always wanted to be stress free and happy, but this is my destiny as a sub 5 poor man.

I always told people i’d be rich, i’d be important and make everyone around me happy.

But here I am, planning my death again.

I cannot handle stress, I can’t control myself and my own life.

I’ve been fapping, smoking and eating shit.

And everytime I stop nothing changes, nothing.

I can’t do this anymore, I really can’t.

If I die, atleast all of these problems will fade away and i’ll be free, but I don’t even have the balls to take my own life.

I’m truly a burden to my family and everyone around me.

I’m a desperate kid with no money, no friends and no one that looks after me.

I’m done guys, this is it.

I can’t do this anymore, i’m quitting everything.

Tomorrow I won’t go to work, i’m rotting in my bedroom.

Even training and gymcelling doesn’t help me in anyway, I just really need money, that’s all I ever wanted and all I want.
 
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werent u lean
 
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What're you gonna do; start robbing da drive thru?
 
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mirin the self love
 
Same let's do a collective rope
nuclear explosion bomb GIF
 
send your cashapp bhai
1717699942427
 
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In all seriousness, I am too, I couldn't stop thinking about this earlier today, I mean I'm such a failure I even have insanely negative rep even on a blackpill forum
 
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In all seriousness, I am too, I couldn't stop thinking about this earlier today, I mean I'm such a failure I even have insanely negative rep even on a blackpill forum
didnt recognise you
youre news nigga
why change it :/
your avi looks shit too
 
Glad you’re unhappy. Makes me feel a lot better about myself
 
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Inject some T, helps
 
get a new job
 
order some stims and T. start injecting and using stims daily and ur life will be better trust me
 
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Our ancestors didnt need motivation and shit to hunt and gather food to the tribe and for their family. Your a fucking disappointment. Our ancestors never had depression get your ass up and start working on yourself brah
 
Our ancestors didnt need motivation and shit to hunt and gather food to the tribe and for their family. Your a fucking disappointment. Our ancestors never had depression get your ass up and start working on yourself brah
our ancestors would have died if they didn’t.

I won’t die, I’ll be miserable.

It’s a different thing, I need motivation, they needed it to survive.
 
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our ancestors would have died if they didn’t.

I won’t die, I’ll be miserable.

It’s a different thing, I need motivation, they needed it to survive.
Fuck, i was trying my best to make you feel motivated
 
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Exactly my life situation.
I'm beyond a failure.
Complaining and venting on .org won't do a thing, that's for sure.
 
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I amount to 0.

I’m fat, broke, and work my ass off everyday all day for a work place that doesn’t give a fuck about me.

I wanna have money, be able to afford a place and a car and live a happy life with a family.

But I have 0 energy, no motivation nothing.

I can’t do any work after my job, I get home and i’m exhausted. I just wanna lay down and hope that I won’t wake up the next morning.

I’m never happy, I have always wanted to be stress free and happy, but this is my destiny as a sub 5 poor man.

I always told people i’d be rich, i’d be important and make everyone around me happy.

But here I am, planning my death again.

I cannot handle stress, I can’t control myself and my own life.

I’ve been fapping, smoking and eating shit.

And everytime I stop nothing changes, nothing.

I can’t do this anymore, I really can’t.

If I die, atleast all of these problems will fade away and i’ll be free, but I don’t even have the balls to take my own life.

I’m truly a burden to my family and everyone around me.

I’m a desperate kid with no money, no friends and no one that looks after me.

I’m done guys, this is it.

I can’t do this anymore, i’m quitting everything.

Tomorrow I won’t go to work, i’m rotting in my bedroom.

Even training and gymcelling doesn’t help me in anyway, I just really need money, that’s all I ever wanted and all I want.
same
 
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No you're successful for italian standards
 
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No you're successful for italian standards
Italy is a shithole bro, i’m depressed as fuck seeing this american kids fly around the world while im stuck in an office all day long.
 
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Italy is a shithole bro, i’m depressed as fuck seeing this american kids fly around the world while im stuck in an office all day long.
Yeah Bro don't compare yourself with other people, America Is a Rich country and many people live in poverty even there. In Italy most people earn 1300 monthly so good luck having lavish lifestyle
 
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tell me bhai who is the guy on ur pfp
 
its over
 
Yeah Bro don't compare yourself with other people, America Is a Rich country and many people live in poverty even there. In Italy most people earn 1300 monthly so good luck having lavish lifestyle
bro average in italy is like 1800€
 
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Drink sodium nitrate you got unlucky at birth

In all seriousness though we’re getting somewhat close to virtual reality simulations of life. You should wait some years and see if something meaningful pops up
 
Drink sodium nitrate you got unlucky at birth

In all seriousness though we’re getting somewhat close to virtual reality simulations of life. You should wait some years and see if something meaningful pops up
I won’t feel content living that life.
 
I won’t feel content living that life.
What if they wipe your memory before putting you in the simulation? It’s like you were reborn except everything is perfect in your simulated life. Sounds pretty good to me
 
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What if they wipe your memory before putting you in the simulation? It’s like you were reborn except everything is perfect in your simulated life. Sounds pretty good to me
sounds good but i’ll lose everything I already lived.

I would wanna keep my memory but as of now I wouldn’t want that.
 
sounds good but i’ll lose everything I already lived.

I would wanna keep my memory but as of now I wouldn’t want that.
You want to keep your memory of what exactly? Your shitty subhuman life?

Now that I think about it, that would make you more grateful of your experiences
 
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Bhai don't quit your job, do 250mg testosterone doesnt matter enanthate or propionate tell
 
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do 250mg testosterone doesnt matter enanthate or propionate tell
its pretty hard to get test in south africa bro
yet alone most roids
 
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how much do you niggas make?
my friend works 7 days a week 8 h a day for 1100 monthly, and his position is better than avg because of connections lmao
avg person most likely makes 900-1000
Yet slav countries are more expensive than western countries lol
 
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so me
IMG 0012
 
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my friend works 7 days a week 8 h a day for 1100 monthly, and his position is better than avg because of connections lmao
avg person most likely makes 900-1000
Yet slav countries are more expensive than western countries lol
Absolute loser slave
 
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Your brain telling you that you’re a failure instead of coping thinking you’re a winner means you are enlightened mentally. So in some way you are winning a mental battle. Now all that’s left is action or a plan to win in whatever pursuit you desire.
 
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your posts have been getting a lil too real recently also congrats on 20k lemme schizo post here to motivate you
 
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yeah nah nvm dont know how to hype u up king its over
 
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“Have fun staying poor”
 
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I amount to 0.

I’m fat, broke, and work my ass off everyday all day for a work place that doesn’t give a fuck about me.

I wanna have money, be able to afford a place and a car and live a happy life with a family.

But I have 0 energy, no motivation nothing.

I can’t do any work after my job, I get home and i’m exhausted. I just wanna lay down and hope that I won’t wake up the next morning.

I’m never happy, I have always wanted to be stress free and happy, but this is my destiny as a sub 5 poor man.

I always told people i’d be rich, i’d be important and make everyone around me happy.

But here I am, planning my death again.

I cannot handle stress, I can’t control myself and my own life.

I’ve been fapping, smoking and eating shit.

And everytime I stop nothing changes, nothing.

I can’t do this anymore, I really can’t.

If I die, atleast all of these problems will fade away and i’ll be free, but I don’t even have the balls to take my own life.

I’m truly a burden to my family and everyone around me.

I’m a desperate kid with no money, no friends and no one that looks after me.

I’m done guys, this is it.

I can’t do this anymore, i’m quitting everything.

Tomorrow I won’t go to work, i’m rotting in my bedroom.

Even training and gymcelling doesn’t help me in anyway, I just really need money, that’s all I ever wanted and all I want.
get your life together bro like 3/4 of these things can be solved, but you lack the discipline. Fuck "muhhh motivation I need motivation" you need discipline only you can get your life together stop crying
 
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hear me out
gay for pay
 
I amount to 0.

I’m fat, broke, and work my ass off everyday all day for a work place that doesn’t give a fuck about me.

I wanna have money, be able to afford a place and a car and live a happy life with a family.

But I have 0 energy, no motivation nothing.

I can’t do any work after my job, I get home and i’m exhausted. I just wanna lay down and hope that I won’t wake up the next morning.

I’m never happy, I have always wanted to be stress free and happy, but this is my destiny as a sub 5 poor man.

I always told people i’d be rich, i’d be important and make everyone around me happy.

But here I am, planning my death again.

I cannot handle stress, I can’t control myself and my own life.

I’ve been fapping, smoking and eating shit.

And everytime I stop nothing changes, nothing.

I can’t do this anymore, I really can’t.

If I die, atleast all of these problems will fade away and i’ll be free, but I don’t even have the balls to take my own life.

I’m truly a burden to my family and everyone around me.

I’m a desperate kid with no money, no friends and no one that looks after me.

I’m done guys, this is it.

I can’t do this anymore, i’m quitting everything.

Tomorrow I won’t go to work, i’m rotting in my bedroom.

Even training and gymcelling doesn’t help me in anyway, I just really need money, that’s all I ever wanted and all I want.
At least u have a job bhai, and it’s in the IT sector I’d kill for that even if the pay was shit
 
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read this one thread that gave me some perspective, “life is like I’ve big videogame but you can’t log out” or something along those lines.

When you think about it that way, you’re basically forced by the laws of the universe to accept what you have right now and how things are in this present moment.

You legit “can’t log out” so all you can do, the only thing you can do is move forward in some way.

Whichever path you pick is up to you, regardless you’re still gonna have to wake up tomorrow.
 
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