D
Deleted member 16346
Always larping
- Joined
- Dec 5, 2021
- Posts
- 4,569
- Reputation
- 10,456
My entire life I've been in love with the idea of being in love. There is simply nothing like meeting a new girl, going on an adventure together, being even slightly intimate. Anytime this happens to me it consumes my waking thoughts, it's all I care about. The feeling of truly believing your future is in your hands right now, the promise of highs, highs, highs, fun fun fun forever is like a drug.
My obsession with love is legit life-ruining tbh, an enormous pit in my soul that can only ever be temporarily satisfied before I have to reset. It's why I'm a serial cheater. I truly believe I'm cursed. Every girl eventually wanes and I have to move onto the next hit of dopamine. And I'm not even a chad so it's not like I can just easily pick a new one up. What a wretched life. The Greek Myth of the man who's forever thirsty but can't drink.
My obsession with love is legit life-ruining tbh, an enormous pit in my soul that can only ever be temporarily satisfied before I have to reset. It's why I'm a serial cheater. I truly believe I'm cursed. Every girl eventually wanes and I have to move onto the next hit of dopamine. And I'm not even a chad so it's not like I can just easily pick a new one up. What a wretched life. The Greek Myth of the man who's forever thirsty but can't drink.
